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  1. [color=navy][color=red]This is not a poem, it's a ghost story that I wrote. I still working on it.[/color]


    [color=black]It is late at night and K is reading newspaper in his room. Suddenly, the light begins to go off and on. K puts the newspaper on his bed and he checks the plug next to the bed to see if there is something wrong with it. [/color]
    [color=black][b]K[/b] - [i]The plug is fine.[/i][/color]
    [color=black]K begins to check the light bulb hanging on the ceiling.[/color]
    [color=black][b]K[/b] - [i]The bulb is ok too.[/i][/color]
    [color=black]Suddenly, the light is back to normal. K lays back on the bed and continues to read newspaper. K begins to hear a lady's voice calling him solftly, "K....K...." K looks around, the door is and the window is closed.[/color]
    [color=black][b]K[/b] - [i]I must be hallucinating.[/i][/color]
    [color=black]K continues to read the newspaper, then he begins to feel a soft chilling wind blowing by him. K looks at the window, the window is not open and there is no fan or air conditioner in the room. K slaps himself.[/color]
    [color=black][b]K[/b] - [i]Ouch![/i][/color]
    [color=black]K slaps himself back and forth couple times again to see if he is dreaming or not.[/color]
    [color=black][b]K[/b] - [i]Ouch! [/i][/color]
    [color=black]Now, K doesn't hear or feel anything. K continues to read the newspaper, then he feels some one is scratching his right hand with their fingernails. K puts the newspaper on the bed and looks at his right hand. He see no scars, or scratches, or any sign that his right hand is being scratched. K begins to feel scare now. His heart is beating very fast, his forehead is sweating, and he is breathing very hard. He begins to looks up at the ceiling.[/color]
    [color=black][b]K[/b]- (screaming) Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!![/color]
    [color=black]K sees a blood painted face on the ceiling. K screams and scream. He closes his eyes then opens his eyes again.[/color]
    [color=black][b]K[/b] - [i]Where...where's that face...I...I...I...just saw it...[/i][/color]
    [color=black]K whipes the sweat on his forehead with his right arm. He looks around the empty room, he sees nothing and feels nothing. He looks outside the window, all he sees is the dark night. K heart's beat begin to slow down and he begins to breath in and out slowly.[/color]

    [color=navy]Let this be the last time we talk
    No more sweet words from your lips
    No more promises that you cannot keep
    Let the past be buried deep inside

    No, I have lied, I lied to you
    I don?t want those words be your last
    I don?t want to forget about the past
    Speak my dear, make promises my dear

    Meaningless words, phony promises
    They?ve eaten all my heart and soul
    Gave me happiness, gave me woes
    So speak my dear, make promises my dear

    Those gentle words are whispering in my ears
    Just illusion, I know, I know
    I rather be fooled then let you go
    Keep on whispering, my dear, my dear

    Beautiful promises are still in my head
    Just deception, I know, I know
    I am willing to be a fool then letting you go
    Keep on promising, my dear, my dear

    (sigh)
    Doesn?t matter how hard I try
    You?re still gone; away from my world
    Leaving behind many promises and words
    And a broken heart that?s once loved you

    [/color]
    [/color][color=navy][/color]
    [color=#000080][/color]
    [color=#000080][/color]
    [color=navy]If only, I could be a star
    Sparkling on the sky above
    When the night falls
    You will look upon the sky
    See me dazzling before your eyes

    ************************************

    Have you ever look at the full moon
    And thinking some place far away
    There?s a little girl alone in the night
    Watching the moon through a window
    And thinking of you

    [/color][font=Verdana][size=1][color=red]Edited to combine the double posts. Please see my post. -- Lady Asphyxia.[/color][/size][/font]
  2. If this question already answered before, then I appologize for asking this same question again. How come on the left side fo te page, there's an estra window or lnk for geneal, asking question...etc, I want to know how can I get rid of it so I can see just the forums.
  3. [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Neoclone-7 [/i]
    [B]I've been wondering if anybody besides me believes in"psychic" abilities. Like seeing the future in dreams, talking with people who have died (like that guy on the TV show, I don't remember his name). I personally believe in it. And have had many firsthand experiences with this kind of stuff. What does everyone else think? [/B][/QUOTE]

    I'm not sure about talking to the dead. However, some of my dreams do come true though. :D :D
  4. [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Justin [/i]
    [B]Reputations don't matter. If someone won't date you because of who you hang out with, you don't need them anyway.

    Smile at those who spite you, and give them a kind word, or a blessing. They may continue to talk about you, but they will never be able to give a good reason for it.

    -Justin [/B][/QUOTE]

    It is hard to ignore what others say about you.
  5. [SIZE=1]I have this trouble quite awhile already. My problem is that I have difficulty with expressing my feeling and telling the truth. (nothing harm though, it's not that I want to lie, I just don't want to hurt others feeling) How do I overcome my fear/struggle to be more open and speak of my mind. I always keep everything to myself, believe me, it's not a good feeling. Each time I lied, I feel really bad and guilty. My guilt and conscience is killing me. Can someone tell me how I can express my feeling and stop feelling guilty?[/SIZE]
  6. [color=yellow][size=1]Why is summer sun so hot
    and autumn rain so cold?
    Why is the world filled with people
    I can see only you?


    [size=1][color=green][b]Little Sister[/b]

    Nothing is worser
    Than my little sister
    Take over my food
    Bring me into bad-mood
    If I speak too loud
    Mother thought I shout
    At her poor little baby
    So kind and lovely
    Sister, sister, sister
    Wouldn?t it be better
    If you weren?t around
    Or the earth wasn?t so round
    And we never met
    I wouldn?t be upset

    Little sister, you?re horrible
    Like to make me feel terrible
    Your appear in my nightmare
    Pulling off my hair
    You like to make me scare
    Chasing me up the stair
    When we?re playing a messy-game
    You let me take the blame
    Mother angers and yell
    You left me alone in hell

    Little sister, what can I do
    Except accepting the truth
    You?re my little sister
    And irreplaceable
    Even you?re terrible
    Like to cause trouble
    You?re my little sister
    Also bring me joy and laughter
    Whenever I?m in fear
    You?re always there or here
    Little sister, you?re so dear
    Conquer my fear, help me cheer

    Little sister, you?re the best
    Did everything I request
    You clean up all my mess
    Kind enough to let me rest
    You never complain
    About the hard work, or the pains
    You?re always remain
    Scrubs the dirt, clean the stain
    Off the table
    Without sorrow

    Little sister, no matter where you are
    Whether you?re near or far
    No matter how long the distance we?re apart
    You?re still very close to my heart

    Nothing is better
    Than my little sister


    [b]One Summer Evening[/b]

    One Summer Evening in 2000,
    A dark green Honda Accord driving through
    Fairview Road in Berlin Connecticut.
    Eleven year old Dillan riding on his bike
    Without a helmet sai, ?Hello An.?
    An rolled down the window
    And replied, ?Hi Dillan.?
    On the same summer evening of 2000,
    That same eleven year old boy was hit
    By a truck on Berlin Turnpike,
    To be heard no more.
    [/color][/size]


    [size=1][b][color=black]Wake Up in the Middle of the Night[/color][/b]

    [color=black]Wake up in the middle of the night[/color]
    [color=black]Look through the window, see the moon[/color]
    [color=black]See the white shadow flowing in the air[/color]
    [color=black]Very creepy, very scary[/color]
    [color=black]The white shadow has white hair[/color]
    [color=black]Moving closer toward the window[/color]
    [color=black]Is it a ghost or an illusion?[/color]

    [color=black]Close the blind, hide under the blanket[/color]
    [color=black]Persuading myself that it?s only an illusion[/color]
    [color=black]Screech fingernails on the glass[/color]
    [color=black]Very creepy, very scary[/color]
    [color=black]Under the blanket, skin shivers[/color]
    [color=black]Body sweating from the fear[/color]
    [color=black]Is it a ghost or an illusion?[/color]

    [color=black]Light beams shine through the window[/color]
    [color=black]Throw off the blanket, observe around[/color]
    [color=black]It?s morning, no more night[/color]
    [color=black]Very shiny, very bright[/color]
    [color=black]Pulling up the blinds, see words written on the glass[/color]
    [color=black]?I?ll be back tonight?[/color]
    [color=black]Very creepy, very scary[/color]


    [b][color=black]The Dark Night[/color][/b]

    [color=black]Once upon a midnight dreamer[/color]
    [color=black]There is no light or star to shimmer[/color]
    [color=black]In the dark, the cold winds blow[/color]
    [color=black]Back and forth, high and low[/color]
    [color=black]On the branch, the owl hoos[/color]
    [color=black]Far away, the cow moo moos[/color]
    [color=black]On the ground, the foot steps step[/color]
    [color=black]On the turn to right or left[/color]
    [color=black]Underground the tree-roots lift[/color]
    [color=black]Up the soil, makes me trip[/color]
    [color=black]Beneath the rock, the rat squeaks squeak[/color]
    [color=black]Above the ground, I begin to sneak[/color]
    [color=black]In the sky, the crow caws caw[/color]
    [color=black]Landing on the branch with its claw[/color]
    [color=black]Willow?s branches touch the shoulder[/color]
    [color=black]Like witches? nails scratching from under[/color]
    [color=black]Eyes roll around, observes the scene[/color]
    [color=black]Feeling goose-bump on the skin[/color]
    [color=black]Body shivers, eyes glitter[/color]
    [color=black]Tongue tastes so bitter[/color]
    [color=black]Throat gulping, heart hard beating[/color]
    [color=black]Hands sweating, body trembling[/color]
    [color=black]Sound of clapping from behind[/color]
    [color=black]Travels straight in the line[/color]
    [color=black]Moving closer to the back[/color]
    [color=black]Turn around I see everything black[/color]
    [color=black]Once upon a midnight dreamer[/color]
    [color=black]There is no light or star to shimmer[/color][/size]

    [/size]


    [size=1][color=blue]Oh goodnesses, must you be so strong
    Weakening the heart, softening the mind
    Killing the hates, brightening the blind
    Such power, I am craving for so long

    Do such goodness power really exist
    Within my dark heart and my blindly eyes
    The one who never believe in your kind
    Your existance is nothing but a mist

    Oh goodnesses, do you exist in me
    So I can taste the true power of yours
    Such power that I have been searching for
    Within my black heart that I cannot see

    Even goodnesses can open my eyes
    Perhaps the future, now, I am blind[/color]

    --------------------------------------------------
    [color=purple]Power of love, must you be so strong
    Weakening the heart, softening the mind
    Killing the hates, brightening the blinds
    Such powers, I am craving for so long

    Do such strange powers really exist
    With in the deep,dark, and cold heart of mine
    The one who never believed in your kind
    Your existance is nothing but a mist

    Power of love, do you exist in me
    So I can taste the true power of yours
    Such powers that I have been searching for
    To lighten up my eyes that cannot see

    Even such powers can open my eyes
    Perhaps the future, now, I am blind
    [/color]


    [color=purple][size=1][b]A story of the past [/b]

    There was a story that was long ago
    Once upon a time, there were you and I
    Happily together side by side
    Telling each others that our love is stronger than gold

    Who could expect the twisted fate
    Brought us together, gave us hopes and joys
    Then one day, all our of those were being destroyed
    In the hands, that claimed to be fate

    What could I do if we were'nt meant to be together
    Came that day, I had to left you behind
    For a reason, which I couldn't tell until I died
    I only hope that we're always faithful to each others

    Though my body was in foreign land
    But my heart always yearned for the one I loved
    Then one day I received a red envelope
    With written words from your own hand

    Could it be, could it be the end
    I opened but dared not to read
    I knew, what it's suppose to be
    My body suddenly ran out of strength

    I tried and tried not to look or tell
    But my curiousity had taken over me
    I glanced at the invition to see what could it be
    The one I love with someone in front of the wedding bells

    As that movement my heart began to grieved
    I dropped the letter and cheeks wet with tears
    For all those years that always feared
    For this day that ended our beautiful relationship

    I thought that my heart had turned into steel
    Once again, I'd found another love of my life
    To replaced the one that stabbed me with a knife
    To healed my heart so I could be renewed

    As the times passed I thought I would forgot
    The one that I used to loved so dear
    The one that used to made me cheer
    With the one right now that I love a lot

    Who could expect the twisted fate
    Fooling around with the vunerable heart of mine
    Let me reunited with the one I thought had died
    Once again, alive in the name of fate

    My world spliltted between present and past
    I must choose among the two
    Destiny, why must you be so cruel
    Gave me happiness but didn't let it last

    I am stuck between the roads
    With a decision that I was unsure
    I choose the present, the one that endured
    Through my hardship when I needed help the most

    I thought that decision would be my last
    I was wrong, I only fooling my heart
    I should had be true from the start
    That I could not forgot the image of the past

    Decision was made, could not be undo
    I must lived for the choice I had made
    Even though, it was just a fake
    It's my life, that I must go through

    Now I am hugging the one that I selected
    Thinking of the one that I used to know
    Remembering a story which was long ago
    A sad story of you and I used to be so connected

    [/size][/color]

    [color=darkblue][size=1][b]Fears[/b]

    [i]"Dear father, please don't yell![/i]
    [i]I feared those words, those loud sounds[/i]
    [i]The hitting stick, the spanking hand[/i]
    [i]I feared of those, and fear of you"[/i]

    [i]"Dear mother, please don't cry?[/i]
    [i]I feared those droplets in your eyes[/i]
    [i]Those sorrows and those griefs[/i]
    [i]Within my heart; that I used to keep"[/i]

    [i]"Dear father, please odn't yell![/i]
    [i]Those voices echo like a dinging bell[/i]
    [i]Those fears I have; the wounds of the mind[/i]
    [i]Which never heal, until the day I die"[/i]

    [i]"Dear mother, please don't cry[/i]
    [i]Or show those emotions that you want to hide[/i]
    [i]I feared those feelings of the heart[/i]
    [i]I am happier, when I am apart"[/i]
    [/size][/color]



    [/size]
    [size=1][color=navy]Whenever there is a will,[/color]
    [color=navy]there is a way[/color]
    [color=navy]Where ever there is light;[/color]
    [color=navy]there you can find hopes[/color]
    [color=navy]What do I do[/color]
    [color=navy]When I have no will to live,[/color]
    [color=navy]to love, to desire[/color]
    [color=navy]Tell me,[/color]
    [color=navy]Will there still be a way[/color]
    [color=navy]And I still can find hope[/color]
    [color=navy]Within the darkness[/color]
    [color=navy]And a body without soul[/color]
    [/size]


    [size=1][color=black]Anger,[/color][/size]
    [size=1][color=black]sorrow,[/color][/size]
    [size=1][color=black]nothing [/color][/size]
    [size=1][color=black]but quarrel[/color][/size]
    [size=1][color=black]I see[/color][/size]
    [size=1][color=black]no morrow[/color][/size]

    [size=1][color=indigo]Where are the smiles that I used to have?
    A twinkle happy little face, pinky on the cheeks
    Where are those smiles that give people joy
    All are left now is despair and madness[/color][/size]


    [/color][font=Verdana][size=1][color=red]Edited to combine all the double posts. -- Lady Asphyxia[/color][/size][/font]
  7. [b]The Angel:[/b] I'm very trustworthy in the family.
    [b]The Demon:[/b] Well, that's the other side of me that many don't know. I'm good at hiding bad stuffs, and a great liar.
    [b]The Rebel:[/b] I don't use verbal, but I use my action. If I don't like it, I don't do it.
    [b]The Bookworm:[/b] I love books.
    [b]The Comedian:[/b] Sometimes only.
    [b]The Musician:[/b] I play piano, flute, and clarinet.
    [b]The Brains:[/b] This goes with the devil side of me. I always came up with bad idea.
    [b]The Artist:[/b] I write poem and stories.
    [b]The Emotional One:[/b] For most of the time.
    [b]The Silent One:[/b] I'm extremely quiet.
  8. To me, everything is beautiful and unique in their own ways. I think old people with wrinkles are beautiful. I also refer beauty as "natural", not necesary has to be people. The nature itself is very beautiful.
  9. [size=1][color=crimson]I wish one day I could be the moonlight
    Shining through your heart in a lonely night
    Un-covered the mysteries of your life
    Secretly hidden within all these times
    Must you be the one who is so stranged
    Make my heart going through all the pains
    Wondering if you are feeling the same
    Feel the burn from the invisible flame
    Is it really love that I have for you
    This feeling is so real and so true
    I wonder if you are feeling like me
    Thinking that we two are meant to be
    Come that day, when my hope and dream comes true
    When my heart has no more doubt about you
    And you are accepting me by your side
    You're no longer a mystery of life
    I no longer wished to be the moonlight
    Shining through your heart in a lonely night[/size][/color]
  10. [b]1) If you could have any super power, what would it be?[/b]
    The ability to control the time...past/present/future

    [b]2) What would you do with your powers?[/b]
    I really don't know.

    [b]3) Would you use it to do good, or evil?[/b]
    For good usage of course.
  11. This is a newer version which I just edited

    [color=crimson]Power of love, must you be so strong
    Weakening the heart, softening the mind
    Killing the hates, brightening the blinds
    Such powers, I am craving for so long

    Do such strange powers really exist
    With in the deep,dark, and cold heart of mine
    The one who never believed in your kind
    Your existance is nothing but a mist

    Power of love, do you exist in me
    So I can taste the true power of yours
    Such powers that I have been searching for
    To lighten up my eyes that cannot see

    Even such powers can open my eyes
    Perhaps the future, now, I am blind[/color]
  12. There was a story that was long ago
    Once upon a time, there were you and I
    Happily together side by side
    Telling each others that our love is stronger than gold

    Who could expect the twisted fate
    Brought us together, gave us hopes and joys
    Then one day, all our of those were being destroyed
    In the hands, that claimed to be fate

    What could I do if we were'nt meant to be together
    Came that day, I had to left you behind
    For a reason, which I couldn't tell until I died
    I only hope that we're always faithful to each others

    Though my body was in foreign land
    But my heart always yearned for the one I loved
    Then one day I received a red envelope
    With written words from your own hand

    Could it be, could it be the end
    I opened but dared not to read
    I knew, what it's suppose to be
    My body suddenly ran out of strength

    I tried and tried not to look or tell
    But my curiousity had taken over me
    I glanced at the invition to see what could it be
    The one I love with someone in front of the wedding bells

    As that movement my heart began to grieved
    I dropped the letter and cheeks wet with tears
    For all those years that always feared
    For this day that ended our beautiful relationship

    I thought that my heart had turned into steel
    Once again, I'd found another love of my life
    To replaced the one that stabbed me with a knife
    To healed my heart so I could be renewed

    As the times passed I thought I would forgot
    The one that I used to loved so dear
    The one that used to made me cheer
    With the one right now that I love a lot

    Who could expect the twisted fate
    Fooling around with the vunerable heart of mine
    Let me reunited with the one I thought had died
    Once again, alive in the name of fate

    My world spliltted between present and past
    I must choose among the two
    Destiny, why must you be so cruel
    Gave me happiness but didn't let it last

    I am stuck between the roads
    With a decision that I was unsure
    I choose the present, the one that endured
    Through my hardship when I needed help the most

    I thought that decision would be my last
    I was wrong, I only fooling my heart
    I should had be true from the start
    That I could not forgot the image of the past

    Decision was made, could not be undo
    I must lived for the choice I had made
    Even though, it was just a fake
    It's my life, that I must go through

    Now I am hugging the one that I selected
    Thinking of the one that I used to know
    Remembering a story which was long ago
    A sad story of you and I used to be so connected
  13. Interesting question. For years, I've tried to fit in and to adapt the new environtment. [spoiler]I'm not an easy person to be around with due to my strange personality[/spoiler] I tried to be every person that I could be to make everyone happy. I found out that, I made no one happy (including myself).

    I learned that, I should be true to myself. I don't expect other to accept me, or expect me to be accepted to other. Everyone has a choice of accepting others or not accepting them.
  14. Please give me some commeent and correction. I'm working on it, it doesn't sound right. Thank you.


    Oh goodnesses, must you be so strong
    Weakening the heart, softening the mind
    Killing the hates, brightening the blind
    Such power, I am craving for so long

    Do such goodness power really exist
    Within my dark heart and my blindly eyes
    The one who never believe in your kind
    Your existance is nothing but a mist

    Oh goodnesses, do you exist in me
    So I can taste the true power of yours
    Such power that I have been searching for
    Within my black heart that I cannot see

    Even goodnesses can open my eyes
    Perhaps the future, now, I am blind
  15. There's a lot of depression poems here. I wonder if we can try this. Once a poem was posted up by someone, other can reply to it with another poem (the poem must be related to the original), you know like the stuff in RPG.
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