velvet paws

[b]Romantic:[/b] well I've probably dont alot of things that can be classed as romantic but I never remember or really notice cause if I knew I was doing them I would stop and repent at once heh :blush: The most romantic thing I can remember was this new years just gone..I spent the nite sharin a double bed matress on the floor by an open fire with Jay...who sent me a txt from downstairs at midnite sayin how much he loved me then came up with fresh rounds of punch lol.......*hmmmmm misses him again :bawl:* [b]Depressing:[/b] well that would be me now without Jay. Seeing him at the pub on fridays and not daring to say anything to him because he's with Lee and Lee's a nasty tw@t to me :( I want him back more than anything cause he'd said for ova a year that he loved me and things were going great then he ditched me thursday last week and stopped talkin to me and wouldn't give me a reason. Apparently it's cause he fancies someone else and didn't think it was fair on me..he gets his little head messed up about stuff like that sometimes and cuts himself off from the people he doesn't want to hurt...inadvertantly hurting me so much I'm living off 2 nutri-grain bars a day and getting a max of 5 hours sleep a night *sigh* :bawl:

She was the color of TV her mouth curled under like a metal snake although Holy Wood was sad they'd remember this as Valentine's day flies are waiting In the Shadow of the Valley of Death In the Shadow of the Valley of Death slit our wrists and send us to heaven the first flower after the flood I saw that pregnant girl today she didn't know that it was dead inside even though it was alive some of us are really born to die flies are waiting In the Shadow of the Valley of Death In the Shadow of the Valley of Death slit our wrists and send us to heaven the first flower after the flood In the Shadow of the Valley of Death In the Shadow of the Valley of Death

heehee kool :D *...checks all clear...* :devil: haha and sooo true...

um....yea....I don't get it :( and if there's nothing to actually get then, um, sorry but er...yea...you lost me...:blackeye:

Well my heart been all broke-ed so I dont give 2 figs about valentines day..not that I ever did...I just dispise the way the whole idea of it is rubbed into my face everywhere I look when all I posses is a 'black tangled heart' (heehee silverchair song)

:sleep: [EDIT] heh no idea wot's happenin but this seems to have gone dead rite now, until sum1 kicks it into life again...*cough*plot*cough* [/EDIT]

um....because all the adults believe we are niaeve (sp) in this all so complicated world they created??? okay....so I can't actully think of one except adults like to think they know more just cause they've been around longer, which isn't always true cause (heehee tiny example) I have to help my mum and mates with their dating and I've only ever had 1 serious relationship and they expect all theirs to be true love kinda thing and for me to know exactly what to do all the time...weird *shrugs*

I'm an organ doner....but only in the sense of when I'm dead they can have what they want kinda thing....not willing to give a kidney or ne thin while I'm still healthy, heh call me selfish :blush:

it's not actually that surprising I'm afraid. Humans are stupid people in general and often those who we think have the world on a gold plate feel pressured into being superhuman and do stupid things because of it... :rolleyes: :flaming:

On a less morbid note.....I jumped on my mate Adam's back earlier today at the pub and I didn't know he was stoned until he kept wobbling and I asked what was up (cause I'm very light and he never normally has a problem) and he told me..but I was very hyper and begged him not to stop and to try not to fall over...and we were in the pub garden which is only quite narrow and has the river at the end...and we sorta got really close ot the river...and them Adam slipped and we went falling down and my hand skimmed the water but I jumped the minute we landed so I dint fall in I just sort of rolled along the grass a while heh...he got his foot wet though...:D:rolleyes: :p er....yea ha, spose it's more stupid than freaky....okay and maybe you had to be there too....oh well :blush:

I do weird stuff all the time but I never usually remember it. I think the stuff people most often comment is my reaction/obsession with death....... If a pet dies then I slip into denial and just bawl my eyes out a few days later...but if it's a creature I didn't know then I want to play with it. I have a snake which I have to feed pinkies (fur-less baby mice)(always get them frozen in a bag from pet shop)..and I got bored one day in the car and so I raced two pinki's across my leg until my mum yelled at me tellin me it was sick...and then the other day she gave me some fuzzies (baby mice that have fur but r still blind) and as I got one out to defrost it I started stroking it because it's fur was so lovely and soft. Now you might say those are just sick..but I really freaked my ex bf out with the next thing. On our way to the chip shop at dinner (on a school day) we were walking along the main road when we saw a dead crow lying on its side in a puddle. I just felt so sorry for the poor thing and even though I knew it was probably full of maggots it looked perfect...and I just had this urge to get it and rap it in a blanket and walk round cradling it in my arms. I didn't actually do it but I told my friends cause the feeling wouldn't go away all day and they were well grosed out and asked me why. My reason was "crows are lovely creatures and that poor thing would never have been loved in it's whole life and now it was dead and left to rot in a puddle. All I wanted to do was give it the love and respect it deserved now that life had used it and thrown it away." Heh....:sleep:

hospital food can be really nice if you get it from the proper canteen and not the scabby stuff they give you on little trays heehee ;) you'll be alright hunny, don't fret :D

ha just how I'm feeling right now! Nice one!

Lee Richardson got moved down a year because he never turned up to school so he couldn't take his GCSE course without re-doing year 9 as well. He's as bright as me if not more...it's just he's lazy and had alot worse attendance than me. So he got moved down to my year and was in all the top groups and behaved himself...then in year 10 (what should have been his year 11 and the end not start of his GCSE course) he stopped coming regularly again. He had to take his exams at the same time as everyone else his age and when we all went into year 11 they said because he was 17 and had done the exams they wouldn't take him back. Thing is he didn't show to most of them and left school with only an I.T grade and nothing else :( His own silly fault, don't know why I'm feeling sorry for him, he's a stupid ba$t@rd! *Hates* :flaming: :flaming: :flaming: :butthead:

heehee a little cheesy but aren't all valentine poems? Very nice though...wont hear a word said against it... :p :D

Mihoshi dragged herself out of the wrekage just in time to be grabbed by her top and lifted into the air by a unstable looking Nagi. [b]Mihoshi :[/b] er....heh-heh....can I help you? *big anime sweat drop* [b]Nagi :[/b] yes! your an officer! tell me where to find Ryoko!.... [b]Mihoshi :[/b] Ryoko???....er....I don't know....my ship was attacked and I just crashlanded...:blackeye: [b]Nagi :[/b] :eek: she shot down your ship!!!??? :flaming: Mihoshi squirmed alot, frantically waving her arms. [b]Mihoshi :[/b] no! no! no! no! no!...I don't know who it was..but it wasn't Ryoko!!.........:( .....I don't think anyway heh :blush:

Noxi made her way over to the others. She stared at the strange creature in amazment. Noxi : please tell me I look nothing like that......I mean I know I'm bigger and walk on all fours.......but isn't he like, a serpent of some kind....and I've got scales and wings too...and fangs....:nervous: *closes her mouth quickly to hide them* Ken : No. You definatly look like a dragon to me...only your eyes seem softer..*stares into them a moment then looks away in shame as he remembers about his own eyes strangeness* This has to be some kind of cross breed.... Noxi : oh....as long as your sure....because for all I don't remember anything...I feel strange :blackeye:

:eek: well i think he just summed everything up! :blush: Just so I don't feel useless....I believe love is an emotion you learn through interaction with people/other creatures.....to try and explain this.....a child does not love it's parents the minute it is born....it learns to love them by realising what they sacrifice for it and how they offer it protection, security and effection. As it grows older it passes this emotion on to other people it interacts with.....

:haha: Now I SERIOUSLY doubt that is at all real :haha:

I can't really think of anything......except I seem to have this gift of being able to easily confuse people or freak them out just by doing random 'me' things..........:cross: :sleep:

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Raiha [/i] [B][COLOR=royalblue]This RPG needs a story outline...I feel like it's mindless killing.....therefore I have no idea what to do.[/COLOR] [/B][/QUOTE] yea...:worried:

I'm a tiger hahaha I already knew that cause I'm same as my dad even though we were born in diff years. :D My mum and bro horses! hahahaha :haha:

Okay I'm game...and I'm single anyway so no1 can get annoyed at me heh ^_^ Name : Velvet Paws Real Name : Larz D (nick name but every1 calls me it :D) Age : 15 (16 in April) Grade : 11 Sex : Female Interests : Animie/manga .... playing my bass .... listening to rock/metal/punk/grunge/ska/industrial *phew long list ^_^; * .... oh and I [b]LOVE[/b] cherries and toffee heehee

Real name sucks : Layla Dolman :flaming: Nick name kool : Larz D :D Board name : could be better...only chose it cause it's a neutral non-specific kind of name...

*shudders* I hate feet and everything about feet! They scare me :nervous: I have dropped arches on my feet. Meant to do physio' for it but I can never be bothered cause I'd have to do it everyday and yet it will take months for any kind of result. As long as I don't need to be too flexable or athletic I'm okay though..cause it puts alot of strain on my leg tendons :blackeye: