Bishie

Hmm..I can think of a quote that basically sums up love ^_^ Im not sure where i found it tho..but bleh! "Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but looking together in the same direction" Its kinda true when you think about it ne?

*chuckles* ahh my views on newbie-dom. Personally i think it is both a good thing and a bad thing to be a newbie. Being new to something isn't the nicest experience in the world lol. When it comes to OB..it doesn't matter wether a newbie is lurking somewhere *grins* everyone on here is friendly and can actually have decent conversations. However-When it comes to chatrooms i cant STAND newbies! I am a reg in a chatroom online and i despise newbies that come in to torment the other regs..or scroll..or use big scary, eye-blinding fonts. I tend to make snide little comments like "Inferior newbs" or something..chatroom newbies just annoy me! ARGH! But some newbies are cool. Because of course, even regs had to be newbies at some point in time ^_^ Those that come into chatrooms or whatever to make friends..and dont use big scary fonts are usually welcomed with open arms and loose their "newbie" status lol Its kinda scary how discrimination exsists on the internet..isnt it? *sigh* ahh well I hope no-one flames me for this! I LOVE YOU ALL! REALLY I DO!! ^__^

Hmmm..I was actually having some major jealousy problems a few days ago..JEALOUSY IS EVIL!!! O_o But yeah. I feel it is true, that if you don't get jealous over someone or something, your feelings arent as strong as they could be. Also, when someone is jealous..it can be a sign that they really care for you. argggh!! its so confusing *twitches*

Hmmm... Im not really sure what to say here. I went through a year long phase of this myself. I was fed-up with waking up and doing the same thing day-after-day-after-day. I wanted to run away. I get like that when im in one place for too long, i get restless and want an adventure. But yeah..i can totaly relate to what your saying. And as Doukeshi03 said in her post. Change is good! well..she didn't say *that* but still..its a close summary. Perhaps you should try something new..have an adventure! I moved countrys *chuckles* it worked for me..lol

*cackles* I don't zone out much. Even if i do have only about 2 hours sleep, i just swallow coffee..or random stuff to keep me hyper O_o However i do have an *really* bad habbit of letting my mind wander in algebra *twitches* so i guess ya can call that zoning out. My teacher would call on me to answer a problem and i'd be thinking about an RP-post or an e-mail or anime..or something. I think he spent that entire class-course thinking i was an idiot..i suprised him when i passed my exam though *cackles*

Hmmm...*twitches* Im kinda, nocturnal ^__^ I have no problem falling asleep in the day. Wether it be in class or just random falling asleep at home *smirks* However when it comes to around 9pm im *wide* awake and i don't usually end up getting to sleep until 3/4am O_o!! When i don't have school..this is a good thing. When i have to get up at 6am the next morning, im practically dead..i just swallow coffee and trudge out of the door and im pretty much comatose for the rest of the day *giggles* But onto my *weird* sleeping habbits. Once upon a time i *had* to have silence to sleep, and even though i toss and turn alot now..if i don't have music in the background i stay wide awake, the silence unnerves me @_@!! so i usually put on "Sarah Mclachlan" or "Soundscapes" on my cable tv ^__^ I usually fall asleep within 15 minutes then. I also can't sleep unless i have a heavy pillow draped over my ears..or head O_o Im not sure..*what* started this. I think it was because my sister would wake up really early and i put it over my head to block out the noise of her moving about, but now im used to the pressure so i can't sleep without it! one day im gonna end up suffocating myself i swear lol. I also can't sleep without two stuffed toys *blushes* one of them is "Yuki-lion" and the other is "Quatre" two of my dearest friends gave them to me..so i can never sleep well if they're somewhere that isnt on my bed. I also move about alot, i never keep one position for more than 5 minutes O_o Sometimes i wake up and my body is in the weirdest angles lol I also have an AC in my room now..i hate sleeping when its hot. I can't sleep with the light on either.. see..im just weird O_o *cackles and scampers*

Hmmm..what have i done? Lemme think *twitches* I am proud to say I have become a full-time internet junkie again ^___^ Not much to do really, in good ol' Viriginia USA lol. I usually lurk about in my newly air conditioned lair(my room ^_^) with a horde of food, random anime stuff, mp3's and my trusty net-connection lol. All my friends are in England lol. I so need a life *twitches* ahh well! its all good. Im sorry if this made no sense at all. its 3am lol

[b]Member Name:[/b] Bishie [b]Forum Member Names:[/b] Bishie [b]Member Since:[/b] 24th April 2003 [b]Current Status:[/b] Newbie [b]Nicknames:[/b] Bishie, Bish [b]Favourite Forums:[/b] Otaku Lounge, Aventure Arena [b]Favourite RPG:[/b]The "Grand" Kyouiku Exchange [b]Favourite Threads:[/b] [b]Favourite Smiley:[/b] I dont' really have one O_o i like them all!! [b]Most Memorable Moment:[/b] Figuring out how to use the "Quote" thingy on posts ^_^ [b]Quotable Quote:[/b] "O_O" ~Braidless Baka [b]Words of Wisdom:[/b] "EEP!!" [b]Wish to be remembered for:[/b] Random insane bouncey posts!! ^_^ [b]Desired Epitaph:[/b] "Mweha!" [b]Favourites:[/b] Being a full-time-loyal internet-junkie ^_^ Role-playing, Writing, Singing, Bishounen O_o Pink shiny objects ^___^ [b]I Will...[/b] [b]......My dear computer "Shou-Shou"[/b] to ..[b]Braidless Baka[/b] -- I know she'd be well taken care of!! [b]......My Gravitation collection & "Yuki lion"[/b] to...[b]Doukeshi03[/b] -- Yuki would be returning home ^_^ and i wouldn't want her to forget Shuichi would I? *chuckles* [b]......Other random objects[/b] to...[b]Anyone that would want to take them O_o[/b] [b]MOST AND BEST![/b] [b] Most likely to succeed:[/b] James [b]Most likely to secede:[/b] Eh? *blank look* [b]Worst Spelling:[/b] Im not..exactly sure O_o [b]Best Poster:[/b] Braidless Baka, Doukeshi03, Queen Asuka, James, Walnut [b]Best Couple:[/b] eeeeerm? X_x [b]Best Writer:[/b] Ack! its a tie! I'd have to say Braidless Baka and Doukeshi03 around the boards and off. THEY ARE FANTASTIC!!!! [b]Craziest:[/b] Braidless Baka...there really is no contest *twitches* [b]Interesting-er-ist:[/b] Everyone here ^_^ [b]Random Award:[/b] Doukeshi03....its for the lurking!! and the scaring people half-to-death *grumbles* [b]Best Idea for an RP:[/b] Braidless Baka...not sure *why* she just constantly inspires me with thoughts for RP...shes a great muse!! [b]Most Incredibly Patient Person-ness Award:[/b] Any of the staff ^___^ you'd have to have the patient of a saint to be one im sure [b]~Signatures~[/b] [b]Braidless Baka[/b]--[i]Well, im not sure *what* exactly to say. So I guess I'll just echo what you said in your own yearbook post. We have had some great times and some extremely rocky times. But I truely do believe our friendship now is stronger than ever, as we both put time and effort into sorting everything out. I just want you to know. You are one of the greatest people I have met in this world, and I am so honoured to be able to call you "My friend" and as the lyrics to the "Tear-jerking-song-of-doom" go.."Friends never say goodbye" and we wont!!! MWHAHAHAHAHAH!!! *clings* YES!! ROLL ON 2005!! MWEHA!!! After the insanity..what im trying to say is. Thankyou..from the bottom of my heart.[/i] [i]~Bish-chan~[/i] [b]Doukeshi03[/b]--[i]*chuckles* well, despite all the random dedications i've done for you in my past. I think this one means the most to me. I can't really say thankyou for all the times you've put up with my tears, my whining, my ranting, and me just generally being.. me O_o. Saying "thankyou" really doesnt cut it here. But I want you to know, without me sounding corny or like something out of a bad novel *twitches* You mean the world to me, if anything were to happen to you I would probably crumble along side you lol. You've always been there for me and I hope you will be for a very long time to come. Long live our friendship!!! *prances* Thankyou for everything! There really isnt anything I can put into words that sums up how gratefull I am to have you in my life ^_^ Oh yeah! and you still owe me that motorcycle ride..dont be forgetting now! *grins*[/i] [i]~Bish-chan~[/i] [b]Queen Asuka[/b]--[i]I just wanted to say thankyou! for the help you've given me with my bad posts around OB. Im really bad with computers lol. By helping me I feel less of an idiot now. It means alot. Thanks again.[/i] [i]~Bishie~[/i] I dont really have anymore, as of yet. But im sure i'll update in the future ^___^

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Braidless Baka [/i] [B]I'd been away from my computer, having been called to do something by the parents, while talking to someone on my instant messanger. I got back and I tried to explain that I'd been busy and forgotten to tell her I was away. What I meant to send was: "I was busy" What I [i]sent[/i] was: "I was busty"[/B][/QUOTE] I hope i did that right *dies* *cackles at Baka-chan* oh that was funny!! Im going to remember that for the rest of my life my friend *smirks* As for the worst typo...hmm. I myself haven't actually made one, i mean I spell things weirdly sometimes, and it gets REALLY annoying when im typing in the dark and i mess up several times in a row, or im typing to about a million people and as i dont look at the keyboard to type, my fingers sometimes type weird things *twitches* But one of the most memorable typos i've witnessed. Was when me and two good friends of mine *smirks* they know who they are. We're rping. One of them meant to type "Sits and sighs" however what she ended up typing had an "H" in the first word.*cackles* we were in fits of laughter for hours!! I'll always remember it. The thing that was most amusing about the typo, was the fact my friends character was on his to the bathroom at the time(or in the bathroom, I forget) We've decided to make a "Typo hall of fame now" ahh the joys of being internet-junkies ne? heehee!!

Lain sighed quietly as he shifted uneasily in his seat. The plane journey had not been the greatest of experiences and if he was being true to himself, he would have been throwing himself off the machine by now. Looking around for something, *anything* to distract him the blonde frowned slightly, the picture of his host family, that was once clutched almost desperatly between overly pale fingers was gone, almost as if it had dissappeared into thin air. "Just greaaaat" He mentally scolded himself as he swung deep grey eyes to watch the other passengers on the plane. All we're smiling, little children running around with obvious excitement, teenagers around the same age as him-their eyes sparkling with the prospect of visiting a new country, adults with the same weary yet content expression he had witnessed so many times, they were glad to be home. It was the kind looking hostess that broke him from the thoughts beginning to surround him. For someone of Japanese descent, her english was perfect, impecable. Lain smiled slightly at the woman as he nodded and fastened his seatbelt, vaguely wondering if his host's english was as good. Yet still, he now had the unwanted task of trying to remember what his host looked like, without the picture to aid him he hoped luck was on his side. ********** A smooth plane land and thirty minutes later. Lain found himself waiting in the reception lounge to be greeted. He scowled as he looked frantically around for someone he might recognise, although his face remained passive to passers by, his clenched fists gave everything away. Grabbing hold of his luggage and pushing unusual white-blonde strands of hair from his eyes with his free hand, Lain began moving through the many crowds of people, cursing mentally under his breath. He didn't like the idea of being lost in a strange country. It was the yelling that made him turn around, swinging on the balls of his feet Lain found himself almost bumping into a boy atleast a head taller than him. "Uh...summimasen!!" the blonde muttered, beginning to move away from the figure "Its fine...your.." Aizawa Kane frowned slightly as his tongue tried to pronounce the boys name, which he knew as of "Lain" "Your..La~in..right?" Lain mentally breathed a sigh of relief as he dropped his bags where he stood, wincing slightly as one of the heavier cases landed directly on his foot. "Yeah...your..Kane i assume?" Kane smirked as he moved backwards slightly, bowing towards the shorter boy, however not allowing his eyes to leave the form. "Aizawa kane at your service" Lain allowed himself a small laugh as Kane bent to pick up the bags easily. "Well, lets get going ne? i despise crowded places" Kane called behind him as he began walking through the emense cloud of people. "Yeah..lets" Trailing after Kane, Lain breathed a huge sigh of relief. Even though he was tired, and felt like he hadn't taken a shower in seventy years. He was happy. Perhaps this place wouldn't be so bad after-all. ********** It was Lain who broke the silence as the two were walking toward the parked crimson car in the aiports car-park. Rain had started falling lightly around the pair, coating the streets surrounding them with damp darkness. "Im sorry..you may have to speak english alot. My Japanese really leaves much to be desired" Kane laughed as he opened the trunk to the verichle, placing the boys luggage sercurely inside it. "No worries Lai-chan, my mothers American, im used to it..she prefers to yell at people in English" Chuckling quietly and shaking water-droplets from his ebony bangs, Kane moved toward the doors of the car, kicking one of the doors slightly before scowling at it and wrenching it open. "This door..is pure evil, i swear! ano baka!" Lain laughed quietly as he slid into the door held open for him. He was beginning to warm to the taller boys personality like a moth to flame. It was a welcoming thought to believe he was truely wanted here. Throwing himself into the drivers seat Kane slammed the door shut behind him, turning on the motor and kicking the car into motion. Narrowing cobalt eyes at the radio, the Japanese boy pushed a button several times before the speakers at the back of the verichle vibrated quickly, almost causing the car to have a heatbeat of its own. "Home then?" "Sounds good to me.." During the hour long journer to the Aizawa household Lain had fallen into a peacefull sleep, dreams undisturbed as his breathing remained regular. "He must be exhausted, poor kid" Taking a hand off the steering wheel and shrugging off the leather jacket encasing his form, Kane gently draped the material over the sleeping boy, thankful he had gotten here safely. The blonde seemed geniunely nice, even though quiet. Kane smiled to himself as he swung his eyes to the road once more. This was going to be an interesting moment in his life. He was sure of that... ****************** YAY FOR OOCNESS! Okay, Japanese translations (they're not perfect though, im warning you all lol) Summimasen-Excuse me Baka-Idiot Ne-Yeah? Chan- I think Baka-chan explained this in her own post ^_^ Oh yeah, and "Lai-chan" is basically a nickname Kane made up O_o Im sure everyone got that though. *has a weird habbit of making her characters nickname others* *gets attatched to her characters* Oh i like this already! mweha!!! *skips away*

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Queen Asuka [/i] [B][color=hotpink][size=1]To quote someone, just click the button at the bottom of their post. It does the tags for you automatically.[/color][/size] [/B][/QUOTE] Okie! thanks!! i'll remember that! Hmmm..maybe i *will* buy the movie then. Even if my mother doesn't like it O_o..i wanna see what all the hype is about now. ^__^

[quote][i]Originally posted by Utena_Tenjou [/i] [b]except for my step mom that used to tell me watching anime was 'childish', then she watched the Evangelion movie. -__-; And I was sort of baned from anime until I moved out.[/b][/quote] Just a question, because i've never seen the Eva movie X_x why did she ban you?..I mean, i've heard things about the movie..but was it *that* bad that she banned you from watching it?! *twitches and wonders if she should continue to persuade her mum to buy it for her* X___x I hope i did that post-thingy by the way..i hate being new to things O_o [color=hotpink][size=1]I fixed your tags for you. ^_^ *QA*[/color][/size]

Uhh this is to Lady Asphyxia ^__^ Yeah! I have read it *cackles* thats why i put "I read somewhere" in my thread post thingie. I thought it was an interesting concept and so used it ^__^ *didnt claim right to anything* O_o..why am i always worried about be sued? lol

*dies* this thread is about soulmates!! not murders! lol just kidding ^__^

Hmmm..you *become* a soulmate? you meet them, then when they leave you feel incomplete? I like that...I like that alot...^_^

*twitches* This is weird..almost everyone's first kiss has turnt out badly O_o it makes me almost wish i could go back and do it all again, just so i had a decent memory to talk about lol This is to Doukeshi03's comment ^__^ Yeah, it was a extremly interesting ecounter. Although i didnt really look at the persons face after..so i dunno what their expression was. Oh no wait! i did! MWHAHAH! *chuckles as she remembers* man im getting old, my mind isnt what it used to be* ahh the memories *smirks slightly*

Off Topic...again O_o fine lol *changes Doukie-chan to Nashi-chan* Im not even sure why i got attatched to that name *twitches* Nashi-chan sounds better lol Okay, im not good with this whole posting thing and so this is a comment directed toward Queen Asuka ^__^ What you said was kinda scary *twitches* But actually makes sense

O_O *is frightened and so chooses not to comment* naah..it might be cool, but in the end we'd either A: wipe ourselves out B: go insane C: rebel against the rest of the world and plot domination O_o *can see all of these things play out in her heads* Its human nature to keep conquering, and im sure we'd find opposition along the way..if we didnt destory ourselves by then So..not too good an idea! the world has enough troubles with the countries it does have lol And yeah...being as it would be such a small country..canabalisim might end up reigning supreme...thats unnerving X_x

*sighs* i really cant help on this subject O_o im in abit of the same situation myself, i've liked someone for a looooong time now. I mean yeah i've dated over people. But i've never really felt the same way towards them as i do for this person. I think i've been smitten for about 2 years or so now X_x Man i need a hobbie or summat *laughs* All i can really say is time may help. But i know from experience that doesnt if you let thoughts dwell around your mind. Try doing things to take your mind off him, it works sometimes ^_^

Totally off topic O_o Wow...Doukie-chan actually submitted a short post O_o *is shocked* Nyah! *sticks out tongue and runs away*

Okay. A friend of mine has been asking me to post this thread for awhile *chuckles and points at Doukeshi03* nyaaah nyaaah doukie-chan! Well-here it finally is people. I just wanted to see everyones view on it really. Everyone is of course allowed their own opinion, so please everyone-no flaming! share the love is what i say! ^__^ Here goes nothing... I find it really amusing, all the stuff i read nowadays about soulmates, past-lives etc etc. So heres what i think. if your past lifetimes effect the one your living in now, that could so not be good. I mean, if you hurt someone in your past life, or fell in love with someone you shouldn't have. You hurt or get involved in a bad relationship in your current life, how unfair is that?! I mean, you could make one small mistake in one life, and spend the next 90 lives paying for that *one* mess up O_o So! here is where this rant merges with the whole "soulmate" deal ^_^ I read somewhere, that a soulmate is the other half of you, the other side of a coin as so to speak. They're with you from the dawn of time, until the end. But to *get* this person, you have to A-want this person with all your being O_o B-Deserve this person C-Except this person in whatever form and until that happens, you will always feel incomplete, like half of you is missing. But not every life is the same as your past life, and things change and get majorly messed up to prevent you from meeting your "soulmate" you might get die early, or they might die early. You may find them and they end up hating you in that life time, despite the fact that person may despise you, im sure there's still some attraction there ^_^ you'd both be soulmates after-all. So what if your soulmate in your current life your in happens to be the same gender or way younger/older..heck O_o it might even be an animal *twitches* It kinda shows that fate has a twisted sense of humour doesnt it? And then..what if you *do* find your soulmate, defy all the boundries to be with them, convice yourself that they are the *one* and you'd rebel against society to prove your love for them, distance yourself from everyone you hold dear that dissapproves. What if you *Do* do that..but they really dont want you. That would be a major kick in the teeth ne? So does this mean we're destined to be lonley a good half of our life-time? And we very rarely feel complete? It does kinda make sense, when you think of all the people of the world and their insercuritys/problems/preferences. I personally *do* believe there's such thing as a "soulmate" a perfect person for someone. I also believe that when you meet them, you just *Know* It sometimes isnt the greatest of things to experience though im sure. So what does everyone else think? I really hope this made sense lol.

Okay!! Im here to plead my case!! *sticks tongue out at Braidless-Baka* Nyaaah!! Actually i dont really know *how* O_o OKAY!! IT WAS ME!! I SAID THAT!! AND IM PROUD!! ^______^ Id also like to comment on something before i actually go into what i wanted to originally say. BRAIDLESS-BAKA HAS FINALLY ADMITTED TO THE SHOUNEN-AI HINTS IN "YAMI NO MATSUEI" *cackles and throws streamers everywhere* mwehhehe!! thats just totally made my day *coughs* anyway. I guess i just watch/read shounen-ai/shoujou-ai for the plot lines. Even though im a fangirl, i dont just go looking for it because of pairings. I usually refuse to watch/read anything if its is distastefully done. But i do blieve that those that do avoid it, are missing out on some really great animes. And yes i do get protective of certain bishounen, as Braidless-Baka said mentioned. I *do* have a hard time seeing random anime females with bishounen i have claimed, i guess its a territorial thing lol I dont get angry with any particular pairing *coughheero/relenacough* lol just kiddin' people are entitled to their opinions Okay..well maybe id throw a fit is Yuki Eiri suddenely announced he was straight and left Shuichi O_O id just die.

Epp!! and not being able to message Braidless Baka. *dies* i thought i mentioned her *twitches* i hate being rushed *kicks the evil class change*

Hmmm..dont i've had a moment on OB that i've cried...yet O_o *twitches* give it time! and i shall have one. I bet its gonna be something to do with my school blocking OB so i cant send random messages to Doukeshi03 *dies* thats so gonna kill me, and the fact i know Doukie-chan personally is gonna make it twice as bad. *sighs* Lets just hope my computer gets here soon....X______X

Hmmm...i think i act somewhat different online compared to IRL..but then again i dont, im an open-minded, hyper, loud person IRL and im pretty much the same online. However- I tend to hide my problems online and make it seem like everything is okay with my life, i guess thats where im different. I try to by myself when im online incase i ever meet anyone from the internet, i dont want them knowing a total stranger.. Did that make any sense at all? O_o *dies*