Shaun

Shy, I agree with Ginny for the most part. BUT I have always believed that no matter who you're dealing with, you gotta be a good example. I am not going to look at you or talk to you any differently than before, even though I don't agree with your choice. (same here as Ginny, don't flame me!) I want to still be your friend, and nothing can change that. I have a few gay friends. They know how I feel about it, and respect that. I respect their choices as well. That part of them isn't the reason they're my friends anyway. Who's business is that other than yours anyway? Truth is good, but to dwell on it becomes dangerous. Hope we can still talk and have fun on AIM as always. See ya around!:)

I live in Southern Ohio, and here's some of ours: I reckon/figure: means I suppose. No doubt: absolutly for sure. Crick: Creek Holler: A small Valley between two hills OR to yell:)

Thanks! I hope I can prove, somehow, someway, to all of you, that I am not one fo those people. I get along with just about anyone! Another thing I said I'd never do: talk to people on the computer. Boy was I incredibly off! Some of my best friends live 500 miles or more away!

Here's my story. A year ago this December, I was sitting at my computer coloring a digimon picture I had drawn. I had my stereo on and was quite relaxed, when my mother burst into my room in tears, mumbling something I couldn't quite catch until she set down on my bed. Then it hit. "He did it. He did it." She kept saying over and over. I knew right then exactly what my father had done. He'd filed for divorce. Having said this, let me give you a little background information that led up to this event. All my life, I have been an outcast to him. Ever since I was like seven, he's treated me badly. I attribute it to the fact that I like stuff like music, and drama, and art, where as he was very sports oriented. All the conflict started after my last season in baseball ended. I didn't want to play anymore, and move up to the next league. That infuriated him. So much so that the abuse soon turned from mental to physical. I can remember saying how I didn't want to play anymore, in a calm, quiet way...and the look on his face. I'll never forget that. My dad doesn't drink. Much the opposite in fact. During the time when all of this was going on, he was pastoring a church. That made it worse, because I have a tendoncy to be mouthy, and often called him a hippocrite. To this day, I think there's nothing worse than someone who plays church. Anyway, it got a step worse my 5th grade year. I came home and announced that I had joined the band. I got the most digusted look from him I'd ever been given. From that point up until about my junior year in high school, the abuse was about half mental, half physical. I can remember going to my friend's house for lunch in high school and reaching up to the top shelf of a cabinet for a bowl. My sweater came up revealling finger marks on my stomach where he'd grabed me. My friend was like OMG, and of course I had to try and explain. My mom always took up for me. It got her hurt a few times too. What's worse is, I don't think my little sister (the youngest) was supposed to happen. Yet, she still loved him. She took her marriage vows seriously, Regarless of how loosely he did. Then came that night in December. Come to find out a bit later that he had been cheating on her for about 6 months prior to that. My Cell phone bill was $200 because he'd used it to call her 52 times. He never paid it. He never provided money for the family (6 kids and mom, counting me) for 2 months after he left. We had to have our locks changed. He told his parents that mom walked out on him. It was all a big mess. I was debt free until that happened. now I have almost $5000 in creditcard debt where I bought food and paid bills. The courts can't do anything about it, because I did it willingly. Things are looking on the up now, but that doesn't erase the past. The scars will always be there. The good news is, scars don't have to hurt. Through all of this, I relied heavily on my friends and family. They were there to support me, especially my friends. I also got into more anime, and writing, and drawing about that time. I met Blanko just a few months before, and she was always there for me. Best advice I can give is not to give up hope. Things can only get better. I don't know you or your mom, but if my mom drank, and came home mad, I'd just go to my room, or to a friends house to let her chill without taking it out on me. A mad drunk person is not someone anyone wants to be around. Even if she weren't drunk, just leave. I have on many occasions, especially after I got my license. It was usually better to let them cool down first. I hope I've helped in some way...

I hope I never go back on my word about not doing drugs, drinking or smoking. Those are some things that I am detirmined to stick with. I don't like to be called religious. I am a Christian, but "religious" has way too many negative connotations attatched to it. And I totally cannot stand those "so called christians" who talk about every little thing, and look at you like you're trash if you don't do it their way. That's not how true Christians work, my friends.

I mean stuff like "Oh I'd never eat that." or "I'd never date that person." or "I'd never be involved in that stuff." You know:)

How often do you find yourself saying "I'll never do that...." and then a bit later, you're doing exactly that? I have found that, as I have gotten older, the things I said I'd never do are becomming easier to do. I just realized it too. What are your thoughts?

Name: Shaun Age: 21 DOB: 11/05/81 Location: Allensville, Ohio USA One Word: goof No, seriously. Describe yourself in one word: happy? Occupation: JCPenny shoe specialist, full time student Color: Thundercloud blue Food: Chicken Parmasian Beverage: Pepsi Alter Ego: someone from Canada (I get that accent when I talk fast) Dream Job: Railroad engineer Self-Proclaimed: confused one Ethnicity: Irish/German/dutch/Cherokee(sp) Extracurricular: Christian band called In His Eyes Hobby: music, drawing, movies, pets, trains, collecting digimon stuff Dessert: Ice cream Musician: Do I have to pick one? Anything cheezy pop, I'll admit it! Group: hmm....none really I like a lot of stuff Mac or PC? PC Nics: Hey kid! (don't you hate that?) Blog: [url]www.shaun_t.blogger.com[/url] Home Page: None Religion: Christian Book: I don't read much... Collections: Train stuff and models, digimon, animals Won't Eat: Carrotts. I refuse! TV Show: Just Cause Words to live by: Aw nuts! Addicted to: Caffine Comic: peanuts Movie: Hocus Pocus, The Haunting

Lucemon landed on the ground and set Jeri down. Angie touched down next to them. "Okay. Now that we're here, I think it'd be best to go in with some sort of plan, don't you think?" Jeri asked. "I agree," Lucemon answered. "So this is the Mold..." Angie looked around in awe. It was the first time she'd ever been out of the heavenly city. Jeri looked at her. "Don't worry, the rest of the digital world is a lot nicer than this place...at least, it used to be." Jeri frowned, and Angie laid a hand on her shoulder. "We'll get it back. But first we have to rescue your friends." "According to Seraphimon, Henry and the others are being kept in a chamber in the main palace. It's probably heavily guarded, so we'll need a plan." Lucemon said. "Why don't we wait until nightfall? That way we can sneek around easier." Jeri thought. "We're angels, Jeri. We emit light." Angie laughed. "Oh yeah..." Jeri giggled "Perhaps we could fly in," Lucemon thought. "I like that idea, but what about the guards? We need to do a stake out!" Jeri said excitedly. "A what?" The angels said together. "A stake out. I saw it in a movie once. It's where you go and spy on a place that you want to break in to." "Jeri, that may just be the best idea you've had yet!" Lucemon said. "What's a movie?" Angie asked. "Heh, I'll explain later." Jeri laughed. The team made their way through the Mold to the central palace. Luckily, it was heavily surrounded by an odd fungus forest. Jeri crept along the ground, and Angie and Lucemon flew through the trees. Finally, they got close enough to see the guards. They watched quietly. Finally after an hour, Jeri motioned for them all to pull back a bit. "I know how we can get in!" Jeri smiled. "There's a small door up close to the top of the palace. It appears to be unguarded. We could fly high, and desend quietly to the platform." "Sounds good to me." Lucemon replied. "Let's go then." Angie said. Lucemon picked Jeri up, and the trio took to the air. Higher and higher they flew, out of sight of the digimon on the ground. They waited until th guards made their rounds of the palace, then desended to the opening. Inside was total darkness. The space around the angels lit up as they walked in. "It looks like somekind of air shaft," Jeri whispered. Lucemon nodded. They proceeded towards the center of the castle. Suddenly, Angie stopped. "Listen." she said. Jeri and Lucemon stopped and listened. "Voices," Lucemon said. Jeri listened closer. "That's Henry! And Rika! We have to follow their voices!" The group made their way through the maze of passage ways. The voices grew louder. Finally, Angie stopped. "I think they're right under us." she said. Jeri listened. "You're right. But how will we get to them?" Jeri asked, a little worried. "It doesn't sound like anyone else is there." Lucemon said. "I think you're right, so.....Celestial Arrow!" Angie said as she aimed a shining arrow towards the floor. It broke through and deleted a section of the floor, surprisingly quietly. "How'd you make it so quiet?" Lucemon asked. "Angel Acadamy. They teach you that there." Angie smiled, and desended into the cell. Lucemon and Jeri followed. "Oh my God, Henry!" Jeri screamed. She ran over to Henry, now well over ninety years old. "What did they do to you?!" Jeri sobbed. "Here," Lucemon said, and handed Jeri another medallion. She placed it around Henry's neck. Lucemon and Angie placed one on Tally, Terriormon, and Devidramon. "It may take a while for them to be back to normal, and they will be very tired when they wake up." Lucemon said. "We still have to find Alice and Kenta as well." "But...I don't want to leave them just yet." Jeri said softly. "The medallions will keep them safe. If they get into trouble, we'll know about it." Angie soothed. "A..Alright..." Jeri said reluctantly.

You did? My bad...must be the drugs...>_

You guys, I haven't talked to Ginny on over a week now. I know something's up, but I am not obligated to say what. I hate to do it, but until things are sorted out, I must put this e-wedding on hold. I need to hear from Ginny, and I need to get somethings worked out myself. Not to mention I am as sick as I have been in years. So, watch for this to come back up, hopefully in the near future. Thanks for all the support. Talk to you soon.

Yep, that's me! :)

Thanks for the B-day Wishes, Solo. I'm celebrating this weekend since I am off from school and work. So, I'll tell you how it turns out, since it ismy 21st! :devil:

I'm saying that we postpone this until next monday night, around 10pm Eastern USA time. I'll clear it with Ginny, and try to get in touch with Blanko to be sure. Thanks for being here though!:)

Well, I am here. But no one else seems to be. I don't think we can do this without Blanko. If it weren't for her, Ginny and I wouldn't have even got together....What to do... Well it would help if anyone else was around. *sigh*

Well I can see that. I was only joking!;)

How'd you do that?

I know! Isn't it great? HEY...you took my avie! I thought you didn't like DaiKari? ;)

Heh, I got my new Driver's licence pic today...you could use it! HAha. I like the banner. Thanks! I knew there was a reason you were coordinator!:) Now where did I put that music...

Ugh....she picked my worst picture. Oh well. I'll get a new one :) BTW: Flora? The church needs to have a Grand Piano. I got plans....:p

I was just joking about the drunk bit...I doubt I could handle it... Nyquil does me in, let alone a real drink. Pah! This is gonna be so much fun!

OH MY..... I just realized something.... [i]I'm Getting married![/i] I don't know if I am nervous or scared or happy...well, definitly happy. Eh, don't mind me...You should've seen Ginny!:)

I am here. Finally. What they didn't say is that the wedding is also on my birthday. What a 21st birthday present! Not to mention I can get drunk afterword...If it's okay with Ginny, of course ;)

Well, besides the obvious food, water, shelter, and air bit... 1. God. I know I'd live, but for how long, and how well is up in the air without him.:) 2. Music. Even if there was no radio, I'd find a way to make some! 3. My friends. You know who you are;)

I am on every night from about 10pm until 1am eastern time. StaticForce21 is my AIM handle if you want to look me up.