Lia

The ocean hides an oyster the oyster hides a pearl this mask of emotions hides a very disturbed girl Somone hold her close someone say her name left all alone nothing is the same Shes trying to reach out trying to help the pain maybe theres just nothing left to keep this girl sane All alone in shadows her mind begins to wander... "Whats the meaning of life?" and she begins to ponder She rips at the flesh tears at the veins her blood drips like rain drops sliding down the panes Where is all this going? where does she fit in? noone seems to lift her shes slipping into sin The home of hidden souls souls that have no life souls that have created sins not only by a knife Maybe some deserve it maybe some do not maybe some want it or maybe some have fought This may just be another taken soul this may just be another suicide but if all else fails and there is nothing left where will they all hide? Her eyes start to unfocus her tears start to come the blood continues dripping its only known by some The scars start to spread along her arms and wrist she beats upon the wall with a bloodied fist Anger fills her eyes and she starts to slip her body starts to coil in and her mind starts to flip She once was a child... untouched and sweet her innocent brown eyes that all eyes would meet Until that very day.. her life began to change people started changing her everything was strange She looked in the mirror and began to cry those tears now turned to blood and her trust began to fry (not really finished but o well)

Amber: *comes out with a mouse in her hand* uh..thats all i could find...maybe its someone in the form of a mouse....... *tugs on the mouse' tail*

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Heaven's Cloud [/i] [B][color=indigo] So why is drinking BAD???[/color] [/B][/QUOTE] [size=1]because its addicting.... [B]when it gets addicting and you get drunk you may:[/B] *drive and get in an accident *be too drunk to notice you've been peer pressured into drugs *erm....you can think of many more to add into these spaces... * * * * * * [/size]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Heaven's Cloud [/i] [B][color=indigo][size=4] Join the Dark Side!! Drinking is Fun, It Makes you popular...You aren't Cool unless you drink!!! Mwahhahha...[/size] sorry but I hd to try to peer pressure you guys into joining us:) [/color] [/B][/QUOTE] [size=1]that was uncalled for...hehe SPOOF TIME! --------- [B]~20 or so years later Heavens Cloud is sitting at his couch in front on the TV watching Sunday's football game, his shirt now 3 sizes too small for him exposing his large beer belly and he is still wearing his jock shorts from highchool, he shouts out...~ "I'M A REBEL!!!!"... [/size] :alcohol:[/B]

well i don't have a mom(due to cancer) but i do have a perfectly sane dad...[size=3]*COUGH*[/size][size=1]who apparently tripped over a ruffle on the rug in the living room and cut it up and threw it out the window[/size][size=3]*COUGH*[/size] eheh...heheh....:p

[size=1] the only thing that mind boggles me about people underage that drink are MOST of them are doing it to become rebels...but then later become addicted... its one thing if your 14-20 sitting on a couch drinking beer and being rebelious and screaming "I'M A REBEL!!!:cool:" but its another thing if your 40 and addicted and sitting on your couch with your now mondo beerbelly the size of the state of texas with a bunch of crumbs on you and your veined up eyes screaming "I'M A REBEL!!:drunk: :alcohol:" while still wearing your highschool jockshorts which are now half way down your crotch........if you can make any sense of that try and imagine it....[/size]

[size=1] and don't forget...its also not good for your body(meaning in LARGE amounts enough to get you drunk) :p and it does something mentally to you.....eh....noone listens to logic n e more these days[/size]

[size=1] its not a bad thing if you have one drink..but when you come to saying "oh i was durnk when i wrote that post" then yes its a bad thing.... i just noticed something....since on the topic of people being cool and popular..has anyone noticed (this is an unrealistic example as in # wise but o well) that in school the popular group consists of like...50 kids and the cassified "others" are like consisting of 500 people O.o then why are the 50 people group considered the "populars"???[/size]:confused:

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by hot head [/i] [B]peope tink its cool because ther crack head firends are into it the bros probally into it and even the parents are in to it its sad and pathodic that people get drunk it makes me sick [/B][/QUOTE] [size=1]sadly...my eldest brother was once into crack and illegal crap...he was the brother that kinda looked out for me so i cursed him out and told him i hated him and he was setting a bad example and i would never ever support him when i was 18 and left the house...hehe it worked and he hasn't done any of that crap since:D [/size]

[size=1] i agree there....i don't find it "cool" at all...i don't see what so damn "addicting" about it..in fact its not addicting...thats just an excuse to keep the cool:rolleyes: i've recently noticed that too...some of my friends get so damn high and when i ask them why the hell they do that to themselves they state "oh well it releases me from all my troubles and takes me to a dimension of love" and um...no it doesn't...it takes them to a damn dimension of false hopes and leads to early death....the excuse releases them from trouble? it doesn't it adds onto the bundle of troubles...i don't see where parents are these day to stop their kids....this generation i guess parents don't care anymore... and also...i would never bring myself to dope nor any of that crap, i'm easily discusted when sum1 smokes near me..the smell..is invading my air i can't stand it! maybe i'm just "uncool" or sumthin since i don't agree with it[/size]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Queen Asuka [/i] [B][color=crimson][size=1]From the sound of it to me, it seems as though you're only dating these girls because you are attracted to the way they look, then they turn out to be complete airheads....sounds so typical...[/color][/size] [/B][/QUOTE] typical guys....never look past the looks...geeze FINALY sum1 agrees with me

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Queen Asuka [/i] [B][color=crimson][size=1]About the whole meeting people over the net thing, in my opinion, usually when you meet someone over the net you meet because you have something in common that you both notice and you don't usually "see" each other first. That's called meeting someone on an intellectual level and not judging them first off by looks. Then you eventually exchange pictures and because you know how this person is on the inside, no matter what they look like, they will always look good to you. Thus, in real life, people SEE you before they ever talk to you and that could be the problem. But that is just my opinion from personal experience.[/color][/size] [/B][/QUOTE] i agree on all those aspects...

staff infection...if i'm correct my brother had it once, last summer...i think it has something to do with an infection in the blood i'm not sure..but it almost killed my brother O.o so you shuold go get that checked out...

[size=1]I agree with BabyGirl n Kiwi..Gay guys are perfect so perfect if they accepted us woman i would date one! but then again the ONLY flaw i seein them (and no i'm not steriotyping) but in places they arn't accept they tend to snap at you at every little thing and try and blame you that you od it cause they are gay:rolleyes: oh please....heh but in general i would rather date a gay guy instead of a straight one (if that was possible) they seem to understand us woman alot better! and i also agree with DBZChicaGohan, its not fair! :bawl: well i go to an Art School and like 60 to 70% of the guys are well..not straight...and are dead sexy (IE:TN)... *snivvle* ok i'm quit done with my ranting, heh [B]EDIT:[/B]i've been hearing alot of the "girls are attractive" and "girls are sexy" quotes floating around here....thats one thing that pisses me off about guys is they can't look past the looks to personality...which puts some girls into alot of trouble of not knowing when a guy is telling the truth or if hes jsut going out with you for looks...blargh-.- (and no,i'm not saying all arelike that but the majority are theres no denying it)[/size]

Amber: *smirks and walks right into the RavenClaw common room without a bit of trouble/password asking from the picture* Bryan::therock: how'd you do that? Amber: ever since last year when i threatened to burn that damn picture it hasn't kept me back since *grins*

[size=1] hmmm...to all you guys who called us girls annoying, moody, b*tches, etc along those lines..i've got 3 letters for u.....[/size] [size=3][B]P M S[/B][/size] :p [size=1]well anyways...what i find so mind boggling about males? they are shovenistic male pigs....they cheat...and they only have ONE thing on their minds *cough* :rolleyes: well most of them...[/size]

Amber: *already seated at the Slytherin table, exchanging sly mischevious looks with the other slytherins (as they have always known to be the trouble makers)* *watches the new 1rst years line up by the sorting hat and can tell immediatly who will be sorted where*

*walks up to britty and wispers* more expresso coffee *grins and skips off singing the smurf's theme song* hm...i like the boards...because of my wacked family....AKA [B]*James...my daddy *Adam..my mother... *TN.....Adam's toy..whom is having an affair with my mother whom got my father mad whom then murdered him...(that made..no sense) *SG...my brother/lover/uncle/son/cousin twice removed/neighbor's dog's friend's food bowls's owner's sister's neice....O.o;; *my moldy garden in the backyard of james' moldy house..... am i forgetting something..oh yes.... *ken...my brother/grandfather.../aunt/cousin(female) then theres.... *Kuja.....the postman/mayor/village idiot/cow in the backyard/the man nextdoor[/B] and um.....yep...whatta screwed family... other than that....what can i say? these boards are just...ADDICTING :twitch: :D

it opened...not last friday but the friday before..well er..sometime in that week...i'm too lazy to figure out the date

Amber: *steps into the room Bryan and Travis are conversing in about repairs, she leans against the door frame swinging her wrench around her index finger* hmmmm...did someone mention...mechanics?:smirk:

Amber: hah, i freaked you out last year coming in here as a cat:p twas fun *smiles* hmmm...well i must be off..these new slytherins are a handful in asking questions and troublemaking...and i wonder how i got into Slytherin;) well i'll see you in the main hall later! *kisses him then climbs through the secret wall passage again*

Amber: *leads the newly chosen Slytherins to the Slytherin tower and gets them situated then leaves off to venture the secret passages through the common rooms*

Amber: *walks into the grand hall* *nods a greeting to Ryan* long time no see *smiles and looks up at the tapestries* well i best be off to the station to help the first years to their towers... *tranforms into the cat figure and takes a shortcut through the ally's, arrives at the station and transforms to her regular human form, stands by the platform awaiting the new arrivals(transfiguration was from the last hogwarts RPG..LONG ago)*

actually...it was a good movie when it came to setup..but following the story line of "Queen Of The Damned" it was terrible....lestat #1..has blonde hair blue eyes....#2..louie shuolda been in there sumwhere....#3....THEY NEVER SHOWED ARMONDS FAMOUS PART! #4.....hello mcfly! Marius was a bad guy...EVIL...BAD! worst then Lestat for godsakes....but nooooo they portrayed him as mr.goodguy -.- so when following the story line it was terrible and a diss to Anne Rice...heh [B]EDIT:[/B] and that dude did NOT make lestat...idiots, eheh..heh....

i'm from the good ol'-well.....i wouldn't call it good...but old..yes.....i'm from the anual old lady fall down the stairs state..FL....the state where you can fry an egg on the sidewalk its so damn hot! but....then again...why would someone wanna fry an egg on the street? the egg would get all dirty and ya wouldn't be able to eat it and who would wanna eat it? oh there i go rambling on....er......ok now that you know the bad points of the state lets move onto the good points......*thinks for a while* there are none *sweatdrop*