DeathKnight

[color=crimson][b][size=1]Thank you SG :cross: [/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]I am not scared of death.... -.-.... Why be scared? [/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]Death comes sometime soon to anyone... Why avoid it? [/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]i dont celebrate any holidays... there's no reason to anymore... Let the others be happy... lol...[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]the things around me created a hell in my mind.... and i live there now... It is a nightmarish scene... Some of my nightmares coem straight out of horror books... [/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]Thanks ppl...[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]Erm.... nice avatar dew... lol.... :p Hell is a place in my mind, and my world....[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]*arches his eyebrow...* Hey... whadda know... i'm a otaku.... I guess i have friends... i know i have some good ones here...[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]Exactly when will something good happen to me? ..... I dont know... i shall keep it all inside again.... Lock it up... the hate and rage and darkness... till it comes out again in the poems i write.... [/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]Welcome to my hell no purpose... nothing to live for... no one cares... Drive in the slums look at the homeless people... Watch CNN and watch people get blown up... watch people die.... that is all that is around us anymore[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]Unfortuneatly this is more than a poem... this is what i am... now... Read all my poems in the Poetry Submissions.... All of that is me....[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]I feel like everyone is driving the nails deeper into my flesh.... watching the blood pour from the wound... and laughing.... Everything is holier than me it seems like.... Everyone has the holier than thou attitude....[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]Now... i dont know who i am anymore.... A dark form of my old self...? Or is this me... and i'm just thinking i am a darker person...? Why does everything around me go to hell everytime i begin to like it? Never mind... its not like anyone cares about me anymore...[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]PS1 N64 DreamCast SNes Nes GBC[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]I like the look on kuja's face when all Terra goes to hell... emotion less... sad... Kuja is cool.... he aint gay... Elephant lady is gay... O.o;;;; jk.... lol...[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]~ Angel ~ You my angel... I watched you slowly fly away... I am nothing without you... Please return to me... There's so much that i need to say... But never said... I need you... I want you... Your voice is a song... Your walk is a beutiful dance... You eyes sparkle.... I Love you... But i never got to say i do... My angel... Dedicated to Nelly.... My Angel... whom i have lost....[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]If life is something that has a purpose.... then why is it a nightmare to go thru?why do people have to suffer? Why cant people stop driving the nails deeper into other peoples flesh...?[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1] all these poems are what i feel... my hell... welcome to it.... leave it you want... it gets darker from here.... into the depths of what i am.... this is deep... deeper than many care to go.... into the darkness this pain has turned me into...... me..... enjoy.... ~What i am~ Drive the nails into my flesh... Do it... Let the blood flow... Destroy my soul... Show the true form of me... A shell of a soul... Nuttin more... Nuttin less... Loveless.. Emotionless.. cold... Dark... Evil... Nightmarish me... The souless demon... That this world has changed me to... Let me die... Before i cause more chaos... Let my blood flow, Into the Darkest Depths of hell... Let me lurk in the shadows... Let me be what i am... The Shell of a Soul... ~God Bless~ I confront the Demons everyday, Dont we all? The God that we love, Cannot save us all... I am Damned from the start... Made to slave for a person, Made to be a Nightmare... I am A Soul... arent i? Dark... Evil... A Soul... just as you are... I bleed... as you bleed... God Bless me... The damned one.... ~Blood~ It flows... from me... From the wrist... I have nothing left... Its over now... My past is on the floor... a red liquid... Is it over? no a few more seconds... I'm Sorry for being what i am... sorry for the things i did... and said... The time has come... The Knife has done its duty... The Wrist opened up... The blood splattered around me... The things i loved surrond me... Screaming... What have you done Ken? Saved you all the trouble... Saved you the trouble... I remember my nightmare of a life... I hurt those i loved... I dont deserve to live... Ken is no more... Its coming... the light is shineing... Its time... .....Silence.... Its over... Complete... silence... ~ChAoS~ The chaos surronds me... A hellstorm... The Fury of the storm rocks my world... The Dark chaos Of the World... the Darkness of my Soul... It pours out across the world... People turn their head... I walk the street... It is Ken... The Souless One... the Evil one... ~Nightmare~ I walk in my world... Lightning flashes... Thunder claps... Its dark and damp... I run looking.. Looking for a soul... Blood lays on the floor... Corpses everywhere... I yell out in pain and suffering... What happened here... My parents lay headless... My friends... dead... I look franticly... I Come To A Shadowed Figure... I yell at Him... he turns around... And its me... I am the evil that did this... I start to sob... then i wake up... ~The True Form Of Life~ I wonder why i'm here... To Die a worthless life... I bleed... I die... Thats it? Theres nothing more? Why am i here then!?! You want me to live a nightmare to die! Why dont i end it now? Let the blood flow down my arm... Down into the floor... Let me Die!!! Life is nothing more than a lie! i am nothing more than a slave! A slave To Someone Esle! Then... i die... ~~ Pain ~~ The Rain Falls Slowly, As i sit here and htink about you... Pain... in the rain... how ironic... To Bleed in The Tears of the Clouds... Inside i have rotted... Bleeding on the outside... Bleeding on the inside... I hold it in... I shield myself from anything postive... Darkness is my life... Evil... Dark... Nightmarish.... All those discribe me.. Leave me alone.. Dont try to help... I want to be in the dark... nothing left for me... [/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]What is the purpose of life? Why am i here?.... i have no meaning to live i feel like... Lost in a sea of people with hope... nothing to live for.... i try to be happy... but what is there to be happy for? Being a shell of a soul in a world of happy people.... I dont know where to go anymore.... theres nothing for me anymore it feels like... I dont know.... Life is a nightmare... death... destruciton... hate... rage... ....... Why do i have to live in a nightmare?...... Do i have to see everything around me go to hell....? What is the purpose of life?.... [/color][/b][/size]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Transtic Nerve [/i] [b] Deathknight didn't look like anything I imagined... thats not bad by any means, it's just... not what I invisioned you as :) You certainly don't look very tall.... then again it's kinda hard to tell hieght when it's waist up :p You look good though :) [/b][/QUOTE] [color=crimson][b][size=1]Erm.... i dunno what kind of picture i gave ppl on here... i guess a dark teen... O.o...but thats me..... One n only.... Death Knight in the flesh eh? :cross: [/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]I act like amarant from ff9....[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]Far away... lol.... a couple of days by car.... i dont know the exact distance...[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]San Antonio, Tx[/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]I dunno i never owned a tank... lol :cross: [/color][/b][/size]

[color=crimson][b][size=1]I'm taller than a ford windstar.... [/color][/size][/b]