Mitch Posted March 31, 2004 Share Posted March 31, 2004 You can't think outside the box When what you're thinking outside the box Is being thought inside the box And is contemplated in the box My past is my future, my future is the past; they all are the same, they all are the same to me. Still stuck in this box still stuck in this box And no one, nothing can pull me out. I won't let them I won't let you. It is useless it has no bearing it will only destroy a part of me. We're meant to be in the box and the box gives us life. It gives us life. I am childilsh; we are all childish deep at heart. Some block it drain it strain it bleed it all to destroy their heart. When they don't realize The heart that feels that is not numb that is not dumbed and bruised is the heart of a child. Children are such fools. When I look at a child I see their ignorance and I am jealous. When I look at a child and I see their happiness I am jealous. And I feel pity for them because one day One day A hand will rip out their hearts. Make them bleed Make them bleed. The machine. Will make. Them. Bleed. Their hearts torn out Their feelings numb. Dumb. The injury sustained And the need for an iron lung to mend the scar festering a new heart. My past is my future; my future is my past. There is no future left at all. There was no future ever left at all. The mistakes of the past: the history Will repeat itself over in monotonous mundanes Will repeat itself over in ill-gotten gains Will repeat itself over Repeat Itself Over Repeat itself over We are all suffering slaves. We are all suffering slaves. Suffering slaves given the promise of eternal life in heaven. There is no heaven there is no God there is no heaven there is no hell There is no God Earth is heaven Heaven is hell Hell is Earth Heaven is hell They turned it into a deathground where we waste our lives learning Useless information We learn Useless information When We'll die no matter what There is no reason to be greater there is no reason to be better What you are as you are born is what you are forever. Built into you is how you will function. The world only seeks to strain it, shape it more, and give you death. I will not die for years and years, but from this time I've died over and over and over again. There were no tears. What has happened Will happen Again What will happen Has happened Again Humans are flesh-heavy open-ready bleeding beings Controlled by their bodies, the machines. The fate of chains of fate of being. Humans are flesh-covered useless-living foolish beings Controlled by their bodies, the machines. I do not question who I am because who I am is what I am right now. I do not question why things are because why things are is because they are. We all carry crosses Like Jesus Christ and these crosses: bruise us hurt us prick us nail us rust us labor us shoulder, claim us bleed us feel us hold us learn us teach us show us murder, maim us And when, at last, us cowards have died our many deaths There will be the last. They will take our cross and nail our hands, arms, feet, legs into it And the blood will flow more than it ever has. Everyone is crucified before they die. Jesus Christ died for nothing. There is no heaven There is no hell. The Earth is hell The Earth is heaven. We suffer. We die. We live. We cry. We wonder. We question why. We eat. We sigh. We think. We buy. We do. We see. We grieve. We try. We are. We go. We show. We die. We still die despite all we are all we do. Intelligence will be our downfall. The fools are fools, but a human is the same as any other human. Fools. So be a world child form a circle before we all go under. Keep it all alive. This sucking, eating, dying land. This sucking, eating, dying race of man. Keep it all alive. This sucking, eating, waste of time, waste of plan. The sucking, eating, hoarding, selfish, intelligent, great, wonderful, useless, race of man. Keep them all alive. One day they die. All of them. Each and every one. And what was, and is, will be no more. I Every one around Near Every one around Near But so alone Every one around Near Every one around Near But so alone Every one around Near Every one around Near But so alone II Death was beautiful today Dying in my arms was beautiful today I felt you in there nestling around searching for me There's no one in there it's a he there's no me That's not me It is too bad when I die I must be reborn It is too bad when I die I must be reborn I'm not here This isn't happening I must be reborn Then the dying again will be beautiful Phoenix I The ash The fires The smoke, billowing, through the sky the brim of my flesh I am a bloody pulp a fleshly pulp a sucker for you to suck How many licks to the center? How many licks to the core? I don't care anymore I don't care anymore III five plus five gives you a ten ten plus ten gives you a twenty a quarter plus a dime gives you thirty- five one hundred plus two thousand gives you two thousand and a hundred but through the numbers, their logic, their predictable way, i cannot add you, subtract you, divide you, multiply you. i cannot combine you cannot lessen you cannot cut you to pieces cannot make you muliplied IV they said the smallest form of matter is the atom well you are the smallest form of matter they were wrong they were all wrong we're not about numbers we don't need numbers all we need is instability, unpredictability, something warmer we don't need numbers the number of times i've lived and the number of times i've lied and the number of times it has happened is insignificant we don't need numbers we do not need facts we are the numbers we are the facts we are not faceless we have faces we have faces we are not faceless we are not faceless we have face [b]The Human Psychology They Will Never Come to See[/b] I I gag myself to see myself to show myself that I am myself as I see myself I feel myself to know myself to be myself as I want myself I feel small I feel small I see small I see small I feel small I see small I look at myself through myself in myself to have myself as I be myself I kill myself to bleed myself to thin myself to hold myself as I bruised myself Oh I feel I feel small Oh I feel I see small Oh I feel I feel small Oh I feel I see small I feel small I see small I feel small I see small I see small in these arms I feel small in these arms I see small in these arms I hold myself in my arms I hold my arms on my back in my arms I hold myself cradle myself to feel I hold myself I feel myself to feel To feel I do it to feel To feel I do it to feel To feel to feel I do it to feel Hold me I hold me Hold me I hold me Alone Hold me I hold me Hold me I hold me Alone Hold me I hold me Hold me Alone Alone I hold me to myself on myself in myself around myself over myself Alone This is myself These are myself It is myself All of it is myself No one can take myself Steal myself Be myself Know myself I see myself I am myself I feel myself I see myself I am myself I feel myself I feel myself to touch the touch to my fingers I feel myself to touch the touch to my hands I feel myself to touch the touch to ease the feeling to make the feeling to create the feeling I feel myself to myself on myself all over myself to touch the feeling to let it be alive to myself I have myself for myself I have myself I have it for me I have myself I have it for me None of it is here but me None of it is here but me But me But me But me Release me Please Release me Please Please Oh please Release me for myself to myself on myself around myself all over myself Release me II Shut your eyes the lashes closed Shut your eyes the lashes closed the sockets closed the pupils unexposed Shut your eyes the lashes closed Shut your eyes the lashes closed I see with my eyes closed I see I see with my eyes closed I see How can this be? How can this be? I see with my eyes closed I see I see with my eyes closed I see It is you to me to I to these It is me to you to them to we It is I to who to some to these It is all to nothing to every to we It is not here not there not about It is not there not here not about I pout I cry I spout I bout I cry I spout I bout I pout Who are these and those This and that that is we hold Who are these this that and those When eyes are shut and lashes closed Who are you to me to I to them When eyes are shut and lashes closed Exposed Be exposed Open wide be exposed Exposed Be exposed open wide be exposed I see you in that pose I see you wearing a rose I see you in that pose I see you wearing a rose The heart speaks louder Than what is seen The heart bleeds louder Than what it means The heart knows better Than what it breathes The heart is greater It is not a machine It is alive it is a being The eyes speak louder Than nothing there is The eyes blear louder Than nothing they hear The eyes see nothing More than they fear The eyes are windows Vantages where we fear more than when we're near The eyes see nothing In the small Earth see nothing worthwile to touch so worth The eyes see nothing They are flirts And glean on over The reality of the world Making it not twirl Making it not whirl Making it mechanical and sprawl in on the bodies and sprawl in on the assets For eyes are holes And holes are meant to be entered And holes that can see what enters Should not be holes And holes should not hold so as they do They should not glance where they go Eyes shall blind as and we do not even know The heart knows better Than what it breathes The heart bleeds more It is not a machine The eyes give it vision The heart give it worth The eyes give it clarity The heart give it hurt I close my eyes To breathe with my heart I close my eyes To breathe with my heart The breathing is a wheeze It coughs it sneezed I cannot do this right I cannot breathe without a fight I close my eyes To breathe my heart And in my throat I catch it sharp And my eyes want to see it And focus the view But I shall not See the hurt so true I stiched a name into my heart With words which matter Which have much to say I stiched a name into my heart The operation severs the art It awakens it all and groans here The blood vessels are what you should fear The blood vessels are what you should fear Full of anger anguish here Full of meaning breathing feeling that sears The blood vessels are what you should fear Eyes have nothing, mean nothing Here What I see is more near The heart that beats Thuds my ears III The android Is a human machine The android Is still human but a machine The android is human But still a machine You seek to tear me, rend me Bend me to believe You seek to tend me, fend me Bend me to believe You seek to take my heart as it bleeds. You will not. I am an android I am a human machine I am an android I am a human machine. You will not numb me You will not dumb me You will not make mechanical I will not be a mechanical animal You seek to take my heart as it bleeds. You will not take it that is me. You will not take it that is me. You will not take it that is me I will be an andriod I will be a human machine. And in your presence I will be a machine. And in her presence I will be a human being. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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