Writing ChibiV's Poem [E]

[ChibiV]

[size=1][color=crimson]I wish one day I could be the moonlight
Shining through your heart in a lonely night
Un-covered the mysteries of your life
Secretly hidden within all these times
Must you be the one who is so stranged
Make my heart going through all the pains
Wondering if you are feeling the same
Feel the burn from the invisible flame
Is it really love that I have for you
This feeling is so real and so true
I wonder if you are feeling like me
Thinking that we two are meant to be
Come that day, when my hope and dream comes true
When my heart has no more doubt about you
And you are accepting me by your side
You're no longer a mystery of life
I no longer wished to be the moonlight
Shining through your heart in a lonely night[/size][/color]

[Sara]

[size=1]That's sweet. I really like the first two/last two lines. So wistful.[/size]

[ChibiV]

[color=yellow][size=1]Why is summer sun so hot
and autumn rain so cold?
Why is the world filled with people
I can see only you?


[size=1][color=green][b]Little Sister[/b]

Nothing is worser
Than my little sister
Take over my food
Bring me into bad-mood
If I speak too loud
Mother thought I shout
At her poor little baby
So kind and lovely
Sister, sister, sister
Wouldn?t it be better
If you weren?t around
Or the earth wasn?t so round
And we never met
I wouldn?t be upset

Little sister, you?re horrible
Like to make me feel terrible
Your appear in my nightmare
Pulling off my hair
You like to make me scare
Chasing me up the stair
When we?re playing a messy-game
You let me take the blame
Mother angers and yell
You left me alone in hell

Little sister, what can I do
Except accepting the truth
You?re my little sister
And irreplaceable
Even you?re terrible
Like to cause trouble
You?re my little sister
Also bring me joy and laughter
Whenever I?m in fear
You?re always there or here
Little sister, you?re so dear
Conquer my fear, help me cheer

Little sister, you?re the best
Did everything I request
You clean up all my mess
Kind enough to let me rest
You never complain
About the hard work, or the pains
You?re always remain
Scrubs the dirt, clean the stain
Off the table
Without sorrow

Little sister, no matter where you are
Whether you?re near or far
No matter how long the distance we?re apart
You?re still very close to my heart

Nothing is better
Than my little sister


[b]One Summer Evening[/b]

One Summer Evening in 2000,
A dark green Honda Accord driving through
Fairview Road in Berlin Connecticut.
Eleven year old Dillan riding on his bike
Without a helmet sai, ?Hello An.?
An rolled down the window
And replied, ?Hi Dillan.?
On the same summer evening of 2000,
That same eleven year old boy was hit
By a truck on Berlin Turnpike,
To be heard no more.
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[size=1][b][color=black]Wake Up in the Middle of the Night[/color][/b]

[color=black]Wake up in the middle of the night[/color]
[color=black]Look through the window, see the moon[/color]
[color=black]See the white shadow flowing in the air[/color]
[color=black]Very creepy, very scary[/color]
[color=black]The white shadow has white hair[/color]
[color=black]Moving closer toward the window[/color]
[color=black]Is it a ghost or an illusion?[/color]

[color=black]Close the blind, hide under the blanket[/color]
[color=black]Persuading myself that it?s only an illusion[/color]
[color=black]Screech fingernails on the glass[/color]
[color=black]Very creepy, very scary[/color]
[color=black]Under the blanket, skin shivers[/color]
[color=black]Body sweating from the fear[/color]
[color=black]Is it a ghost or an illusion?[/color]

[color=black]Light beams shine through the window[/color]
[color=black]Throw off the blanket, observe around[/color]
[color=black]It?s morning, no more night[/color]
[color=black]Very shiny, very bright[/color]
[color=black]Pulling up the blinds, see words written on the glass[/color]
[color=black]?I?ll be back tonight?[/color]
[color=black]Very creepy, very scary[/color]


[b][color=black]The Dark Night[/color][/b]

[color=black]Once upon a midnight dreamer[/color]
[color=black]There is no light or star to shimmer[/color]
[color=black]In the dark, the cold winds blow[/color]
[color=black]Back and forth, high and low[/color]
[color=black]On the branch, the owl hoos[/color]
[color=black]Far away, the cow moo moos[/color]
[color=black]On the ground, the foot steps step[/color]
[color=black]On the turn to right or left[/color]
[color=black]Underground the tree-roots lift[/color]
[color=black]Up the soil, makes me trip[/color]
[color=black]Beneath the rock, the rat squeaks squeak[/color]
[color=black]Above the ground, I begin to sneak[/color]
[color=black]In the sky, the crow caws caw[/color]
[color=black]Landing on the branch with its claw[/color]
[color=black]Willow?s branches touch the shoulder[/color]
[color=black]Like witches? nails scratching from under[/color]
[color=black]Eyes roll around, observes the scene[/color]
[color=black]Feeling goose-bump on the skin[/color]
[color=black]Body shivers, eyes glitter[/color]
[color=black]Tongue tastes so bitter[/color]
[color=black]Throat gulping, heart hard beating[/color]
[color=black]Hands sweating, body trembling[/color]
[color=black]Sound of clapping from behind[/color]
[color=black]Travels straight in the line[/color]
[color=black]Moving closer to the back[/color]
[color=black]Turn around I see everything black[/color]
[color=black]Once upon a midnight dreamer[/color]
[color=black]There is no light or star to shimmer[/color][/size]

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[size=1][color=blue]Oh goodnesses, must you be so strong
Weakening the heart, softening the mind
Killing the hates, brightening the blind
Such power, I am craving for so long

Do such goodness power really exist
Within my dark heart and my blindly eyes
The one who never believe in your kind
Your existance is nothing but a mist

Oh goodnesses, do you exist in me
So I can taste the true power of yours
Such power that I have been searching for
Within my black heart that I cannot see

Even goodnesses can open my eyes
Perhaps the future, now, I am blind[/color]

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[color=purple]Power of love, must you be so strong
Weakening the heart, softening the mind
Killing the hates, brightening the blinds
Such powers, I am craving for so long

Do such strange powers really exist
With in the deep,dark, and cold heart of mine
The one who never believed in your kind
Your existance is nothing but a mist

Power of love, do you exist in me
So I can taste the true power of yours
Such powers that I have been searching for
To lighten up my eyes that cannot see

Even such powers can open my eyes
Perhaps the future, now, I am blind
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[color=purple][size=1][b]A story of the past [/b]

There was a story that was long ago
Once upon a time, there were you and I
Happily together side by side
Telling each others that our love is stronger than gold

Who could expect the twisted fate
Brought us together, gave us hopes and joys
Then one day, all our of those were being destroyed
In the hands, that claimed to be fate

What could I do if we were'nt meant to be together
Came that day, I had to left you behind
For a reason, which I couldn't tell until I died
I only hope that we're always faithful to each others

Though my body was in foreign land
But my heart always yearned for the one I loved
Then one day I received a red envelope
With written words from your own hand

Could it be, could it be the end
I opened but dared not to read
I knew, what it's suppose to be
My body suddenly ran out of strength

I tried and tried not to look or tell
But my curiousity had taken over me
I glanced at the invition to see what could it be
The one I love with someone in front of the wedding bells

As that movement my heart began to grieved
I dropped the letter and cheeks wet with tears
For all those years that always feared
For this day that ended our beautiful relationship

I thought that my heart had turned into steel
Once again, I'd found another love of my life
To replaced the one that stabbed me with a knife
To healed my heart so I could be renewed

As the times passed I thought I would forgot
The one that I used to loved so dear
The one that used to made me cheer
With the one right now that I love a lot

Who could expect the twisted fate
Fooling around with the vunerable heart of mine
Let me reunited with the one I thought had died
Once again, alive in the name of fate

My world spliltted between present and past
I must choose among the two
Destiny, why must you be so cruel
Gave me happiness but didn't let it last

I am stuck between the roads
With a decision that I was unsure
I choose the present, the one that endured
Through my hardship when I needed help the most

I thought that decision would be my last
I was wrong, I only fooling my heart
I should had be true from the start
That I could not forgot the image of the past

Decision was made, could not be undo
I must lived for the choice I had made
Even though, it was just a fake
It's my life, that I must go through

Now I am hugging the one that I selected
Thinking of the one that I used to know
Remembering a story which was long ago
A sad story of you and I used to be so connected

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[color=darkblue][size=1][b]Fears[/b]

[i]"Dear father, please don't yell![/i]
[i]I feared those words, those loud sounds[/i]
[i]The hitting stick, the spanking hand[/i]
[i]I feared of those, and fear of you"[/i]

[i]"Dear mother, please don't cry?[/i]
[i]I feared those droplets in your eyes[/i]
[i]Those sorrows and those griefs[/i]
[i]Within my heart; that I used to keep"[/i]

[i]"Dear father, please odn't yell![/i]
[i]Those voices echo like a dinging bell[/i]
[i]Those fears I have; the wounds of the mind[/i]
[i]Which never heal, until the day I die"[/i]

[i]"Dear mother, please don't cry[/i]
[i]Or show those emotions that you want to hide[/i]
[i]I feared those feelings of the heart[/i]
[i]I am happier, when I am apart"[/i]
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[size=1][color=navy]Whenever there is a will,[/color]
[color=navy]there is a way[/color]
[color=navy]Where ever there is light;[/color]
[color=navy]there you can find hopes[/color]
[color=navy]What do I do[/color]
[color=navy]When I have no will to live,[/color]
[color=navy]to love, to desire[/color]
[color=navy]Tell me,[/color]
[color=navy]Will there still be a way[/color]
[color=navy]And I still can find hope[/color]
[color=navy]Within the darkness[/color]
[color=navy]And a body without soul[/color]
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[size=1][color=black]Anger,[/color][/size]
[size=1][color=black]sorrow,[/color][/size]
[size=1][color=black]nothing [/color][/size]
[size=1][color=black]but quarrel[/color][/size]
[size=1][color=black]I see[/color][/size]
[size=1][color=black]no morrow[/color][/size]

[size=1][color=indigo]Where are the smiles that I used to have?
A twinkle happy little face, pinky on the cheeks
Where are those smiles that give people joy
All are left now is despair and madness[/color][/size]


[/color][font=Verdana][size=1][color=red]Edited to combine all the double posts. -- Lady Asphyxia[/color][/size][/font]

[T man]

That first poem is my favorite and my other favorite is the 8th poem.

[ChibiV]

[color=navy][color=red]This is not a poem, it's a ghost story that I wrote. I still working on it.[/color]


[color=black]It is late at night and K is reading newspaper in his room. Suddenly, the light begins to go off and on. K puts the newspaper on his bed and he checks the plug next to the bed to see if there is something wrong with it. [/color]
[color=black][b]K[/b] - [i]The plug is fine.[/i][/color]
[color=black]K begins to check the light bulb hanging on the ceiling.[/color]
[color=black][b]K[/b] - [i]The bulb is ok too.[/i][/color]
[color=black]Suddenly, the light is back to normal. K lays back on the bed and continues to read newspaper. K begins to hear a lady's voice calling him solftly, "K....K...." K looks around, the door is and the window is closed.[/color]
[color=black][b]K[/b] - [i]I must be hallucinating.[/i][/color]
[color=black]K continues to read the newspaper, then he begins to feel a soft chilling wind blowing by him. K looks at the window, the window is not open and there is no fan or air conditioner in the room. K slaps himself.[/color]
[color=black][b]K[/b] - [i]Ouch![/i][/color]
[color=black]K slaps himself back and forth couple times again to see if he is dreaming or not.[/color]
[color=black][b]K[/b] - [i]Ouch! [/i][/color]
[color=black]Now, K doesn't hear or feel anything. K continues to read the newspaper, then he feels some one is scratching his right hand with their fingernails. K puts the newspaper on the bed and looks at his right hand. He see no scars, or scratches, or any sign that his right hand is being scratched. K begins to feel scare now. His heart is beating very fast, his forehead is sweating, and he is breathing very hard. He begins to looks up at the ceiling.[/color]
[color=black][b]K[/b]- (screaming) Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!![/color]
[color=black]K sees a blood painted face on the ceiling. K screams and scream. He closes his eyes then opens his eyes again.[/color]
[color=black][b]K[/b] - [i]Where...where's that face...I...I...I...just saw it...[/i][/color]
[color=black]K whipes the sweat on his forehead with his right arm. He looks around the empty room, he sees nothing and feels nothing. He looks outside the window, all he sees is the dark night. K heart's beat begin to slow down and he begins to breath in and out slowly.[/color]

[color=navy]Let this be the last time we talk
No more sweet words from your lips
No more promises that you cannot keep
Let the past be buried deep inside

No, I have lied, I lied to you
I don?t want those words be your last
I don?t want to forget about the past
Speak my dear, make promises my dear

Meaningless words, phony promises
They?ve eaten all my heart and soul
Gave me happiness, gave me woes
So speak my dear, make promises my dear

Those gentle words are whispering in my ears
Just illusion, I know, I know
I rather be fooled then let you go
Keep on whispering, my dear, my dear

Beautiful promises are still in my head
Just deception, I know, I know
I am willing to be a fool then letting you go
Keep on promising, my dear, my dear

(sigh)
Doesn?t matter how hard I try
You?re still gone; away from my world
Leaving behind many promises and words
And a broken heart that?s once loved you

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[color=#000080][/color]
[color=navy]If only, I could be a star
Sparkling on the sky above
When the night falls
You will look upon the sky
See me dazzling before your eyes

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Have you ever look at the full moon
And thinking some place far away
There?s a little girl alone in the night
Watching the moon through a window
And thinking of you

[/color][font=Verdana][size=1][color=red]Edited to combine the double posts. Please see my post. -- Lady Asphyxia.[/color][/size][/font]

[Lady Asphyxia]

[font=Verdana][size=1]I'm only going to say this once, since I just edited fourteen duoble posts into two posts. Otakuboards' rules cleary state that double posting isn't allowed:[/size][/font]
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[i][size=1][font=Verdana][b]· Double Posting:[/b] OtakuBoards does not allow for double posting. If members post a message and wish to post another directly after, we ask that they edit their original message rather than create a new one. The only time we allow an exception to this rule is if a member is posting fan fiction. If your fan fiction is too big for one post, you may double post.[/font][/size][/i]
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[font=Verdana][size=1]When the rules refer to fan fiction [or any fiction, for that matter], 'too big for one post' means you hit the character limit in the post. [Which I believe is something like 25,000 characters, or something really large.] [/size][/font]
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[font=Verdana][size=1]So please do not double post again. If you do, I will have to close this thread. Simply edit your original post.[/size][/font]