Cicatrice Du Adieu

Ooh! This looks like fun!! I can think. I can write and draw. I'm not a bad singer and a awsome actress. I'm awsome at fighting games(like soul caliber and Tekken.) I do, however, lack the discpline for learning an instrument. :animeswea I am a good fighter. And I too am a great pillow! Not toi mention, My weirdness and twisted-ness. I'm good at weird and twisted.Oh, yes and I can Daydream. I'ts so fun and I really am good at that.

When they got in, Hiro went straight to the closet. Aaron walked to the the other side of the room and threw her bag down. She took out a small mp3 player and put the headphones in her ears. She flipped through the songs, found 100% by Angelspit and tossed herself onyo the bed. Hiro got done with his weopons and sat next to Aaron who was now laying on her back with her hands behind her head. "I don't have to leave right now. Is there anything specific you'd like to do till I have to leave?" Hiro said. Aaron opened one eye and looked at him. She took the head phones out and paused the song. "I'd kinda' like to get my hair dyed to prevent anyone figuring out who I am and then probably go get a bite to eat." "Do you know how to dye it yourself?" " Yes. You'll need to get me hair dye. Black will do fine." He left and returned with black hair dye. It took some time but she finished the hair dye process. Her hair went from Tri-color to Midnight black within an hour or so. Hiro looked at her and nodded. "So how 'bout some grub." She said. "Ok. let's go." He grabbed a gun and hid it in his clothes. Aaron grabbed her clips back from him and took her hand-guns along, too. They headed to the car and drove off after getting settled. Aaron was just happy to get food and didn't have a mind to ask where they were going. She knew it would probably be a very casual, informal place.

[QUOTE=DeadSeraphim][size=1][color=indigo][font=arial]Don't encourage him guys. Honestly. He thinks he's better than all of you for "thinking different", and you can't rationalize him otherwise. It doesn't work. Give up while you still have your sanity. For the longest time I took solace in the fact that my teddy bear was a constant. All through my life, the teddy was that one inanimate object that was always there. Oddly, when I gave it to my ex (who lives overseas), and we eventually split, not having that object seemed to spur change. I'm a much different person now than I was when I actually had blue ted, and I think I prefer it. Of course, it can't all be put down to the bear being gone, but it's loss is style a definite marker of a turning point in my life.[/font][/color][/size][/QUOTE] Wow. A teddy bear means alot more than I thought it meant. Ya' know what? I'm kind of glad that I'm not the only one who likes "childish"(as most poeple veiw it) Objects. My love for the carousel horse and music box remains. Acually my love for the Carousel horse has to do with a trip to the mall with a carousel in it, now that I think of it. It was closing and the carousel was dark and beautiful. I fell in love with it then and always seemed fond of it.

[quote name='DeadSeraphim][size=1][color=indigo][font=arial]As much as I'd love to, I don't marry out of my timezone, let alone country. Better luck next year![/font][/color'][/size][/quote] Wait. What? Oh my timezone got screwed up when I signed up. I don't know where you live so I won't say anything about that. Anyway I don't know what timezone I live in. The school system never really taught that thouroley so I'm assuming where ever you live the schoolsw are much better.

[QUOTE=Phaedrus]Yes, what DK said. The Western mind is a funny thing. . .the funniest thing is how unaware people are of it: unaware of the heritage, unaware of the basic way their minds work. They're so steeped within the tradition that it's all they know. . .and when someone comes along like me, they just sit there and blink and call such a person crazy. It all comes down to metacognition (thinking about thinking). Your mind has been programmed by your culture to think a certain way, act a certain way, and be a certain way. The question is if you're willing to reprogram your programming and realize the amazing knowledge you can gain by doing so. The things I'm saying here make no sense to you because you're still very steeped within your tradition. That of Aristotle, Bacon, and all the long string of men whose shoulders you now BLINDLY stand upon, unaware of all the presuppositions of reality, and its nature, they made. Even this language presupposes so much about the nature of things. I'd like to call it a "subject-object metaphysics," meaning it proposes a hefty amount of dualisms (cutting the wholesomeness of reality into two diametrically opposed "halves"), the main dualism one of the objective versus the subjective. This language works as follows: first there is a (subject), and this (subject) perceives an [object]. The (subject) then gives the [object] qualities and actions, ie a verb. When in reality, the object the subject perceives has quality and action independent of the observed, relative ones the subject assigns. This "subjective objectivity," found in science and many, many other areas of the Western tradition, is quite horrendous at times, due to the people who put it in practice. Because that's what this is--as much as we sit here and say we're "objective," we are anything but. Reality really all starts at the mind; at a subjective instance, and from there this reality is inferred. Science concerns HUMAN understanding, just like religion did, just like mythology did. It's the best belief structure for understanding reality we currently have, but many are so dogmatically steeped within it that it's hard to postulate beyond the domains of "logic" and all other-such things. Because there is something beyond logic. This science you adore so much: it is a great thing. However, you must realize it doesn't contain TRUTH. It contains THEORIES and presuppositions, that are human and therefore subjective. A scientist asks a question searching for a particular answer, and exhausts all resources in order to find this particular answer. This leads to a limited, RELATIVE, perception of any problem--which is what science has. Science concerns RELATIVE understanding, and has many pragmatic uses, which will help lead us beyond this logic and science itself. Perhaps science will still be science, but it will be fundamentally altered eventually, as we go beyond relativity and othersuch illusions, so that greater progress can be made. It takes an ILLOGICAL leap in order to use logic. Logic is not inherent in the universe. . .it's more like organized chaos. It's sectors and areas that are organized and then left to do as they wish, in a type of chaos. It's not even inherent in human nature, and that is why it has only RECENTLY reached some kind of apex. There IS something beyond this logic the Western mind is so steeped in, and it involves accessing structures within the right hemisphere to a greater degree. Call me crazy if you'd like. . .it doesn't matter. The future is already in motion, and if you live long enough you'll come to see I was right, at least in some way. Hopefully you inanimate objects begin careening into animation soon enough.[/QUOTE] So to sum this post up your calling us idiots locked within the knowledge we know already and unwilling to update?You arrogant [I]SNOB!!![/I] You don't give us any credit. We may Know more than you think yet [I]you[/I] give us not one chance to prove our philosophies? Ok and think about this. If I were locked in a box I would think your crazy and call it quits and abandon your thinking. I am currently sitting at the edge of my seat trying to learn all I can from anyone I camn to increase all I know and form my own opinions, molding a philosophie all my own. This post hurts. It makes me feel stupid. I mean i'm already reduced to copieing papers in science because of my overactive thinking and now you tell me I can't even do that right?

This is the greatest thread [I]EVER!!![/I] I need to post more threads! :catgirl:

[quote name='Charles']Yeah, I had noticed that you had changed your sig and I didn't want anyone analyzing your current one and thinking it was what I was talking about. :catgirl:[/quote] Yeah. It said "Rainbows or roses. . . I just Don't know anymore."

[QUOTE=The13thMan][COLOR=DarkOrange][FONT=Century Gothic]I'm going to have to agree with him here. I also think most of this argument so far was a 5th dimension of BS. Phaedrus, you remind me of Victor Frankenstein. Victor in his youth read many "science" books written by crackpot scientists. Lots of crazy crap that pretty much everybody discredited, but he believed in them. He believed so much that he eventually created the creature and lost everything. I personally think the majority of your stuff is coming from loonies. ^L^ Also, i think the way you word things is totally unnecessary and are meant more to go ooo and aaa, and not so much to think about the actual meaning behind it. Also...how on earth can you possibly hate logic so much!? That's illogical!

[QUOTE=The13thMan][COLOR=DarkOrange][FONT=Century Gothic]I would pretend to be a girl, and then when they asked what that was in my pocket i'd reply, "c'mon baby, just imagine it's a big finger." My...i should stop there........o_o [/FONT][/COLOR][/QUOTE] I need a gun. I need to shoot this guy before he says anymore. :animeblus :animestun :animeangr

[QUOTE=Phaedrus] I meant a dot, which is neither two-dimensional nor one-dimensional nor three-dimensional. But I'm sure you can't grasp that, so nevermind. Here, try this on for size: [url]http://www.fractalwisdom.com/FractalWisdom/zero.html[/url][/QUOTE] If you drew a dot on a paper it would be 2 dimensional. You can measure its length an width. "The Zero Dimension is the point, the infinitely small place holder. It exists not in space, but in time only. It is the moment between past and future, the subject, zero. It constitutes potentiality, the four space dimensions constitute actuality. The Zero Dimension is the home of Natural Numbers. The subject point, the moment, is Zero, pure Awareness. Its numbers are the natural numerals. The nine natural numbers are the basis of quality and invariance. All numbers can be reduced to the nine: for example by addition: 365 = 14 = 5. Becoming aware therefore means deducing or abstracting to the nine fundamental criteria. In the Jewish Cabala this is the nine names of the divine, in Chinese it is the nine forms of the Tao. " What the **** does that mean?

[quote name='Charles']Lesbians aren't into guys.[/quote] Oh damn it. I just changed it. Sorry! any way I think what I feel for her is deep admiration. Remember she is all that[I] I wanted [/I] to be. Oh now you changed your post! :animeswea

I know lots of Bi girls. Most of my good friends are Bi. And then there's tragicromantic. She's straight but get this. Gay males and transvestite's have the same effect on her that gay females have on males.I don't know. I just found it interesting. In fact, I'm also Like that too. Go gay guys!!! :catgirl:

[QUOTE=DeathKnight][color=crimson]In this case ignorance is bliss. So don't worry about it.[/color][/QUOTE] Nevermind. It's the catagory of my avatar (gay male?). Someone's got a secret! Please tell me!

[QUOTE=DeathKnight][color=crimson]This seems like a good time to announce my new Tony (Generic NPC #3)/John yaoi fanfiction called "[b]The Rose[/b]". Coming soon to the Anthology![/color][/QUOTE] Wait. I'm missing something.What? Yaoi? That sounds familiar. Use english.

[quote name='John']...But your first kiss was with me! ;_;[/quote] Ouch! Really? :animedepr

[quote name='AzureWolf][COLOR=maroon']Oh c'mon, you can't dangle a treat in front of us and not give it to us eventually! It sounds like an interesting story![/COLOR][/quote] I agree! Tell Us!! [I]Tell Us!![/I]

"WASHINGTON D.C.!?!? I can't go there. They'll have me exicuted. I'll be killed!!!" She yelled, too loud at Hiro as 47 left. Another guard came up to them. "Is anything wrong mam'? Is this gentleman bothering you?" Aaron realized she had gotten Hiro into a situation and figured getting them out wouldn't be too hard. "The voices in my head said that If we went to Washington we would be killed. My brother said that we need to go there so that poeple can look at my head. My head feels fine. I don't understand." She looked at him with big eyes. He began to snicker but The duo looked all too serious. "I'm sorry for my sisters behavior. You see, We're going to D.C. to find treatment for her Schitsofrantic issues. The psychiatrist says it's a strange effect of her post-pardum deppresion." Hiro caught on. "Ok then carry on."He was as serious as them now and left feeling slightl;y ashamed of his laughter. "Ok so why would you be killed?" Hiro asked looking at her strange. "well, I'm not exactly your average girl."She replied looking down at the ground with a proud smile.

HE kissed me on the cheek todaY!!! I figured things out between us. I'm shy about love and he's romantically retarded!!! I decided To throw a signal. So when we hugged goodbye I asked if that was all, Just a hug. And he was like I don't know. And so I was like Oh my god! He's a total idiot. I'm waiting here for him and hes not even doing anything. We get to the bike rack, he says goodbye, hugs me and kisses me on the cheek!! It's not much but it's a start.

[quote name='DeadSeraphim][size=1][color=indigo][font=arial]Because it's a turning point. It's a 1st time. You only get to have your first kiss once, and it's a memory you'll remember forever, so why not make it special? It isn't as big a moment as your first ****, sure, but on a sentimentality scale it's still right up there. There's a reason people remember their first kiss forever, and there's a reason a lot of people want to make sure they aren't losing that moment to someone they're not even sure they like/love in that moment of time. Don't trivialize it because you've become jaded.[/font][/color'][/size][/quote] Thanks for fighting for my point. But 13 has a point, I can't be too scared to do it or I may never do it. So really both you ideas are good. Do it because you want to and make it special.

I went there once. They sent me back. They were to scared I'd take over. :catgirl: I will be dictator of the world someday though so it could help my cause to marry him. Wouldn't be to bad. I'd own a hell-hound or a hell-cat or a hell-monkey. I'm still debating. Perhaps a hell-horse? Or maybe even a hell-tarantula.

That's true. I'll keep it in mind. Thank you.

Aaron hopped out of bed and picked up her guns. She knew the clips were missing but didn't care. She fell asleep in her clothes so preparation was easy. She grabbed her messenger bag and ran down the steps. "If I were an assasin who felt that I was being followed, where would I go?" She thought aloud. "The airport!!"She answered her own question. She fled out the door and saw the creepy clerk from earlier getting into his car. She desperatley pushed him down grabbing the keys. "What the fuck!!" He yelled getting back onto his feet.But it was to late. She had locked the door started the car and sped off with little regard to the speed limit. The Airport wasn't far away. In fact it was a fairly short distance. She managed to find a parking spot and get inside the lobby safely. She was panting by the time she reached the ticket booth and saw Hiro. He was at the front of the line and right about to perchase tickets. "1 ticket for the flight to--" he was interrupted by the panting speach of Alien. "Make that two tickets for the same flight." She gasped. Hiro, beginning to get irritated with the hacker's persistancy, draw his gun and, slyly, put it against her side.

It's alot more difficult than you think! It's my [I]firs[/I]t kiss. I imagined it to fit my most fond fantasies so straying from those dreams is difficult.

[quote name='Lonley Fighter']Sorry, sorry, sorry, I guess I am a little too defensive of others though especially ones I consider friends, but yeah sorry about that DeadSeraphim and lostvoice and whoever else I offended. T_T[/quote] Don't be sorry. You were trying to help. I can, however, handle myself. I do thank you and the rest of my defenders for taking me under your wings, though.

Very good. :rolleyes: