MysticalShawty Posted May 26, 2002 Share Posted May 26, 2002 As I hope and pray That I can begin a new section in life With a new name Pushing away all my hopelessness And the confusion gone now And being Hopelessly Confused is the past My future, is being your Inner//Screams Don't cover your ears when I scream Please understand It is all out of misery And forgive me, if I don't scream at all Leaving it silent Then when a word is spoken It's all shattered again As I cover my pain And look down away from you Realize that I am blinded And that I feel alone And that I seek solace in your angel wings Take me under, and let me fly with you Find my lost wings Mend them, and save me from death again Or I will always be your Inner//Screams Don't let my voice echo in your ears -------------------------------------------------------------- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pressure Posted May 26, 2002 Share Posted May 26, 2002 [color=purple]That was emotional and deep. A very original work of the mind. I hope for more in the future.[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MysticalShawty Posted May 26, 2002 Author Share Posted May 26, 2002 As I hope and pray That I can begin a new section in life With a new name Pushing away all my hopelessness And the confusion gone now And being Hopelessly Confused is the past My future, is being your Inner//Screams Don't cover your ears when I scream Please understand It is all out of misery And forgive me, if I don't scream at all Leaving it silent Then when a word is spoken It's all shattered again As I cover my pain And look down away from you Realize that I am blinded And that I feel alone And that I seek solace in your angel wings Take me under, and let me fly with you Find my lost wings Mend them, and save me from death again Or I will always be your Inner//Screams Don't let my voice echo in your ears =---------------------------------------------- I do feel that alone You all left me alone I'm sorry for parting Now I am back, yet so invisible Take me under your angel wings Let me fly with you once again Look down upon me And help me here, now I'm sinking without you I am that alone I seek you to save me There is no one else here No one here wanting me any longer And yearn for that affection That I once received Where did you all go? I am forgotten now, aren't I? Shall I leave a trail of blood And follow those drips Till you find me Faint, pasty white, and nearly dead? Will you revive me? Or let me fall And the soft clouds won't cushion my fall What is there left to say? I need you And you aren't here How can this be? I am that alone I walk around in this house Hearing whispers all around And no one can hear me And then I realized... I'm already dead -------------------------------------------------------- I am that fake. I am all that you ever thought All that you ever assumed That book was just a cover And all that narcissism is revealed Staring so close to the mirror Tilting my head Back and forth. What am I now?? What is worth it now? As I ponder that, and smash my face onto the book. The blood dribbles, and flows down the stream. Where leads my death, and that emptiness is something that I adore What am I? Tell me, I am on my knees. In tears, before you I scream And not a sound comes out Everything is the same Nothing at all different I am that dull Black and white I can't paint the walls pretty Even if I tried I am that real And the epitome of my life is this... And if I could be real I'd give it all up And if I was real I promise not to dirty any more white sheets I won't cry, and my tears dirty the tiles I won't lay on the floor And let my blood flow away from me I won't die If I knew I was real And my life is told before me Love is not real When I can not see the real me As I still sit here Pondering, and saying everything that doesn't make since I beg for someone to understand But I know, in my mind no one does For too many questions are asked And the possibility of you trying, is not a possibility. I am that fake And my lies cover me They drown me, and I sink to the bottom What would I be without you? Why do I mumble such words That mean nothing at all to me? When love is just a four letter word Meaning the world to some And now, **** to me. And if love was to be so great Why can't I have it? I detest love, I have lost faith in what people call love. I thought I could define love, I thought I knew, I thought I lived it Now, it was all just a lie If you say I am that good Why is it that I can't feel it? Why do I feel so worthless, and that every single word uttered from these lips Means in all honesty nothing at all? So tired of mumbling, saying so much, and no one cares. But that is the whole purpose isn't it? Wanting someone to care? But if I am not real, would it still exist? ---------------------------------------------------- Stare at the mirror And watch me shatter it That image of mine Isn't someting I want to keep At times I would have thought I knew, But now I really know. That it's away from this place... And to begin life all over again. It was all fake, And in that illusion, you saddened me. When you couldn't be real I wish it was just the past To over look, and to forget. All my memories are in my tears As they fall They are all forgotten And as I try to grasp it harder It's harder and harder to realize That it is over And moving on is the life to live And to live my life With no direction And I get lost in that storm I will shudder As I hide behind a tree And cry tears For I know not of what to do I can not think of a thing to do I sit and stare I gaze, and I overlook things And in the dark forest Where that dark path That I should not follow Yet I do -------------------------------------------------------------------- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raiha Posted May 26, 2002 Share Posted May 26, 2002 [COLOR=seagreen]Do you make these up off the top of your head or are they in your hardrive?[/COLOR] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MysticalShawty Posted May 27, 2002 Author Share Posted May 27, 2002 I make them up frum the top of my head, and then i save them on my computer when i want to save them but most of the poems i write i do not show to anyone.. b.c ive had people steal them before... not the greatest friends i could say... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PrisonerOfHope Posted May 27, 2002 Share Posted May 27, 2002 Good poems. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sui Generis Posted May 27, 2002 Share Posted May 27, 2002 yeah like everyone said Awesom poems Ash! They are great....yu should post that little thing that Britty read to me...that article or whatever...that was great! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Flipmodesquad Posted May 27, 2002 Share Posted May 27, 2002 i see that was great and touching i also hope for more in the future Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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