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Vahn is disqiueted, and he disappears in a flash of light. "Lady Yumura...... Did you really sink?" The Lady creaks in disagreement. Apparently, there were elements far beyond him and Heero, And the Lady was one of them. She was majestic, and the very power that bound Vahn to this world. "Lady, I have a choice. I want to Go with Heero....... I don't know why, but I feel i must...... He was the first person to show me any kindness...... with no strings attached." The Lady creaks again, in support. "You will follow, yes?" The Lady veers to the Rose, and soon she anchors alongside her. Vahn smiles, his eyes filling with tears. "I'm such an emotional fool....." Vahn leaps to the Rose, his cloak hideing his face. He stands there, leaning against a wall, playing it cool. He watches various members of the crew walk by, and the groaning of the Lady Yumura's Rose. She's restless, and begins to hoist anchor. "Lady??? Please stay. I need someone i can count on." The ship begins to sail around, never out of sight. She seems to want to leave, and take Vahn away. The twins creep up on Vahn, grabbing him from the side. [I]"Heit tia ne!!!!!!"[/I] Vahn shouts, and slams the offending twin into the deck, making the Devil's Rose twitch her ropes. Vahn realizes who it is, and lets him go. "Never do that again to me..... Lest you wind up in peices." Vahn's cold gaze is unshifting, his eyes filled with only an echo. The twins hastilly back off. Vahn returns to sulking, deep in thought. He thinks of Heero once more...... and he feels it as his heart sinks. His eyes do not water however.He becomes more dismal in his thoughts. [I]He makes me feel this....... but have I fallen in love with him???[/I] "As long as I am near...." He mutters. "I shall question this feeling." Vahn takes out his knife, and an apple he had bought earlier. He carves it up, peeling off the skin and into peices. He eats them, but some birds swoop down before he can eat them all. Vahn holds his hand up, offering them to the gulls. They land on his outstretched palm, eating the peices. There are all together three gulls and tiny eagle. Vahn laughs, and for once, it rings with a melodic quality, like a soothing chime. The Lady Seems to lighten her color as well, becomeing a dark brown. But, once the food is gone, the birds leave, and Vahn returns to his thoughts. He's more upbeat, and the Lady retains her dark color, though it is no longer black.

this poem is raw, real fresh. I'm editing it now, I wanted to show this one off fresh from my mind.

Saio looked up at the cloudy sky from the window. He had not noticed it had become so dismal outside. SDakura walks into the room. "I'm going for a walk. I like cold weather." "I thought demons liked it hot....." "I'm not completely demon." Saio replies, cold and annoyed. "Don't be so steriotypical." Saio goes outside, and catches scent of Kitty....... And another Demon..... "Shit... She's been caught."

OOC Don't I know it............ but hey, such things also happen in real life, trust me, people are always walking in in me when I'm with someone. They always get more than an eyeful as well........... :D Vahn is deep in thought, but the strange mist that guided the [I]Lady[/I] to him does not completely disipate. She's nearby, waiting for Vahn to call her. Her dark hulk is unseen, yet there. Vahn thought of seeing Heero naked. He began to fel his cheeks heat up, like he was blushing. He was feeling things he had never felt before, yet he was not really feeling them. "Why am I like this??" Vahn climbs upward, into the Crow's nest. The Rose shudders, as though he is not welcome. He sets his hand on the rail, and strokes her aged wood. The ship groans, enjoying it. "You're so much like my ship..... But I have to admit i am more attached to you..... Let's not tell her.. okay?" The [I]Rose [/I] wobbles. It soothes Vahn, makinging him think again of Heero naked. Once again, his cheeks heat up. But, he is suddenly very uncomfortable below the waist, something that had never happened. The Lady can be heard in the distance, moving her massive form around, creaking and groaning. Vahn purses his hans together, concentrateing with all his power. "[I]Lady Yumura's Rose[/I], aid me now. Summon my power, my form to your majesty." Hero comes out of his cabin and sees Vahn looking like he's praying. Vahn glows, and disappears in a flash and sparkles, vanishing completly, leaveing only a swirl of mist. Vahn appears on the [I]Lady Yumura's Rose[/I], he smiles. My [I]Lady[/I], you knew I could do that, didn't you? I only had to ask to be here, didn't I????" Vahn Heads down below deck, to where his own room once was. The room had changed, somewhat. It was dark, but not dreary. Vahn smiles, and heads to the wardrobe. It ws filled with clothes to his taste, size, and age. Vahn pulls on a knife holder and a new Black cloak, the ends all coated a a strange subtance that was as sharp as any blade. "I am a weapon now..." Vahn seems disconcerted, and thus wishes to be back on the Rose. He appears there, wearing his new clothes, in a swirl of black mist. "You are light, my [I]Lady[/I] is dark........" Vahn is suddenly caught by Heero. "Where'd you go???" He demands, looking scared. "It was-" Vahn starts, but is interupted. "you scared the shit out of me, disappearing like that! Never do that again, whatever that was!" Vahn does not flinch, does not back away, does not blink. "It wasn't anything big. The [I]Lady [/I] welcomes me back to her at any time......" "You were..... on the [I]Lady Yumura's Rose??[/I]" Heero is taken aback. "Yes. She is now mine, you know. Watch." Vahn shows off his seemingly newfound power. He moves to the railing. "[I]Lady Yumura's Rose[/I]!!! Come to me!!!!" Vahn calls out over the water. The dark mist becomes thicker, but it disipates, as Vahn wishes. The Lady looms into view, her form sinister in the fact she sails with no crew. Her repaired sails roll up, and her anchor drops. She looks so sinister,. what with her being all black. "you yourself posess the same bond with the [I]Devil's Rose[/I]..... Vahn does not smile, he seems to become depressed. "I will leave you to your thoughts. I have no room here, so I shall return to [I]The Lady[/I].

Vahn's comocence changes, the [I]Lady[/I] goans, and she wants to leave. But Vahn can't overcome the feelings he had, he wanted to be near Heero. "My [I]Lady [/I] ...... I am now your master....... I know that you at least will never leave me....." Vahn rests his hand on her, and she seems to like his touch. "the only woman for me......." Vahn smiles at his own joke. "I shall return, if anyone comes on board, don't hurt them." The Lady groans in protest, but will obey. Vahn seeks out Heero, and finds him and Vey on the beach. He is silent, so when they finally notice he's there, they jump. Vahn's cloak hides his eyes, and his cheeks, hideing the fact he had been crying. "DON'T DO THAT!!!!" Vey yells, not really mad. "I'm...... sorry." Vahn's words seem reverberate his feelings, making Heero look closer. "you've been crying again....." "you're seeing things." Vahn is cold, making Heero's suspect he was after all. "the [I]Lady[/I] wishes to leave. She's not one for patience, either." Vahn looks away, not wanting them to see his eyes filling with tears, he wanted to leave as well, and not look at Heero. He didn't understand why, either.

Vahn begins to wind down, so he heads outside. He hears vey and Heeor talking, so he dodges behind a wall. "You're as beautiful to me as the danceing moonlight....." Heero is wooing Vey, Vahn listens, not understanding. He wonders what they must be feeling, to be like that. There are some muffled noises, like they are kissing..... or something more. Vahn listens intently, wondering why he felt his rather merry attitude sinking. He pondered this, this emotion stuff. Vahn listens more, and Vey and Heero talk more. "So, what do you think about Vahn???" Heero asks, his question singing into Vahn's head, rather elating him. "He's something....... and so alone......." Heero sighs. "Please, explain." " I know how he is....... He's so cold...... so emotional.... but he hides it, or separates himself from his feelings. He is ...........complex as well." Vey suddenly giggles. Vahn's curiousity skyrockets. "what's so funny???" Heero demands, sounding slightly annoyed. "He likes you...... though i know he won't admit it, even if he does figure it out that he does. I think he's wondering why he feels attachment to you." "Hmph. I might like him as well, but not like that." Vahn starts, and a rock skids across thew ground. Vey catches this, Heero does not. "So, " Vey has a strange tone, "Tell me, what do you think of Vahn?" Vahn's heart stops, Vey knows he's there. "He's..... good. He's an assassin, but way too emotional at times. He was crying earlier, asking why he felt no guilt over what he'd done... and then there was his mother......... He's got problems, but he'd make a good freind. I hope he at least knows he can talk to me about stuff..... Everyone needs a freind like that." Vahn feels as though he is being led astray........ or to someone's heart. "you're a good man...." There are more sounds, sounds that now break Vahn. Vahn's eyes fill with tears. "there is no room for me in his heart..... no one's heart can let me in......." Vahn runs as fast and as far away as posssible, not looking back, for fear he wouldn't have the courage to leave. He seeks the [I]Lady Yumura's Rose[/I], and she shudders as Vahn climbs aboard. She does not make a move to kill him, but it seems she wants to comfort the last of the Yumura line. He was now her master, her proprietor. The ship begins to change, and it's moorings let go of the [I]Rose[/I] as he moves upward into the crow's nest. He crawls in ad curls up, only wanting to die. "Someone please help me... he whispers. The Lady's black tattered sail repairt themselves, ropes reattach, fires light in hearths, the ships' black and dusty wood becomes restored to is majestic glory, as if it think that Vahn needs to see it as it once was. Vahn peeks out, and sees the ship. There was no hints to the past, the bloodshed this ship was famous for.......... Vahn stands, tears still poring from his eyes. "I am a fool...... But am I in love? I am am....... I am a fool indeed." The Lady groans in disagreement. Vahn smiles, the ship was telling him otherwise, that he was not alone, that he would find love." O.O.C if you try to get on the ship, the lady will attack you. Only Vahn can invite you onboard. Amnd right now, he wants to be alone. He's not leaving, either.

yeah..... i supose, but i am still scared.

Vahn is finally able to get away, and he seeks out Vey and Heero. "You [I]shomai!!!!!!![/I] Vahn is furious, he received no help. "I should kick your hide!!!!" Vahn spits. Vey drops Heero like a bad habit, and laughs. "you're just mad 'cause you wanna sulk abouty the past!" Vey grabs Vahn and proceeds to dance with him, and Vahn is speechless. He has no idea how to get back at her. "LET ME GO!!!!!" He cries, but Heero joins in. Vahn is them completely helpless, being passed back and forth between the two. Vahn becomes redder and redder, more and more embarrased. He soon is gotten..... Tipsy. Vahn begins to dance funny, like a stripper. He smiles micheiviously at Heero, deciding this was perfect for revenge. He leaps onto a table as some strange slow music comes on, and begins to show just how agile he really is, before grabbing Heero. "Come on, it's my turn to dance with you......" Vahn begins to absolutly mortify Heero, and Vey can't beleive her eyes, she laughs so hard. Here was Vahn, usually so cold and stiff, danceing like a vixen. Heero finally just moves with Vahn, making Vey laugh even harder. Vahn has great stamina, Heero can't keep up. "What's the matter sugar, tired??" Vahn is laughsing, but it's slurred slightly, like he's beginning to wind down. "you've drank to much." "Yeah.....I have...... Vahn sits on his lap, and puts his arms around him. "you're great........ It's noi wonder i decided to be your ally..... I thank you for being my freind....." Vahn is sudenly up and away again, danceing. The twins see this as an opportunity, and begin to dance with Vahn. It makes people wonder about their sexual preferences......... Heero was still slightly shocked abot Vahn's advance, buty he dismissed it as Vahn being drunk. O.O.C perhaps Vahn will have hangover from hell in the morning.........

I am scared to tell them........if i do, it might damage my freindship with Will,and I value his freindship above all else........... I don't want to lose him.

how true.......

Saio was beating Aida to a pulp in the video games, but he swore it was the first time he had played any of them. "I'mposible!!! You're wipeing the floor with me!!!" He protests, and Saio only becomes confused. "Wipeing the floor???? I haven't touched you...." "It's just a saying." "Ah...." Saio puts down his controller. "I...... will return." Saio leaves the room, and heads to kitty's room. He knocks, and some one other thanb kitty answers. "Come in....." Saio enters, looking around like he's lost. "Kitty.... I...... wanted to speak to you." Saio blushes, and kitty becomes perplexed."What about??" "I... apologize for my behavior........when i snapped at you. I was......how you say..... A jackass...."

No, i based that off of the real english song, it's inspired, not the real thing.

Vahn stared at the ship, memories flooding into his head. He is suddenly cold. "that ship is dead. Whatever is there isn't human." Vey appears from out of the blue. "you're lying." Vahn looks at her, his strangely colored eyes filling with tears. "I wish i was.....How can i face her? I'm not her innocent child anymore.... "She's your mother.......She'll love you no matter what." The wispy figure appears again, calling in that strange language. [I]"Vahn...... come to me Vahn......."[/I] Vahn is torn by indecsision. He finally leaps up the [I]Rose[/I]'s masting, and ofer onto the other ship. Vahn takes it step by step, the dust lifting. Vahn looks around, the [I]Lady Yumura's Rose[/I]'s black wood, her once majestic sails, and her aged conosence. [I]"Mother???Where are you mother?"[/I] The figure appears again, holding her arms to Vahn.[I] "My baby...... My little Vahn....."[/I] [I]"Mother...."[/I] Vahn runs to her, but is unable to hug or embrace her. Vahn's mother takes on a more physical form, no longer wispy. [I]"I'm sorry....... My baby..... I left you... I didn't want to.... Please understand that...." "Mother..... I can't touch you........." "I'm dead....... but I'm held here..... By forces I dare not speak of......Please, leave now......." "No!!! I'll save you!! I swear!!![/I] Vahn tries to hug her once more, but passes through her. [I]"My Vahn, Leave here now, while you can. I don't want you to join me here....."[/I] Vahn cries. [I]"No! I'll find a way to get you out.... I'll free you."[/I] [I]"I am held here, bound to the body I no longer have, the bones that i was once bound by flesh to.....Leave, before the ships separate......"[/I] "I'll find them!!!" Vahn hurries below the decks, away from the fadeing woman. She looks to the Devil's Rose, at Heero. Her voice has a strange pitch and tone when she speaks next. "Help him, please." Vahn himself runs therough the ship, looking for his mother's remains. He finds them, hidden in her own bedroom. He picks them up, and carries them to the main deck, and flings them in the ocean. "Good-bye mother....." Vahn makes his way back to the others, silent as a predator.

Saio smirks. "Alright." Saio and Takahiro fly to the gem holder, he's a drug addict. He's in an ally, and stoned off his ass. Saio can feel the boy's pain. Saio kneels in front of the boy, looking into the oblivious eyes. "He's like me......" Takahiro shrugs. "I don't understand why" Saio makes his black scythe appear, and he begins to cut into the boy. Takahiro and Saio manage to get the gem, and they take off. The boy was no longer stoned, before Saio and Takahiro left, they had put on an act, pretending to fight for the boy's soul. Saio was pleased, he felt the boy would never do drugs again. Saio looks deep into the black gem, while it emits a dark but exiteing aura. It's energy makes Saio feel energized, better. "I'm glad you're my brother." Saio and Takahiro land, and Saio becomes embarrased. "what is it??" Saio hugs him suddenly, out of the blue. Sasio whispers in Takahiros ear. "I'll always be there for you.....Like you're there for me."

Vahn sighs, the memories of the past would have to wait. Vahn joins in the battle, and it goes on for hours. But, eventually, the bandits retreat, and shortly before sunrise. Vahn retreats as well, but into The Devil's Rose. He wanders her dark halls, her corridors that seemingly invite darkness and light. Vahn moves back to the deck, where Jericho is watching the water. He does not speak to him, but only stands beside him. "shy?" Vahn is taken by surprise at this word. "No....... no. I just have no words to say." "It figures." Vahn Looks out across the water, and sees the distant form of The Lady Yumura's Rose. Clouds hang over her it seems, and follow the forsaken ship where ever she goes. "Mother...." Vahn watches the ship float closer, and closer. There is figure in white among the black wood of a partially ruined ship. "HARD TO STARBOARD!!!!!" Someone screams, but it is too late. The [I]Lady [/I] rams into the [I]Rose[/I],but they do not sustain much damage. The [I]Lady [/I] and the [I]Rose [/I] however entangle their mastings, binding them together. Vahn was thrown to the deck, but looks up to see the figure of a woman in white, looking at him from the forward deck. [I]"My Vahn....... My little Vahn....."[/I] she calls. Vahn is in tears, but does not go. Hero appears from no where. "Go to her... Put her to rest." "That ship is the becon of Death......There is nothing on that ship..... it's been abandoned..... Heero puts a hand on Vahn's shoulder. "But it's not uninhabited...." The wispy figure on the opisite ship fades, crying.

The sky becomes dark, and distant lightning flashes, the roll of thunder soothes Vahn, it makes him feel more alive. "Raped......" says Vahn. "I've been raped.......lots of times..." Vahn seeks out heero, but stands apart from him. Vahn's sensitive ears pick up the sound of loose sails, and he looks across the dark water. A magnificent ship, but ancient and weather worn, with tattered black sails, sails the sea. Vahn's throat catches. "Mother.........." Heero looks at Vahn, he didn't know he was there."what???" Vahn becomes distant, staring at the abandoned ship. Heero sees what has Vahn upset, And his jaw all but falls off. "That's......" Vahn becomes cool and harsh. "The Lady Yumura's Rose." "Yumura????" Vahn smiles. "She's been abandoned on the highs seas for over ten years.....she holds only one person. Vahn smiles ar Heero's conderned expression. "My mother....."

Saio nodded. "In the husband of the one Kitty took hers from....... or should i say, his son. The gem itself was passed on when the Father died....... I'm glad the baddies didn't know." Saio laughs, happy. The others stare at him; they'd never seen him laugh before. "Come on, brother!!! Let's go!!!!!" Saio practacly drags Takahiro to the door, and he spreads his huge black wings. "Come on!!!!! I Want to get my gem!!!!" Saio makes a pair of earrings with red gems appear on his ears. He smiles, taking off.

tell me, how do i shed my tears? tell me, why do i shed my tears? Every heart, leaves mine behind. Every heart, is away from mine. Tell me how to love Tell me how to beleive Let me take you to your dreams, Let me take you, As i soar on my black wings, to your hopes and love. Round and round the planets revolve around the sun, and I seek out a heart to be with With love and peace forever more. Growing ever growing heartbreak Consumes my ever peicing soul. I look at the sky, and see every heart and the pain goes away, but it returns and never lets me go. Show me now, How to make you smile Show me how, How to make myself feel Show me now, how to take a step like every heart. All of us, We want to have a lasting happiness. I want to make you happy, And never let you be sad. I will never let you feel the echo of the saddened heart. When ever you're sad, I'll hold you and give you sound sleep. Someday, My heart will be whole, Someday, I'll have a soul of my own. Someday, I'll love myself. I was afraid, Afraid of the darkness 'cause i was all alone So i prayed for help to my goddess So I prayed to the distant million stars And someday I will find the way to love. Goes and goes time goes by Goes and goes, freinds slip away goes and goes, pain echoes in my sleep. I'll live on and find something precious. I'll live and find attachment. Someday, we'll smile and laugh Never forget you're my angel. Never forget- Tomorrows never die. Round and round We echo with the dreams Round and round, the planets revolve around the sun, round and round, We are happy Let me take you from this world, Let me take you to heaven Let me take you on my black wings. Let me make you happy. I'm still afaid of the dark, but you are the light that guides me, And i'll always be there as your angel, look up at the sky and every heart is shining show me now And I'll smile for you. And never forget- Tomorrow never dies

What a pain, Such a pain Some one help me.... Let me die. Why am i so hurt? Free me from my sorrow. Death is what I wish for, Death will bring me peace. Sorow latches on, Gripping us, And never ceaces, untill our final breath, When death sweeps it all away. Do I want to die? Why am I so sad? Is it really all that painful? Why do I bear all of this on ly own? It doesn't make any sense. Why, why ,why? Some one.... Some one stay with me. Untill I'm not alone. Untill my sorrow is no more. Some one please help me....... I want to beleive sorrow vanishes, Like the rain. Like the rain, It eventually retreats. But why do I live alone in sorrow? I do not understand. Will it drown me, This sorrow, This saddness, This pain? Some one heplp me... Some one stay with me. Some one stand by my side, Untill I know my sorrows are no more, Untill I know I'm not alone. I so wish to beleive That there is no sorrow that never ceases. Please help me learn that. Oh how I wish to beleive........ I don't know what to do anymore. I've lost my way in life, I've no real direction to go. I know how painful it is, To live a life, Hurting others and being hurt too. I am lost, I just want to die. Do I really desire death? Is it worth dying to escape the pain? My pain, My sorrow, They are so truely great. Some one, please........ Help me. My destiny has been sent in motion, But is it to salvation, Or is it to desacration? Which path will my heart take me? What does my heart desire? Now, let me be, But don't leave me, I can't escape myself. I am alone, I am tough. It's painful, To always be alone. I know it all to well. No one sees my true pain, No one sees my true sorrow, I hide it all too well. This world caused my sorrow. Tgis world is filled with sorrow, To end it, There must be annilation. Annilation of my self. I won't feel the pain anymore, This pain of life, The pain won't exist. But, is it my wish to stop my pain? Do I wish to feel to know i live? What is my wish? What is my desire? What is in my heart? I torture myself, For not living, And not dying, As I know i deserve to. Slowly I destroy my self. I do not understand my self. Someone, Someone please..... Someone, please help me. Stop the life, Stoip the pain. Why am i so hurt? Why am I so sad? Why do i suffer alone? This life and this pain, Or a cold oblivion? Which do I dare choose? Would death bring me peace? Or will it be a nightmare? Will I pay for life? I am tortured by my own questions. Stop the pain, But never stop the life..... Life is precious, I see that now..... Life may be a gift, A precious,precious gift, But it is my curse. It is no gift to me. All life brings me is pain, All life is is hurt, All life is is sacrifice. I hurt, I feel pain, Can I face the pain and sorrows of others? Can I truely feel the pain and sorrow? I am pain, I am sorrow, It over comes me, It tries to drown me. But I will work hard To bring happiness to those I love.

Saio Enters the living room, and has everyone sit around him, after he calls them all to the room. "Everyone..... I have things i want to say." Takahiro watches his brother with interest, and Saio blushes. "Everyone, I am a half demon, as you all know. But, I am also half angel..... I am different...... And......powerful." Saio sighs. "I know where my gem is, but i dare not get it. I have no powers to freeze time, nor to pause life. I would kill if i got my gem, and i will harm no innocent." Takahiro sighs. "But.... We all need our gems." "Not if it requires killing." Saio smiles saddly. "I will kill no more humans." "You feel regret?" Asks Kitty, leaning forward. Aida smirks. "Yes, i have taken lives before, but because i have to. I don't like killing." Saioi turns on his heel, to Sakura. "I know it was you who helped me, and i wish to thank you." Sakura nods. "you're......... you're...." she blushes. "You're Takahiro's brother, it was no big deal." Saio smiles once again. "No need to be embarassed. I know you love him. And I do as well, he is family." Sakura takes a deep breath. " I heard something awhile back..... That only the highest caliber Demons can use that weapon... that scythe." "Yes...... I am from a noble family of demons......... I am able to Wield a powerful obsidian Scythe. It is called DeathBringer." Saio smiles. "I know where we can go to get my gem.. but someone has to get it for me...."

I'm gay, i'll start this off now and let everyone know that. On with the problem now. There are two guys i really like, one more than the other. Their names are Will and Shane. Fate has always ****** me over, once again, it ****** me over when they started going out. Will knows i really like him, but Shane doesn't know (at least to my knowledge) that i like Both of them. Will was the first person I ever opened up to, and admit i liked him. and I want to be close to Shane as well. Another part to this is that another freind made some points very clear, and i am still trying to sort them out, i haven't slept in days. It seems all i do is hurt people, without even trying...... And then i open my mouth, and make things even worse. I try to be positive, but I just hurt them more it seems, because I'm petending. But, when i am truely posivive, i feel alive again, becuase i am with them..... I guess I am taking everthing wrong. But, no one ever tries to cheer me up, either. No one ever let's me cry on their shoulder or puts their arm around me when i'm feeling blue. Does this mean that they are afraid to get to close to me? I want to be close to Will and Shane, and I won't deny that i want them in bed, though i want Will more as a very very close freind with very good benifits. I'm hurting inside, and i want to make that pain go away. I want to tell Will and Shane everything. I don't know what to do.........When i am with Will... IO feel so alive again, like I'm waking up......

"Betrayal is thine sweetest enemy...." Vahn states, with no smile. Vahn moves about the city, watching every movement. He is attacked, by masked enemies. He sustains injuries to his chest and shoulder and leg, thewse wre not ordinary people. Vahn staggers into a pub, but moves out, and tothe last place he had seen Heero, bleeding profusely. "What the hell happened to you??" Heero demands. Vahn snatches Heero in his hands, forceing him to look into Vahn's eyes. Heero is surprised by the color, and how warm they are. "I was attacked. It is as simple as that." "you gonna die?" Vahn snorts. "I wish i could. No, I won't. Now , if you please, i will sew myself up." Heero can't beleive this boy, his arogance or just how much he hides his feelings. Vahn snatches up a needle and thread, and takes off his clothes, save a pair of underwear. [I]"Stupid shit heads........."[/I] Vahn says, angry. The wounds are deep. especially on his leg. He notes that the crew is watching him sew himself up. "Got a problem?" He snarls, showing contempt, but really feeling scared. The others all look away, but still steal glances at him, looking at the long jagged scars that run along his body, the scars where flesh was ripped away, the scars where he was slashed with knives and swords.. Vahn hurridly places his clothing on again, and begins to hunt for the fools who did this to him. "I shall return. Make no mistake. Do not follow." He walks uickly away, and feels his sewwing job come undone. He had been sloppy, and the thread had broken. Vahn seemingly fades into the coming night. He is anxious, but he looks back to the ship, her awsome silouette attracting him. Heero appears from it, following Vahn. "I said do not follow me." Heero shrugs. "you're not high tailing it out of here, you are bound to us by the Captain of that other ship." "Vahn shrugs. "Who says?" "I do. We can be freinds, if you trust me." Vahn spits in his own native tounge. [I]" I trust no one."[/I] Heero smiles, answering back. [I]"You're alone, what do you have to lose?"[/I] Vahn thinks of being attracted to Heero. He could not help it, he was likeing him more and more. He did not understand why he felt this, nor did he want to feel it. [I]"Everything that I am."[/I] Heero shakes his head. "You are really good in a fight, you know that. You'd be an awsome ally." "Is that all? Just so I can be your soldier? I will not be some fight dog striveing for his master's attention." Heero can see that Vahn's mind is always suspicous, always vexxed. "No one is asking you to. I only want more comrades in my journey." Vahn stands away, like he longs to beleive. "You're in no condition to fight. Come on back to the [I]Rose[/I] , I'll patch you up myself." "I already did." Vahn's emotions are draining away again. Heero points at Vahn's leg, then chest, where the red stain on his pants and shirt was growing. "You're good, but you are too upset to medically treat yourself, or fight and win." Vahn sighs, giveing up. "Yes," Vahn takes a small hesitant step torward Heero, untill Heero Has his arm around Vahn's shoulders. Vahn is uncomfortable with it, but says nothing. "You're gonna feel fine by moonrise." Vahn is unsure if he likes that concept....... the concept of letting a complete stranger take care of him. "You...... will not harm me?" "You're one of us, we take care of our own." Vahn suddenly chokes. "but..... I'm a bad person...... I';ve killed people....." "so have I" "But, I don't feel any regret...... Why don't i feel bad for what I've done???" Tears fall down Vahn's cheeks, and he looks distraught. "Come on......." Heero guides the upset Vahn to the ship, thinking of just who this boy was............and what in life had made him so complex and sad and hateful and distrustful.

Vahn was slightly unnerved by the ship's cannons, but he was usually fearless. Vahn tags behind Heero, watching him. Vahn liked him, despite acting like he didn't. For some strange reason, Vahn was also attracted to him. Vahn's black cloak sweeps along the ground, the hood casting his eyes in shadow. So far, no one has noticed the strange color, a deep redish brown. He stops and buys an orange, while they do their memorial to the dead. Vahn shoiws up to see people in tears. He seeks out Heero, and stands there, the fadeing light casting in his face. There are no tears. "You are one cold bastard." Heero states, almost glareing at Vahn. Vahn shrugs. "you live some, you die some. Life ends, but vengence is forever. Keep that in mind." Vahn stalks away, feeling strangely giulty.

Vahn joins the fray suddenly, and without warning. He jumps down behind Heero, expressionless as he unloads all his blades into opponents. He seems to dance with them, danceing a dance of death. All of his clothes are potential weapons, as Heero sees. Vahn easily kills fifteen, before stopping. Heero stares in amazement. "What are you, kid?" "an assassin." Vahn pulls out his pistol,. pointing it at Heero. Heero hears a loud bang, but he isn't shot. Someone slumps behind him. "You're good........But I am better." Vahn states, lifting his knives and blades from his slain opponents. O.O.C. i had wanted Vahn captured on the Devil's Rose.

thank you very much, and yes, both of my characters are male.