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[This was first posted in the really bad day topic but I thought asking it as a more direct question would help me get some responces. I have to go offline soon but I'll check back tomorrow for advice. Please help because I'm desperate to sort this out. I also wondered if there was anyway my mum saying she didn't want to support me and gave permission for me to move out (read and you'll understand) would affect getting me a flat any better or just foster parents :confused:] well...my mum just annouced she "wanted fu*k all to do with me and I could move the fu*k out because she refuses to provide for me any longer" nice heh :o Sticking to her point we are TOTALLY out of food over here and I have no money to buy any myself because I owe some friends who are very picky about being paid on time (they'll go all funny with my mum cause she owes them too and she's given me a good yelling about how I have to pay them despite anything else! The fact she's paying them late means nothing to her..bet she claims I'm the one still oweing as she'll deliver it)...therefore I have not eaten all day because she refused to go to the bank and get any money to go shopping...where as she had and again will have tomorrow at least £2 for her dinner at work AND the oppertunity to get to the bank during her break...lovely woman.. That's about the worst that's happened today but I still think it's pretty bad. I'm only just 16 and I'm gagging to get out of my house! Really want to find out how I can get a council flat and support myself. My bf is soon to be 18 and he's desperate to leave as well so my current dream is to move into a flat with him and we both get jobs (not to stay forever as a couple, just as a way to support ourselves better and I guess develope our relationship..but initally as friends)(He works part time for an uncle getting £50+ a week and does one day at college. I get £50 a month off my mum and she wont let me get a job until July when the exams are finished but I could apply for a few I've found that are evenings and weekends, ranging from 3 to 20 hours a week at £3.11 an hour (£9.33 a week min. or £62.20 a week max.) Oh, but bad thing is my bf smokes so at least £3 a week needs to go on fags and that's if he cuts down to about 4 a day which I doubt he'll manage. I'll be full time at college in August but if you live on your own they give you extra money help and stuff. Anyway...the only other option is moving 26 miles away to live with my gran who is very frial, lives in the middle of nowhere (not even a bus station for at least 25mins walk) and she's christian which doesn't go down well with my Tool, Marilyn Manson, Cradle of Filth, Converge type way of life. Any idea's how I can do this? My dad can't afford to take me in and I wouldn't really want to because I get scared loadz he'll beat me even though he hasn't in a long while..he still scares me when he gets cross..which is very easy to do.

Nope, can't say that I have. Where have you seen it?

I can remember a few because I keep having strange dreams lately...but I don't really want to go into what happened. I will see what happens with tonights dream..but basically the last 3 maybe 4 have involved minor roles of my 2month bf Ian, where I always end up losing him near the start and then finding him at the end or the other way round. Each time I'm not destressed he's gone and I'm not looking for him..but when I find him I'm calm again dispite what ever's happened to me and I stay with him. But in each dream he'll be drinking or smoking fags (which he does in real life) when I find him...but he wont have touched either when I was with him before, heh i dunno. I also get lost in a large buliding or kidnapped each time and in two of them my quite recent ex bf has been there. He was with his best friend, and they both tried cussing me down (they been doing that alot IRL lately) and then just as they go something will happen and I'll chase after my ex because he's the only one I feel can help me even though I know I'll have to seriously persude him to...heh. Any ideas? I'll post my next dream when I get online tomorrow evening...tis 4.24am now :eek:

Every now and then if I'm lucky I can get a good come back out. Once this girl forced herself into my dance group when we were going to do the KanKan (sp?). We'd already spent 2 lesson's on it and were enjoying ourselves but she kept complaining about how she didn't want to do it and I can't remember exactly what she was moaning about at the time but it was aimed at me and I just turned round and spat back "at least I can get my knee's higher than my f**king ankles!" (she was quite...okay...rather over-weight and normally I wouldn't comment but I was really p**sed with her). At the moment it's really hard because these 2 guys are being A'holes to me and just cussin me when ever they can really and I can't ever come up with anything decent back because although I can often think of something that I know will hurt them...well I'm too scared to because I don't want to hurt one of them. It's Jay being a tw@t and dragging Lee into it for support when I start to get the better of him in a fight...but I'm still too soft on Jay after all we've been through together to upset him as much as I know I can and might (that is MIGHT) make him stop.... :worried:

:drunk: Ewwww I really do not want to see the Rock flashing himself about! That breif 10secs or so in The Mummy Returns was questionable enough >_< Oh well...as long as he never talks I suppose...his voice is just as annoying as his phyisical pressence on the screen to me BLAH!

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by PiroMunkie [/i] [B][SIZE=1][color=red]Types of Love: [list] [*][b]Puppy Love[/b] - A crush on a famous person or person of authority [/color] Nope never had that one... [color=red][*][b]Infatuation[/b] - Sets the persons emotions before their own. Only cares to make the other person happy no matter how they feel. [/color] Hmmm yep been down that path with Daz...also a little with Jay I guess... [color=red][*][b]Addiction[/b] - Can't live without the person[/color] Again I've been through this with Daz... [color=red][*][b]Romantic[/b] - Ruled by the heart, not the head[/color] How can you really tell? Every now and then I listen to what I know is right rather than what I want..but which way round does it go? How do you know? [color=red][*][b]Erotic[/b] - A purely sexual and physical relationship[/color] I can't cope with this kind of relationship and have never and will never be in one... [color=red][*][b]Mature[/b] - A combination of physical attraction with a solid freindship and commitment. One could call this "true love"[/color] Heh...I'm working on it..dunno if me and Ian can get there but we'll see.... [/list] [color=red]Any of those sound familiar to any of you? Like James, I also do not really believe in "love at first sight". You can't just meet a person for the first time and just be thinking "this is who I'm going to spend the rest of my life with". Chances are it is more to the effect of "Holy crap, she/he is so freakin hott! I wonder if she/he will go out with me..?" That is probably the truth in a high majority.[/color] Yuh-huh I agree with you there. I personally admit to thinking that many a time..or more like "frikin hell they're so hot! dam me being so ugly I ain't even going to embarrass myself trying" heh, I'm low on confidence. [color=red]For all you know this person is homosexual if you are straight, or straight if you are homosexual. Therefore it could never work out the way you would want it to. [/color] :bawl: The cruel-cruel truth! So many people I've wanted to try a relationship with but I'm scared because I don't want them to kick the cr@p outa me for hitting on them if they ain't that way inclind. [color=red] The kind of love you want to feel when you know you've met the person you want to marry is the "Mature love" described above.[/color] Still wish I knew how to tell and get there heh :blush: [color=red] ... I hope that made at least a tiny bit of sense...[/size][/color] [/B][/QUOTE]

Does anyone else get what all the fuss is about? The Queen mum died earlier this week and it's all over the news saying "she touched the hearts of everyone" and stuff. She never did anything for me or anyone I know, we never met her, we forgot she existed half of the time.... I understand she was Royalty and all of that "the last in the bloodstream of englands true kings and queens" or something..but she was really old...her time was up..she'd already had several strokes...it was inevitable. When a normal person dies they get nothing like this. Just because she was born a higher class why does she get treated better and everyone in the country is told the 'tradgic' news? I also think it's sick..all these plans of touring the coffin round the country for about a week before it's burried. She's a bloody corpse! For the same reason I don't get why they have 4 poor men having to stand arround all day guarding it when it's not on a plane somewhere.... Can I have veiws and maybe a little insite into this matter??

Hmmmm interesting. I always knew Otaku as meaning anime fan and I thought it was nice (spelling, meaning and pronounciation all kind of pretty)...after that insightful link though I'm abit 'iffy' about it heh :p

:eek: wow I didn't even know that there where that many Godzilla films! :drunk: Yea I'd love to see king kong win, maybe one day he'll evolve into a HUGE person! :D ....:nervous: eh-heh...okay I was joking....

Get hiddiously drunk with friends while out at a club after a HUGE M Donalds haha :D

well...my mum just annouced she "wanted fu*k all to do with me and I could move the fu*k out because she refuses to provide for me any longer" nice heh :o Sticking to her point we are TOTALLY out of food over here and I have no money to buy any myself because I owe some friends who are very picky about being paid on time (they'll go all funny with my mum cause she owes them too and she's given me a good yelling about how I have to pay them despite anything else! The fact she's paying them late means nothing to her..bet she claims I'm the one still oweing as she'll deliver it)...therefore I have not eaten all day because she refused to go to the bank and get any money to go shopping...where as she had and again will have tomorrow at least £2 for her dinner at work AND the oppertunity to get to the bank during her break...lovely woman.. That's about the worst that's happened today but I still think it's pretty bad. I'm only just 16 and I'm gagging to get out of my house! Really want to find out how I can get a council flat and support myself. My bf is soon to be 18 and he's desperate to leave as well so my current dream is to move into a flat with him and we both get jobs (He works part time for an uncle getting £50+ a week and does one day at college. I get £50 a month off my mum and she wont let me get a job until July when the exams are finished but I could apply for a few I've found that are evenings and weekends, ranging from 3 to 20 hours a week at £3.11 an hour (£9.33 a week min. or £62.20 a week max.) Oh, but bad thing is my bf smokes so at least £3 a week needs to go on fags and that's if he cuts down to about 4 a day which I doubt he'll manage. I'll be full time at college in August but if you live on your own they give you extra money help and stuff. Anyway...the only other option is moving 26 miles away to live with my gran who is very frial, lives in the middle of nowhere (not even a bus station for at least 25mins walk) and she's christian which doesn't go down well with my Tool, Marilyn Manson, Cradle of Filth, Converge type way of life. Any idea's how I can do this? My dad can't afford to take me in and I wouldn't really want to because I get scared loadz he'll beat me even though he hasn't in a long while..he still scares me when he gets cross..which is very easy to do.

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by shibatku [/i] [B]I'd have to agree with all of you because I just can't tell it I thought it was a J name, heck at first I thought it was Boba himself. I guess I was wrong. Thanks for the information. [/B][/QUOTE] haha same here :) we are so dense :rolleyes: heehee j/k...well not really in my case...anyhow I'm gona go watch that preview again and see what I think he says cause there's so much despute. ;)

I posted the picture I use for my sig in a topic in the art section of otakuboards.com When you've posted it as an attatchment, open it up and just right click on it to get the properties. Those are what you want to post as the link in your sig. :)

Death upsets me as far as other things that I'm close to dying goes..but as for myself..I'm only scared of dying alone. I think about death all the time and I treat it as any other choice you have in life. I'm 85% in agreement with suicide (there are exceptions when I think it's just stupid and the person was a retard not to see an obvious alternative) but if push came to pull sure I'd do it myself. As for the sudden unpredicted death...well...sh!t happens. I sit there sometimes thinking that at any minute something could happen and I'd die...then I just end up wishing and waiting for the 1 in whatever chance that it will happen right then. Sometimes I don't mind the idea of dying alone..but right now I care about a someone too much to want to die alone. I'd rather perish in their arms...well at least somewhere close to them if I can't actually manage to reach them...anyway... The song in my sig. is "fear of dying" by jack off jill..and the last few lines i missed off go "I'm just afraid of losing and I am afraid of dying... without you yes I do and I hope you do too" NOTE: since posting on this topic I have removed "fear of dying" from my sig.

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Ice Dragon v2 [/i] [B]1. You're part of an invasion force and your commander is a total nutcase (aka trigger-happy) about war. Would you rather follow his orders and die or just run??? [COLOR=blue]Follow and die. What's the point in running? He'll just kill you horribly for being a deserter..[/COLOR] 2. Your in a room filled with hydrogen tanks and you hear one of the tanks leak. Would you try to find the leak and patch it up or would you light up a match (if you're a pyromaniac that is) [COLOR=blue]Depends what the situation is. If I can get out alive (er..I'll try to explain..if I've been capured by a gang who plan to torture me until I give answers and there's no way out or something like that so I know I'll die anyway) right, well if I COULD get out alive I would patch it up, but if I couldn't then I would light the match when the room is suitably full.[/COLOR] 3. What's worse: an all-out assualt by the Gundams or the Valkyrie series from Macross/Robotech???[COLOR=blue]Ummm...Gundams...maybe...?[/COLOR] 4. If you want to get rid the worlds from all the dictators, who would you get rid off first and why??[COLOR=blue]No idea[/COLOR] 5. What's worse: being persistent or being arrogant???[COLOR=blue]Arrogant because sometimes persistance pays off..[/COLOR] 6. Another what's worse question :rolleyes: and it's my last one. So what's worse: getting nuked or getting firebombed??[COLOR=blue]Firebombed because you're more likely to realise what's happening and suffer longer[/COLOR] [/B][/QUOTE]

I'm too lazy to do any sport although I used to love gymnastics and netball when I was further down in the school and I did tack up skate bparding for a while. :)

I'm not particularly keen on either of them but I'd have to say that Star Wars is by far the best listed :)

I agree that it's the usage of a word that decides whether it is 'bad' or not. For instance, if you called someone a name and you intended it to hurt them or descriminate them in some way then that word will most likely be or become a bad word....:wigout:

Yeah I like Akira and Monster City and stuff like that...have got Goku midnight eye but not seen it yet.

I'm lucky to be born into a family that just 'manages'. My parents split up 5 months ago but they are still friends. It took 5 constant years of stress and arguments, but it's all for the best and things are good now. Both of them are always in debt to someone, and we've often had threats of baylifs (sp) and times when you had to eat all the food you were given at dinner because there'd be no more until the next day no matter how hungry you were. Often you had to wait months just to get a new pair of cheap-o trainers too. We still managed to have a TV and a telephone though, even though alot of the time we were on incoming calls only and had to give up sky. Now we're doing okay...enough money to get the stuff we need and a little to spair for treat foods, going to the cinema etc. As for me personally...we'll I've been bullied for a year at junior school but after a month or so I stood my own ground and ended up just fighting everyday instead of being a complete victim. Sometimes I even won. I have a very low self confidence but I feel that year has thought me not to take sh!t if I don't have to and I feel stronger for it. I also went through a suicidal patch..but hey I'll stop rambling now heh :blush:

I have a bass and electric guitar :) I only ever play the bass though..too lazy to learn much lead guitar for a while, I intend to master the bass first ;)

I?ve never really sat back and watched shows with comedians before but I thought it might make an interesting topic to see who you guys liked. I watched some Billy Connaly a while back and I thought he was quite good. I especailly love the line ?she violated me!? though I can?t remember which video it was on. My b/f Ian introduced me to Eddy Izzard this week and after watching 2 video?s all I can say is I LOVE THE GUY! HE RULES! For those of you that don?t know he?s a transvestite but he?s soooo kool, love his make up and his lovely little PVC trousers. My fave gag at the moment would have to be the bee?s one and Noah (played by Sean Connery) wanting everyone with long hair and ears on one side of the (speed-boat style) arch heehee. ?I?m covered in bees!? heehee love that line :D Aparently he?s thinking of introducing me to Harry Hill :confused: we?ll soon see what all that?s about. Anyway let me know what you?re into :)

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by phoenixflames [/i] [B]I'm just a stupid tomboy who couldn't cheerlead to save her life, but anyways, good luck at the tryouts! [/B][/QUOTE] Awww don't put yourself down hun. Nuttin wrong with being a Tomboy and don't go callin yourself stupid in the same sentence. I could never be a really good cheerleader even after a year or so of none stop flexing and training so your not the only one. You'll have some other talent. :)

heehee little squirrel dude all the way :D

I'm not going to say anything regarding the fact that he was a satanist, because that's just condeming the rest of them to even more ill feeling and bad press than they already get and most I feel don't deserve. (I know 1 or 2 people who could be classed as satanists and I myself have been miss stero-typed it many times since I listen to Cradle of Filth, Converge, Tool and Emperor etc) The fact that he was obviously mentally unstable and the Judge's seemed to over look this blatantly obvious dangerous fact, heh well I don't know whether to laugh or to cry for their stupidity. I think I will weep for our spieces instead and pray that we learn to be more intelligent before we destroy ourselves and everything around us.... :worried: