Writing A story of the past (this is quite long - 60 lines poem)

[ChibiV]

There was a story that was long ago
Once upon a time, there were you and I
Happily together side by side
Telling each others that our love is stronger than gold

Who could expect the twisted fate
Brought us together, gave us hopes and joys
Then one day, all our of those were being destroyed
In the hands, that claimed to be fate

What could I do if we were'nt meant to be together
Came that day, I had to left you behind
For a reason, which I couldn't tell until I died
I only hope that we're always faithful to each others

Though my body was in foreign land
But my heart always yearned for the one I loved
Then one day I received a red envelope
With written words from your own hand

Could it be, could it be the end
I opened but dared not to read
I knew, what it's suppose to be
My body suddenly ran out of strength

I tried and tried not to look or tell
But my curiousity had taken over me
I glanced at the invition to see what could it be
The one I love with someone in front of the wedding bells

As that movement my heart began to grieved
I dropped the letter and cheeks wet with tears
For all those years that always feared
For this day that ended our beautiful relationship

I thought that my heart had turned into steel
Once again, I'd found another love of my life
To replaced the one that stabbed me with a knife
To healed my heart so I could be renewed

As the times passed I thought I would forgot
The one that I used to loved so dear
The one that used to made me cheer
With the one right now that I love a lot

Who could expect the twisted fate
Fooling around with the vunerable heart of mine
Let me reunited with the one I thought had died
Once again, alive in the name of fate

My world spliltted between present and past
I must choose among the two
Destiny, why must you be so cruel
Gave me happiness but didn't let it last

I am stuck between the roads
With a decision that I was unsure
I choose the present, the one that endured
Through my hardship when I needed help the most

I thought that decision would be my last
I was wrong, I only fooling my heart
I should had be true from the start
That I could not forgot the image of the past

Decision was made, could not be undo
I must lived for the choice I had made
Even though, it was just a fake
It's my life, that I must go through

Now I am hugging the one that I selected
Thinking of the one that I used to know
Remembering a story which was long ago
A sad story of you and I used to be so connected