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[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Crazy White Boy [/i] [B]Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn's rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft star that shines at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there. I did not die. [/B][/QUOTE] :( That's really really sweet hun :bawl: (Where'd you get it from?)

I know my school has a site but I can't find it...it wasn't even a site anyway..it was a page set up about 4 years ago saying "woohoo look we now have a new block and 20 more PC's" but abit fnacier heh. I'll keep lookin, but basically my school a sh!thole

Noxi strirred in her sleep. An extra cold night-time-desert like breeze sent a chill down her spine which shocked her into conciousness (sp). She looked around with heavy, tired eyes. Noxi : eh..what's going on? Where is everyone? :confused:

okay people..I tried to put abit of a plot in this (mysterious spaceship shootin down galaxy police) but people seem to have sorta stopped posting or just not puttin much...heh...duno wot more to say...just dont want to abandon game.... ----------------------------------------------------------------------

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Dragon Warrior [/i] [B]"Shall we through him in a hole too?" 2 Goblin monsters brought forth Zack who was in their hands.[/B][/QUOTE] eh, this is gettin confusing now coz there are two diff posts about him :confused: ------------------------------

s'not bad heh... *doesn't dare to say anything cause she doesn't really know what she thinks*

I have to get braces at some point *sigh* I got given a plate about 3 years ago but it really dug into my gum and I kept catching my tounge on it but my dentest refused to admit any thing was wrong with it so I just stopped wearing it. I have to have a plate for at least a year though and then I'll have to have train tracks *YUK YUK YUK YUK* for another 2 years or something. I have too many teeth for my mouth is the problem..so even if we try and straighten them all out it's still gona be too crowded in there *sigh* I just want 'em to rip 'em all out and then just stick 'em back in where they should be and the spair ones can go away cause I din't need 'em. I've got two sets of vampire fangs plus my K9's :bawl: Like a pair coming from right up at the top of my gum and going over it which look like proper fangs you'd get in a movie...and then the teeth next to my K9's are twisted round so they are completely sideways on and look like out of place fangs :bawl: I hate my mouth!

erm....I think it will have to be just a big hug lol...that'll be quite a progression from where we are right now heh tis like... *larz* *Ian* all the time *big anime sweat drop*

awww I ain't gona hang you hun, but apart from not allowing swearing (for good reasons) I don't think this place is that restrictive...as for other boards..can't help you mate, sorry...

okay, Chibby Trunks is now Aries (I checked) but I don't have time to PM him cause my PC's mashed up again and wont load any other pages so I'm gona shut it down before I wipe my whole drive :wigout: hope that helps....

heh well since I re-registered and all that I'm now member 1186...but still that ain't bad I guess.....:)

well I might actually have a bf for valentines day now cause I pulled someone I only knew vaguely (sp) at a nightclub about 2 hours ago heh...but it still doesn't make me think anything good about the day and I still want Jay back more than anything but I'm accepting that he's being a complete tw@t at the moment so I should just try and give him space and maybe if he sees that I can get other guys almost whenever I want but I still love him, he'll realise what a fool he was...heh....oh I duno... VALENTINE'S DAY SUCKS

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Blanko_el-miez [/i] [B]this my not even fit in to your cattagories but SHAPESHIFTER i would love to be able to change to different things like a dragon and other things cause i cant choose just one so i can be all of them by being a shapeshifter [/B][/QUOTE] Hey good idea!...but if you were a demon who could shape shift then you would live alot longer and probably be stronger than average too in whatever form you took on...(as long as you were a useful kinda demon lol)

If you could choose a job you have always wanted or a job that pays $150,000 a year which would you choose? [COLOR=red] $150,000 a year of course lol whatever that works out as with the current exchange rate, it's probably more than my dream job would ever pay :D[/COLOR] If you could choose one person from the boards and have them as a sibling who would it be?? [COLOR=red] Heh, this might be cheating but I'd have dragonballzman lol yes my REAL brother, but he's not that bad at all really ;)[/COLOR] If you would choose one person to be a father and one to be a mother to you from the boards who would they be? [COLOR=red] Mother = Lady Macaiodh Father = Transtic Nerve[/COLOR] If you were bounded to stay in ONE section of otaku what would it be? [COLOR=red]General Discussion[/COLOR] If you had to choose a mansion in the middle of the city, or a shack in the middle of the forest which would you chooose? [COLOR=red] Probably the mansion :D[/COLOR] If you were dying what would be your last words?[COLOR=red]"It was all in vain"[/COLOR] If you had to choose one person to kill you who would it be? [COLOR=red] ooooh toughy....whoever means the most to me at the time..[/COLOR] If you had to choose from a Ferari for 2 years or a hondai for the rest of your life which would you choose? [COLOR=red]Ferari!!!! :rolleyes:[/COLOR]

that's really sad hunny. I hope all the best for everyone involved :(....

wasn't there a post in GD from him sayin he couldn't get onto his account??? I'm not sure, might be an idea to check it out....

I guess I'd give a kidney if it was something like saving my brothers life...I'm not that selfish...but a total stranger or just someone I don't know very well, then no.....

hmmm I'm so cut up about Jay that I dint bother to put that in yr8 I kept tryin to kill myself...and I still would right now (now yr11). I'm not going to go into what made me want to kill myself..but basically sense told me that nothing was worth it cause it would hurt for a few months then things would get better for a while before going downhill again...and those 'up' moments would probably be worth having. Instead I turned to self-harm because I hated myself so much and it was a way of physically showing the pain people were making me feel inside. Scary thing is though, that if I ever lose it that badly again then I will kill myself and most of my friends know this and worry alot when I get depressed. I'm a wrek right now...but I've only cut myself...I'm not going to die over Jay...might go into hospital thought cause I'm living on less than 1 bowl of cereal a day and getting hardly any sleep and keep collapsing and not being able to move outa bed :( :bawl:

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Panny Chan ;) [/i] [B] wow!! I :love: Marilyn!! What a cool song! [/B][/QUOTE] Heh...not one of his greatest...but I love the guy. Marilyn Manson been my fave bands for just ova 3 years solid now :D Fave songs at the mo: 'Lamb of god' 'Coma black' 'In the shadow of the valley of death' 'Last day on earth' All time faves: 'My monkey' 'The reflecting god' 'Sweet dreams' (as you can probably tell I'm into the more mellow Mazz at the moment ;))

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by DuoGod of Death [/i] [B]If a complete stranger came up to you and said that he was your sibling what would you do? If that stranger was proven to be your sibling what would you do? If you could chooose one way to die what would it be? If you had to choose you or your lover to die who shall it be? If a person asked whats more important Friends or lovers what would you say? [/B][/QUOTE] 1) Ignore them and walk off.... 2) Apollogise when introduced to them formally, but explain how it seemed like a stupid wind-up 3) Slit my wrists and bleed to death...or maybe take an over dose of paracetomol cause once it's in your system there's no turning back cause it can't be pumped out... 4) Me...I don't value my life more than many people...and I'd deff die for Jay or Daz 5) Friends.....they forgive you and take you back once your lovers thrown you away...

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by DuoGod of Death [/i] [B]If.... If you were only allowed one possesion what would it be and why??? If the law said that you had to eat bugs to be able to drive would you? If you could only choose one, whos life would you save? If a man had a knife to you and said "strip" would you? If the love of your life came up to you and said they would go out with you, under one condition you get rid of your best friend who would you pick? Thats all I can think of right now...I will think of some more later....(So I was bored sue me) [/B][/QUOTE] 1) My PC --> cause it has music, pictures, games, word, a clock, calander, and interent access so I can communicate with people via MSN, e-mails and texts :p 2) Only if you can eat gummy bugs instead :D 3) Daz's or Jay's.....I'm really not sure....when it came to the crunch probably Daz's cause I've always chosen him over Jay before...but I'm not sure....:nervous: 4) No, I would rather he slit my throat :eek: 5) I don't really have a best friend so if certain gits came back (:bawl: ooh wish that was true) I would take 'em no probs.

haha yea you got the no lives right. I'm meant to be going to the cinema later today, but I really don't know if I can be bothered..and if I don't go I'm prob just gona go back to sleep or stay on the net heh :o

I only ever really post when I feel that I can actually say something useful in a topic. At the moment I'm stuck in the phase of, I've replied to everything I can already without just saying usless jubberish...so I check for new topics and sometimes browse the old ones...but I can't really post that much. *sigh* looks like it might be nearing the point again when I have to leave for a month or sommat in hope that when I come back everything will seem crispy fresh again. That's what I have done about twice before, coz as much as I love this place it can get a little repetative if you don't take a break...just like everything else in life...

I wana be a demon of some kind...pref one that looks like a fit human girl or has cat ears and tail lol :D

re-occuring nightmares suck. I have about 4 that I've had regularly (by that I mean when I do have nightmares it's normally one of them) since I was about 8 or something. Not nice, cause once it starts I know exactly how it's gona end and I can hear myself somewhere in my conciousness going "oh sh!t not this again, come on wake up you fool you know how it ends" but it'll take ages before I actually wake myself up :nervous: