Bishie

O_O 1x3?!!!! *dies* lol thats cool..im not one to flame pairings i dont follow. Love is love ne? But still...1x3?!! i wonder if they'd ever actually have a conversation *thinks about this* hmmm..maybe it'll be alot of "hns" and blinking. *dies with laughter* oh i amuse myself sometimes. But yeah, i can see where your coming from. They would understand each other alot better than the other pilots. Although i still maintain that Duo is better for Heero. Ahh well...^__^ *skips away with her youji plushie*

YAY FOR THE 3X4 WORSHIPPERS OUT THERE!!!! *glomps all* Had to say that...sorry this post is so quick *runs to class* EEP!!!

O_O...i wish my mum would suddenly become addicted to anime! *wails* the world would be a much interesting place, heh heh. I have a hard enough time converting my friends to the addiction that is anime *twitches* how cruel is life?!!

Follows Doukie-chans example and refuses to get into the whole yaoi/Shounen-ai argument. Peoples opinions are they're own ne? we really cant change the way they think..so lets not argue about it ^_^

*chuckles* I tried getting a lock on my room, i have a younger sibling that rifles through my stuff *twitches and thinks of her cable and dvd player" my wonderfull stuff lol Anime doesn't bother my mum as such really..only the animes such as "Fake" and "Gravi" BUT! im currently obsessed with "Fruits basket" so all is good ^_^ I think my mother tries to ignore the fact i have shounen-ai pictures plastered to my walls..etc etc O_o Im sorry if this post makes no sense whatsoever, i've just finished a school production after months of rehearsing..I never thought id be this drained, the scary thing is-I'd jump to perform all week lol Okay, that went waaaay off subject.

Ummm arggggh!!! i have so many!!! *eye twitches* Okay *gets list* Im not really into het anime pairings *chuckles* I guess im just weird lol But my ultimate yaoi pairing would have to be "3x4" ^______^ I adore Twowa and Quatwa *grins* i think they are so totally meant for each other, plus this pairing holds a special place in my heart because it was the first Yaoi pairing i'd ever experienced. But since then...I guess YukixShuichi would be a VERY close second. I adore Eiri and the fact he beats Shuichi down, and the little pink haired fluff-ball still worships the ground he walks on, is just wow..if thats not devotion..i dunno what is!! Plus..we all know Eiri really does love Shuichi..its so obvious, even if he *is* cold..its still in every action toward shuichi! LONG LIVE SHOUNEN-AI I SAY!!!! O_o hey..that ryhmed..

Just thought id make a small note, my mum blames anime/manga for my bad grades too X_x! *dies* she just doesn't understand that algebra is pure evil and even if i didnt watch anime id still be failing *eye twitches* She also blames it for my certain preferences and other things..but meh! she just doesnt understand. She still nags me about it, but as im getting older she tends to try and ignore it ^__^ Although i think shes still secretly worried im going to run away to Japan to do random bishounen stalking *cackles madly* Gomen, random hyperness..end of algebra YAY!!! i may add a more..sane post later ^_^ Oh yeah! anyone, feel free to add me to their buddie list. Im still new to OB so i really dunno how to work it, but that doesnt matter!!

I dont have alot of time, but i just wanted to say thankyou. I understand where your coming from ^_^ Domo arigatou gozaimashita (i hope to god thats atleast right X_x)

*twitches* First off, im learning japanese!! i know i can't phrase it right for the life of me lol but atleast im trying! However, i would of appreciated it alot more if you *had* corrected me, instead of just telling me it was wrong. I can only get better by trying, and seeing as my stupid school only teaches french here, i have to teach myself..and i know its not always right. Im sorry if my bad grammer or what-have-you offended you, but i wasn't hurting anyone and personally i dont see any reason to stop, atleast by typing it wrongly im more likely to get corrected. Its better than walking around thinking im doing something right. Oh yeah, on another note. Id like to thank Baka-chan and Doukie-chan *smirks* for coming to my defense! I love you guys!! *glomps muchly*

To the person that asked me to keep anime topics in the anime lounge. Gomen nasai!!! *eye twitches* i didn't realise..Im a baka and new to this thing lol.

Okay, heres another question. Its kinda pointless..but still! I HAD! to ask O_o. My mother does not stop me from watching anime, im 17 lol ^__^ i doubt she could if she tried. BUT! do anyone elses parents dislike it? I know when i was alot younger she would try to talk me out of watching it, then got really bad when i started watching/reading Shounen-ai manga/anime. Apparently she thinks it will fry my brain and make me forget the real world. I guess i really shouldn't have announced i was dying my hair hot pink, cutting it short to look like "Shuichi Shindou" and running away to Japan to find my Eiri *chuckles* Only joking, not ALL of that is true. But so..anyway. Has this happened to anyone else before? and if it did, how did you feel about it?

I doubt its the most "scary" movie out..BUT! "The Ring" totally freaked me. Im sorry for those that disagree and say its not scary..but i guess its not in some respect. I however..despise people crawling at me..and when that evil little girl crawled at the end of the movie *shivers* X___X!!! kowaii desu ne... I had nightmares for the next week, i HAD to fall asleep with my tv on..because i was half afraid that if i turned it off the bloody thing would come on with the movie! X___x!! *eye twitches* Although...having said that. I'd jump a mile to see the Japanese version ^______^ [color=green]Double-posting isn't allowed. I combined your two posts into one. --Manic[/color]

If the question about the "17years" thing was to me Dan. I think i meant a person of 17/16 going out with a person that is *alot* older with them. I mean, theres nothing wrong with it, of course. But sometimes people younger than that age, or even *are* that age..tend to make bad descisions. I wasn't very awake when I wrote that post, so if it made no sense whatsoever i apologise ^_^

Yeah, i wasn't atually thinking of it along those lines. I had a friend once that refused to watch any otther cartoon etc etc..because he thought everything else was pure rubbish. I however, dont think that. its whatever your interested in personally ne? But what about more life-related issues? *looks curious* thats what i was mainly getting at ^__^

*smirks* Yeah, i've seen it..however i saw it in the US. Im british, so i didn't really spend much of the movie actually watching it. Most of it was spent explaining to my friends what the heck the british lads were saying *chuckles* But the movie as a whole..freaked me out! I mean, it was wonderfully done, but the wolves/people/things O_o just scared the heck outta me!! I think i slept clinging to my stuffed lion (dont ask) and a friend all night. X___x!! Im such a coward lol Although, at the end..when the guy says "They think its all over....it is now!" I started crying..ya see, my real father lives in england..im now in the US. He used to say that alot..he was weird lol. But still..it brought back memories *smiles slightly*

I can't really describe my FIRST kiss..well yeah i can, but it sucked!! *cries* and i was hoping for fireworks lol..BUT! i do have a small tale to tell *chuckles* I have loved this certain person for almost 2/3 years now..at first it just started as a strong liking, but somehow *twitches* turnt to love..this person was *always* there for me, always patient..never angry etc etc..i doubt i'll ever find anyone that can feel their place in my heart. BUT! this person doesn't feel the same for me, this person knows how i feel..and is okay with it, but only likes me as a friend. One day..a long long time ago, i managed to steal a kiss from this person. Okay it was only ultra-quick and on the neck, but after, i tingeled everywhere ^_^ *smiles in memory* i wonder if that person felt the same..hmmm. If not..i still have them to some extent, aslong as they're near me..i really dont care. But that doesn't mean im gonna give up!! I mean, i've dated during these years..only breifly, because i have TRIED to move on..as they have asked me to, but alas..that didn't work. I've kept these feelings for a heck of a long time now, whats the point in just letting go of them?..all my attempts would be pointless ne? *smirks* the things us humans to for love...

I would make this post longer..but im REALLY supposed to be paying attention *looks nervously around her class* heh heh I dont think beauty can be defined, its EVERYWHERE. I believe only when you open your eyes and accept something, in whatever form its in..whatever/whoever it is. Then you can begin to understand true beauty, untill then.. well..its like not being able to see, your blinded to the truth and only choose to believe whats on the outside, the shell. I personally, can't describe beauty for myself. To me, i guess, a friend is beautifull..because they accept me for who i am, not what i may seem. Silence is beautifull..its so simple, it doesn't hide anything. Darkness is beautifull because secrets are intriguing. People who can love..and love completely..without jealousy, without hate. Thats beauty. As in look wise, beauty is only skin deep. You could be defined by society and "gorgous" but what good is that..if say, you go home..away from everyone else..and hurt yourself or someone else? Beauty..is learning to accept and understand

*twitches* I hope i did this right. *hates being new to stuff like this* lol Just thought id ask this question, it came to me while i was sat in alegbra pondering random things and listening to J-pop. I just wanted to know everyones views on it really. But i have to ask just one thing, please..everyone respect everyone elses view ^__^ Opinions are what make the world great! LET THE LOVE FLOW!! Okay, being serious once more. In the many years "BA" (before anime) lol when i was boring, and had no real interest in life. I was VERY closed minded *still isnt sure WHY she was* But then! DUN DUN DUUUN!! I kinda got hooked onto anime ^__^ Before this happened i found homosexual relationships and other intense issues very unnerving. But now..well lets just say im a total shounen-ai/shoujou-ai worshipper and very RARELY find anything unnerving, my mind was opened up due to the many issues addressed in the anime's i've seen. However..im not saying, EVERYTHING addressed in anime is "right" in real life..but still. How does everyone else feel about this? has your mind been opened up because of being introduced to anime? or is it the same as ever? *raises an eyebrow* Id like to say im a better person for it, i see love in places i didn't once and im not afraid to speak out anymore..im such a rebel *grins* *skips off humming to Utada Hikaru*

I don't think large age differences are a *bad* thing, i guess id draw the line at under 16/17 though, at a younger age..people tend to *think* they're in love and make alot of mistakes because of it, me being one of them *twitches* But in the whole I really don't care, it doesn't disgust me-heck im probably one of the most open-minded people in this universe ^_^ People need to live their lives to the fullest, whatever makes you happy ne? I mean, smiles are what get us through this world. I just have one personal note to say, for any young person going with an older guy/girl. Be careful..and please please, don't make the mistake i did. Giving my everything to someone who hurt me and didn't love me like i did that person, i held on until i was in far too deep to get out. Its scary, and if it *does* happen to you, be strong and see it through. It doesn't always have to have a unhappy ending ^__^ LET LOVE LIVE PEOPLE!! Oh! and another thing..any girl thats dating an older gorgous Japanese bishounen..I ENVY YOU! *chuckles*

*smirks slightly* how about the whole the world is divdided into three dimensions? One is the past, the other two is the future and the present. So..if we die...instead of going to another world..or being born again. We go back or forward in time to one of these other dimensions *raises an eyebrow at Doukeshi03* hows that for a thought? Heh heh..sorry, my day ended well. Just thought i'd add this small idea.

*thinks* since when did this get to be a religous discussion? *looks curious* nevertheless...im not going into that whole rant again, whatever people believe in is fine with me ^__^ But just one other thought, onto the whole "is there and afterlife" thing. Did anyone else other than me, wonder if we are nothing but someone elses dream? *twitches* I mean, this person dreaming would have to have one heck of an imagination..but still. If that WAS the case..its really too scary to think about. Oh yeah-and on a personal note. I apologise for any bad grammer or missed spelt words in my last post. I was in algebra class and was rushing *chuckles* yare yare, i know i should of been doing my work. But as my dear friend Doukeshi03 says... Meh...

Oh yeah! and just one quick note. As to the whole "heaven/hell" thing..its whatever people want to belive in, if it brings people comfort..than whatever your boat floats like ne? *raises an eyebrow* But heres my view. A coin has two sides right? If theres a good..theres a bad. If theres a heaven, theres a hell. But i dont belive there is one set place. Humanity IS heaven and hell. Long around people..i mean REALLY look. Some people would describe hell as ANYTHING. Men sitting around smoking with business suits..or whatever. Humanity is these things Im not disrespecting anyone elses view though, we are who we are..are we not? Personally im reserving judgement on the whole heaven/hell thing..I just want to enjoy my life..because one day i may not have it, i may loose everything. So while im here..im going to do whats in my heart, adn well..if thats wrong. So be it, i refuse to live my life being unhappy because of worry about when we die. Im only human after all, and id much rather have smiles now and pay later..atleast then i can say i *was* happy. The world is too myseterious and large for us to worry about something waaay beyond our comprehention.. whatever happens, happens. But i say this to you all. Grab your happiness while you can. Because like a star..i doubt it lasts long.

Hmmm.... I do believe in reincarnation, to some extent. I think, that when you die, you may get a choice..as to wether you can just "Be" or you can be born again, i find it hard to fathom that we are just a moment in time, a single star in the sky, im not sure why the heck we were put on this earth, but i dont believe for one second that we only get *one* chance at it, its humanities will..its been engraved in our heads somehow, to keep going, keep striving and not to give up. So i dont think we'd just finish our lives and it all ends there. I mean, some may just want to uhh float or whatever (im not dead yet, i dunno) But some..i think would want to be born again, wether it be to correct mistakes or i dunno. I also believe that we take part of ourselves with us in every life we do have, as Doukeshi03 said. Just a small part of our soul, that makes us who were are. If were ARE reborn, i very much doubt our personalities are different every time...because then, we'd really be no-one..would we? If everything i am saying..isnt true *thinks* well im probably gonna stand wherever i'll be and argue the toss until i AM reborn again *chuckles* I dont want to just be a fleeting moment, selfish? maybe..its just who i am. Onto the subject of Karma, i do believe that to some extent aswell *was actually having this convo with Doukeshi03 last night* I believe that small things, done in the life before your current one-has some effect on the way you are living now. This is usually where my rant about karma merges with the whole "Soulmate" thing, which im currently thinking about..so im gonna stop before im sat here typing for hours. But just a small question. Doesnt anyone other than me, ever feel like they're only half of something? Like part of them was lost? *tilts her head* *sighs* I hate pondering such deep things..after-all im only human..i dont think any of us will ever know the answer to this question. We rarely remember our past lives 9if we have them) Fate has a sense of humour..i swear And oh yeah! no flaming! I respect ALL your opinions! they are what make us who we are..and if opionions were to suddenly stop...the world would be a very boring place! ^______^

Im not opposed to suicide, because i believe that everyone has their own right, to do what they feel best for themselves. However..people should really take into consideration other people at the same time. To commit suicide just to hurt someone, is WRONG! its selfish no-one has any right to bring someone else such pain. But..being in that situation once myself, i can understand the wanting to run, as Braidless Baka said. The person feels hurt, and alone..like he/she doesn't really belong anywhere and often is blinded from the people that really DO care. To be suicidal may be from depression, and im sorry..but i don't want to hear anyone saying you can "snap" out of depression..its a medical unbalance..and cannot be discarded. I've tried just "snapping" out of it, and it only ended up hurting me more. However, someone can also be suicidal because of extreme happiness, like-the person doesn't feel he/she deserves what they have. Im not analyzing this, because everyone is different. However, if someone mentally and physically cannot handle life anymore, then they must do what they must. Sometimes, it hurts more to continue to live. I know when i was in that situation i felt like i just wanted to "Fade" away..to not exsist. As someone said in a previous post, it takes alot of courage to commit suicide. Its also true..to end your life *is* hard..because survival instincts cut in. Yes, there are ways to fight suicide, to will yourself to keep living. But if your life is a constant nightmare, and you are not happy with the current world your in. Then i believe suicide isnt in the wrong, just the things/people that cause you to take that action. No-one in this world should be in pain. If commiting suicide ends that. Then well, thats a good enough reason.

Totally Off topic O_O Naa naa...so everyone has a bubble? *blinks and looks around for her bubble* Okay..im totally lost now..*dies* the heat is finally getting to me!! *urges to people to join Baka-chans RP* HAYAKU MINNA-SAN!! ONEGAI SHIMASU!!! ^___^ *skipples away*