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[SIZE=1]Erm... I so badly suck now... Hah, you know when someone looks at you, then you look back and they quickly look away... I did that... to a girl I like, but alas.... I suck I stared at her and she looked at me quick and I carried on staring, and she look kinda suprised... but as I said, I suck...[/SIZE]

[SIZE=1]The meaning of our stupid little pointless hellish lives is to work out the meaning of it... And like Ken says... I agree with ALL of it...[/SIZE]

[SIZE=1]Ken... you too are also very amazing... that poem is excellent. Dya lke mine/?[/SIZE]

[SIZE=1]I celebrate: My Birthday Christmas Easter Halloween Valintines sucks, so I don't celebrate, it get's me MORE depressed than I am usually... Ok... I wish they had thanksgiving in UK...[/SIZE]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by DeathKnight [/i] [B] [color=crimson][b][size=1]I like things that are kind of... dark.... and evil... bwahahahahahaha erm...:drunk::therock: heh.... Sure... i'll be on the shadow list....[/color][/b][/size] [/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=1]I can write you a story. Bwahahahahaha... ermm...[/SIZE]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Voodookanaka [/i] [B]by the gods your turning into me. Ive always had the same thing, and just learned to ...I dunno its just part of who I am now. [/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=1]I am you! And I thought you said you have no friends?[/SIZE] [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Cera[/i] [B][SIZE=1]Well, well, well... Welcome to puberty, kiddo. But seriously-- Everyone--at least, everyone I know--gets depressed sometimes. Sooner or later you learn that life's just not all it's cracked up to be, and you go through a stint of depression. If you haven't yet, you will. I was pretty much chronically depressed for three years... I just hated life, and everything and everyone in it. I got over it. I still can't stand most people, but that's their fault, not mine. Stupid, petty, ignorant people... This, too shall pass.[/SIZE][/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=1]Ah, yes puberty another thing... I forgot I was even going through that (how, I do NOT know...) Ah, I see the way now.... Thanks guys! And, LM, are you really insane?[/SIZE]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Voodookanaka [/i] [B]awww....the poor guyll be crushed your leaving him :( (hell prolly throw stuff at u accross the room ) [/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=1]Throw stuff... heh... I throw many things, staples mostly :D:D:D And what the hell is a sadomasichist? And do you want to be on my Shadow list...?[/SIZE]

[SIZE=1]Ken! That doesn't mean you have to, I was just commenting on how I don't mind and that stardust moans... anyway, thanks. :D[/SIZE] [SIZE=1]Is my poem kinda your, "thing" Ken? PS.Do you want to be on my Shadow list![/SIZE]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by DeathKnight [/i] [B] [color=crimson][b][size=1]haha.... before she was my gf i bothered her like that.... erm... haha.... cuz sometimes guys are too nervous to say "Hey i like you..." so they dont know what to do....[/color][/b][/size] [/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=1]I was too nervous, so I annoyed her by... being annoying... heh... really just to notice me...[/SIZE]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by DeathKnight [/i] [B] [color=crimson][b][size=1]*slaps forehead* Alright.... It's Death Knight.... neva mind... call me Ken.... [/color][/b][/size] [/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=1]Call me SG, Shadow, Shadow G, Shadow Gohan or Russ... And I annoyED this girl at school, cos I kind of fancIED her... (Stress the past tence on the words above...)[/SIZE]

[SIZE=1]stardust, why are you saying that? No ones commented on mine yet, so?? Geeze...[/SIZE]

[SIZE=1]Prolly that... ... Or maybe he's just an annoying prat...[/SIZE]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Majin Gohan [/i] [B]What's wrong with going to see a doc. I went and saw one for depression and now I'm pretty happy. I was the same way as you when I was suggested to go. Trust me it will end up alot better if you go see one [/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=1]Ah, no... I live in UK and that's no use... I know of no docs that are psychiatrists...[/SIZE]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Transtic Nerve [/i] [B] Wow..... thank you.... seriously... no one's ever said that. That was my first, and only poem I've written so far... I'm thinking of writing another but the time just hasn't come by yet... perhaps I will write another soon. Thank you though :) [/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=1]Why thank me? That poem was just... so amazing, it shows in you.[/SIZE]

[SIZE=1]Soz to double post but I have a poem: He waits, with clear mind Waiting for him to come He has his paper of reasoning And his terrorist's gun In the afternoon In a blue estate car He waits for him For him to arrive For the time has come His hands shake His gun now seems useless The door opens He steps out and sees him The gun rattles [I]Bam[/I] And again [I]Bam[/I] People stare and scream The discarded paper left Beside the victim Soaked in the blood Of the innocent He drops his gun And sits crosslegged In the road he waits again For the police cars to come And now his concience Is filled with guilt and terror He starts to look around The police are walking now He starts to write With his ballpoint pen He writes a note to say They'll never get him He picks again the gun Once again it sheds it's metal tears Into his body And he falls onto the black ground The police run now to him Too late the deed is done For the paper he had written Is in the blood of guilty... Ah, that was good, dya like it? It's about a murderer...[/SIZE]

[SIZE=1]My cousin is Autistic... but he is like that. And I hate people who use looks and other phisycal things, 'tis why I hate me... sometimes... I sometimes poke fun of people who poke fun of me, and I'm good with words but I cannot write a descent poem...[/SIZE]

[SIZE=1]If anyone apart from James has said mario, cos I was too lazy to read page 2, I will throw Mario 64 in their face. Oh, Link and Kirby, maybe Samus...[/SIZE]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Sephiroth [/i] [B]ahh, I remember when I first got the game, I was hooked for a while.... [/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=1]Do you still like it? And news flash: My 5 year old bro beat me! He is 1st now, I am second with 865 hits; he got 923! I was amazed![/SIZE]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by BabyGirl [/i] [B] [color=deeppink]Thank you. Listen to him hothead because this is very true. Believe me, girls/guys aren't life...! Gah! Don't know how else to explain it...it's something you have to learn as you get older...[/color] [/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=1]Yeah! I said that TWICE now... geeze, people are not things to squablle over. And what do you mean "understand"? I am only 13 and I understand what your on about....[/SIZE]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Transtic Nerve [/i] [B] I used to always feel like crap, not happy most of the time. De-socialized myself with people. Never talked to my parents. Cried for no apparent reason. Mood swings. Anger problems. etc.... [/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=1]That's me all in one rice-ball...[/SIZE]

[SIZE=1]But she might not like him! Don't treat girls like a toy, do not squabble over people...[/SIZE]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Transtic Nerve [/i] [B][size=3][b][i]Hell[/i][/b][/size] By Transtic Nerve (Chris) [list][b]Hell? Does it exist? If so where? And Why? When one thinks of Hell They think fire, Satan, dungeon-like. But is that real? Does it exist in this world of ours? Hell is not what we think Hell is a thought A feeling... Hell isn't a place for us to go It isn't a place for souls who are bad Hell makes us bad For we are hell. Hell is a thought, a feeling in one It is the way one handles a situation It is a way one feels for others A certain thing that doesn't escape us The saying "... a Living Hell" It's true, you live hell everyday Every night, everytime you open your eyes everytime you talk, move, breathe Hell is around you... Hell is you! Hell is what ruins our lives A place could not be as bad as a feeling A feeling that is the worst of all The feeling of Hell.... What burns us not, What keeps us in, What is toturous to our souls The hell spoke of is not a place For a feeling... Sorrow, Guilt, Jealousy, All feelings of Hell They are Hell! Why must Hell be this? Why must i live Hell everyday? Why does my body cover up this Hell? Why can't we rid ourselves of it? Why does it exists in me? In anyone? What have I,... We, done to deserve this? If this is hell... Where's my heaven?[/list][/b] [/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=1]Chris... you are amazing...[/SIZE]

[SIZE=1]That happened with me, just ignore him and the girl or just don't dpeak to anyone or try and compromise with him.. Remember that girls ARE NOT people's property, don't get mad, you don't own her...[/SIZE]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Transtic Nerve [/i] [B]I have Cronic Depression... it's in my genes.... I used to take Prozac for it.... occationally it comes back... I have, lately, learned to control it. Depression is a downside to life... most everyone gets it. Just remember: What knocks you down only makes you stronger [/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=1]I might have Cronic Depression, tell me what it's like and I will see if that's me... but that saying at the bottom doesn't work with me... everybody hates me moaning just because they're happy...[/SIZE]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by BabyGirl [/i] [B][color=deeppink]This is an awesome idea Adam...I love poetry :excited: [i]This is the poem with the most heart that I have written to date...[/i] [b]In My Dreams (Eric)[/b] [size=1][i]By Jenna Winter[/size][/i] [i]In my dreams I saw my brother walk, He chased me around our house. His cerebral palsy gone, Extinguished from his body. He talked to me about the things we?ve missed Over the years. It was nice to hear his voice, His real voice, For the first time, And we conversed till midnight. He yawned and told me to take him outside, Down to the pond. We caught frogs by flashlight, But they wriggled out of his small, inexperienced hands. He giggled with delight, Told me that he liked the way that they felt. I gave him a ride back up to the house, His sleepy head bobbing up and down, On my shoulder. I slipped him into bed, Covered his brand new body, His brand new strength. As I looked down at him, He opened his eyes, And he smiled up at me, I smiled back tears that threatened to fall as, unbroken, Eric told me that he loved me.[/i] I that one is actually quite self-explanatory. If you have farther inquiry about it...I'd be happy to indulge... [b]Untitled[/b] [i]I think I imagine too much, To think of how it would be, To think of what you would do. But I imagine? And my imagination runs wild, I try to keep the thoughts at bay, Try to not let them trample my mind? But you, Your footprints are apparently all over my smile. There isn?t a moment I don?t think about you, To think of what we could have, What could be between us, Possibilities are endlessly crossing my mind. Damn you, distractions, When my thoughts turn to you, But then again I still think about what you would do? And how it would be? And how much you have me hooked. They say I?m obsessed, But not I, couldn?t be, I?m just terribly, hopelessly, in lust with you.[/i] Heh, should be obvious that that one is about a crush I once had...I have deeper poems, but most of them are way too personal. So that's it :D[/color] [/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=1]That... that is beautiful...:love: The crow he sat glowring at me I stared back but he grinned and said gloating in his tree you shold never have sinned ah that suks...:([/SIZE]