Cicatrice Du Adieu

[quote name='Lonley Fighter']Lostvoice I and a few others have bravely fought for you but you see people now question what your sexuality is...why, I haven't a clue...[/quote] Look up. I'm not even quite sure. I've never really been all that sure.

I'm even more lost than before. Now I'm swimming in more questions and am caught in a web of utter confusion. Besides it's kinda fun since everyone is always coming up witha new point. They are indeed helping me since I've honestly never been to sure of my sexual identity. You should all losen up and stop acting like a bunch of perverted pigs and Stop being so defensive of me. I can handle myself. Besides if I were sure of my sexuality I would've shun the idea of homosexuality.

My Boyfriend asked me through two of my close freinds. You could try the same. Of corse before that he talked to me as a friend. He asked for my myspace and put me on his top 8 so it left me to beleive something was up. My friends acted as middle men/women throughout the whole thing. That should help with question 2. Question 1 is above me.

I don't know. Some gay guys are really hot.But then again you do have a point.

But if I was a guy it'd be different, wouldn't it? Why is that? It's ok if your a gay female but a gay male isn't accepted around other males?

[quote name='DeadSeraphim][size=1][color=indigo][font=arial]You don't have to be a porn star. Just say you were really drunk when you eventually post them to MySpace/Friendster/FaceBook. Works for everyone else.[/font][/color'][/size][/quote] WAIT!! Who even said I was going to become a lesbian, anyway. So I'm curious, it Doesn't acually mean I'll end up that way, does it? Of coarse that plan of yours might work Dead...but why does everyone here want to see me making out witha chick,anyway.

Blankets and books. NICE!!! I love books. Reading a book is like being in someone else's dream.

[quote name='Allamorph][FONT=Arial']I do hope you're not serious. You're talking about the evil overlord wannabe here.[/FONT][/quote] I woudn't be killed. :catgirl:

[QUOTE=Charles]wtf? No one is trying to "turn" anyone gay. I'm not the gay fairy; I do not have that talent. I simply asked a valid question and the answer I received indicates that lostvoice may be at least slightly sexually confused. And for the record, it doesn't really make any sense to fight your gayness just because of your religion. If your God is any decent, he/she/it will allow gays into Heaven. So, when you turn gay and of age, be sure to post pics.[/QUOTE] :animestun You want to see me kissing another chick?!?! :animeangr I'm not a porn star!! :animeangr Thank you all, for the advice.Your all a great help. I really appreciate this. :animesmil I feel alot better now that I have a veiw of what's really going on.

Ok. most defianantly. I'll try a little harder and maybe try to acually move some toward him. I may need more guts, though. I'll pul'em out of somewhere.

Yeah, but the conservatives follow him like the blind dogs they are and so if there sightlessness is contagious or if they pass it to there children then we are so ****ing screwed.

[QUOTE=DeadSeraphim][size=1][color=indigo][font=arial]I will hide in the hollowed out corpse of a bear, cradling my shotgun and my few remaining shells as I slowly descend into madness. When the zombies find me - and they will - I will kill as many as possible before being finally and viciously taken down by the ravenous horde. Then, when I reach whatever evil destination my soul is destined to go, I will topple the master of that dark place and take my place on his throne, commanding my infinite hordes of evil to pillage and destroy as I tear apart the very fabric between worlds. When I am done, when the world is naught but twisted spires and mountains of rotting flesh, mark my words - you will wish there was still zombies.[/font][/color][/size][/QUOTE] MARRY ME!!!

[quote name='Sojiro47']Are you getting...bored with him? Do you find your self wanting other guys?[/quote] A little.....someone who won't just satnd there letting me slip away,and someone who will hug me for more than a half second. Even my friends hug me longer than that and they know i'm taken. Maybe it's not me with the problem.

[QUOTE=Sojiro47]They're not really trying to turn you lesbian, they're just saying it's posible that you are. But I think not. Anywho... It's good that you feel you know him. Now let me ask this; Do you feel that the relationship is going anywhere?[/QUOTE] I don't know...I can't tell.

[quote name='Lonley Fighter']That's absolutly right, and if you ask me there are a few words in the many dictionaries that need to be either erased or corrected, but then agian if one wasn't really thinking about all the scientific facts about an object that isn't moving then you could casually get away with calling an object inanimate or stationary.[/quote] [I]VERY[/I] true. I think youcan add or change words though. Like ain't. It was added to the dictionary.In fact several words are added to the dictionary yearly. If you got enough poeple to start realizeing that than you could probably change it.

[QUOTE=Sojiro47]Way to tell them Lonley Fighter. Makes me happy. Perhaps we should make a list of questions that could be used to tell whether a relationship is working or not. Kind of like a guild to relationships. Except for the fact, you know, that not all relationship are alike. Lostvoice, do you think that you know him. I mean, [i]really[/i] know him?[/QUOTE] He tells me alot. I do feel like I konow him. And why would anyone be trying to turn me into a lesbian. :animeblus

ummm...Since last year I beleive. We were aquaintences and this year we spent ore time with eachoter.We've been dating for bout a monthe now.

Indeed, but also the earth and even the universe are all is always moveing and since we are in the earth we would be moveing. the only reason we call something stationary is because we can't see it moveing.

[QUOTE=Sojiro47]Nope, but I know boys with cooties. Lostvoice, do you ever try to be like her. I mean, act like her, handle things like her? No right or wrong answer, just wondering.[/QUOTE] I end up losing my temper wen i try handling things ike her and shes picked me up off the ground too many times. No ican't be like her I'm to much like me. But no in some apects we are a like. we both like the same bands same shops same hobbies. She s been alot of help too with my issues but i try hard not to be [I]just[/I] like her, lest we lose our individuality.

[quote name='Lava Lamp][COLOR=SeaGreen][FONT=Tahoma]Except for one girl? What makes her so special?[/FONT'][/COLOR][/quote] I don't know exactly. She was everything I wanted to be. And she was pretty. She had friends and a boyfriend and she could handle situations without violence and.........She was everything Ib wanted to be. I didn't in envy her. In fact we were good friends. (She was even closer friends with Julie.)

[quote name='DeadSeraphim][size=1][color=indigo][font=arial]For awesome Industrial Metal look up The Kovenant.[/font][/color'][/size][/quote] Thanks! anymore? I'm addicted to music. It's my drug.I od'd and now my father saying my hearing is slipping.(But he's a jerk-off so I doin't care.) Oooh! Have you heard of angelspit? The're awsome! Oh,damn! The kovenent is da' ****!

[QUOTE=Lava Lamp][COLOR=SeaGreen][FONT=Tahoma]There is [I]no way[/I] to dump him without hurting him. Also, to tell if you are in love and it's not just one of those grade-school crushes, ask yourself how often do you think about him? How often do you wish you were with him? And the most important question of all, do you look at other guys? [/FONT] [/COLOR][/QUOTE] Uh-Oh! Damn it. I think about [I]everything[/I] often. Iwish Iwas with my frinds or him all the time. And I have caught myself looking at other guys (espeicially the ones at hot topic :catgirl: ). :animestun :animeshy: :animecry: :animedepr [quote name='Charles']Maybe you're gay. Perhaps you should try dating some females and see how that works.[/quote] That sounds interesting. I've alawys sort of wondered but.....it's against my religion and most other girls really piss me off just for being there. Except for one....

Wow! so many quote replys.Not sure witch one to answer... :animeblus :animestun

Am I over-anilyzing things? I have a tendency to do that. I just don't want to hurt him. If I do not really love him than how do I dump him without hurting him? How do you even tell if you are in love? I don't want to screw this up!

hard to do so when you don't know. I don't know. Somethings stopping me. Would it be shameful to say that perhaps I fell in love with the idea of being loved and not the person himself? That seems so low,so very low.