Blue

I live in New York City, NY, America. I've lived in another state and other areas in New York too but nothing beats NYC. Theres just about everything you can imagine. The only problem is that driving in the city is a royal pain.

If I had the money to feed my desires I would be drunk for almost every waking moment. A lot of things get me in the mood to drink. When I'm feeling lonely I feel like drinking. When I'm thinking about the past I feel like drinking. Whenever I think about all the missed opportunities and mistakes that have piled up through my life, I can't help but feel like grabbing a liter of whiskey. Depression is probably my biggest trigger for drinking. I wouldn't say I get drunk to forget about it, I get drunk to think about those depressing thoughts even more but in a different light. Sometimes it helps seeing it from a different perspective and makes it easier to deal with (even when you sober up). That being said, I haven't got enough money to buy a liter anyway. I haven't got a job.

I mostly listen to metal and rock such as the likes of Judas Priest, Iron Maiden, Megadeth, Guns N' Roses, Ayreon, Led Zeppelin, Tool. The first song I probably ever heard was "Welcome to the Jungle" by Guns N' Roses and I fell in love with rock and music at that very moment. I listen to hip hop very rarely but I can tolerate certain artists. I love Rage against the machine and Flobots, they are the two bands that have (in my opinion) successfully fused rock, metal and hip hop.