Writing Today's Poem [M -- As a Precaution]

[darkfreak0304]

Aetheism,Satanism, Catholascism
isn't it all just the same?
just away to feel relaxed
to know you have a plan
that you've got it worked out
you'll be ok, it's what you beleive.
Nationalism, Capitalism, Communism
something used to order others
keep the people in their line
a way to spread the common knowledge
so that everyone can sit back and say
it will all be ok, it's what you beleive.

[Raiha]

[COLOR=royalblue]The unberable Lightness of being,
Courses through this place,
And we rise only to fall,
For what we have been pushed back into.

And we try to rise above,
Merely to turn on one another,
Only child of the clan leader,
Pushed from home to another land.

When she returns to find death,
The words fall like dew to pasture,
And all has come undone,
But will be redone.[/cOLOr]

[darkfreak0304]

Revelation

An evangel sought but found
everything that we wisehd to know
ended within each secret silence
slowly the tears fall as we realise
the true meaning of this thought wicked life
yet its purpose will not be remembered
a bliss once lived will escape again
slowly to creep forbid to exist
resulting the end to pause here
ceasing to move and resting in place
slowly letting the future take its final path
in which all will be seen
the truth revealed
and all will begin
again.

[darkfreak0304]

Leaving

look into the fleeting the eye
watch it's light grow dimmer and dull
look into it's heart's horizon
as it's last setting comes abroad
slowly now it will all leave us
and in the end
others will grieve us.

[Heaven's Cloud]

[color=indigo]
The man with the Gun

I played god
the other day
and weilded a .45
I shot old
Mr. Gregory
right between they eyes.
He didn't cry
He didn't scream
when I pulled the hammer back.
For he knew that I
was god that day
and that my mood was black.
I sent his soul to heaven
to visit his dead wife
I let him buy his soul
that day
but the price he paid was life[/color]

[Raiha]

[cOlor=royalblue]Sweet is the ambrosia we have tasted,
Warm was the fire we walked into,
Dark was the path we had made,
And cold was the awakening we were born into.

A single tear falls to Earth,
From somewhere overhead,
We know that she is crying,
Like we are on the inside.[/color]

[Mitch]

[color=red][i] The clashed feeling does come upon me
a slow testement to the end of all
as I'm on that river of lost shards
I'm crawling, and I'm blank
lost, yet, somewhere, in the place
somewhere, I'm in a daze
I can't know, I can't try
I'm just feeling low,
melancholy is blown
and my heart, it doesn't know
it only beats, sad tunes of lore
I sit here
wondering inside
is life for mine, is it all lies?
I sit here
saddened by utterances of my frozen stream
wondering is life a ball, can I glean
isn't it grand, isn't it all not so bland
yet, life sits with me
unsured and bare
a statue for which to stare
I only sit,
wonder,
when will it become more
something less, something born
but, I still await the time
I still hate this reaching dime[/color][/i]

[Talon]

[color=teal]Hark! Can you feel this pain? Can you see my blood?
I have died, or am I born? Why does this blood stain my hands?
Did I kill someone? I can't remember. Who am I?
I see her body laying on the ground. Who is she?

Why does she not stir? I see the wound, red and angry.
Why does my heart cry out, why does it howl in pain?
Did I used to feel something for this young woman?
Ah! Yes! Now I remember! My love, my dearest daughter.

She is dead. Why? Who killed her? My only daughter...
Why did they kill my closest friend? Why my daughter?
I feel my blood leaving my body....the wound in my forehead....
All is getting bleak....now I see her. She killed our daughter...

My wife killed us. My daughter. Me. But why? Why?
Why did she hate us so? We who loved her truly.
She hated us. She hated me. I loved my daughter.
Goodbye, forever. I die, now, defending my daughter.

Ultimately I failed. My daughter has died....and so shall I.......[/color]

[Raiha]

[COLOR=royalblue]So she spread her wings,
And held us together,
We grew up as light,
But she let us go.

There was pain,
And then there was suffering,
We learned to deal with it,
But we seperated.

Jaudiar was dark,
Ananda was light.
Sundered but kynn,
Bound with blood and love.

I do not love.

I must love.[/COLOR]

[RicoTranzrig]

[COLOR=darkblue]I lay in bed
I cry,
Because I know there's no body
There any longer who could
Love me like the way a mother
Would love a child.

In the sheets,
I am shrouded,
Dreaming of a life
I yearn for, instead of
The darkness I stare at.

Everyday,
My heart breaks,
I can't stand here with you
And not feel the pain
Being pushed deep down.

But you're all I need
Is you,
Unconditionally,
With heartly truth.[/COLOR]

[Spikey]

In this darkness
There's no way out
There's no way to hide
There's no way to shout

I lone farther, and farther
But where have you gone
I cannot find you
Have I gone all wrong

Why have you left me here
In this darkness
I can't see
God this darkness

Save me from this evil
Help me with your love
I need a little help
From you, above

I wrote that a while ago. You know I haven't wrote any poems in here lately. Well, here I go again.

[RicoTranzrig]

[COLOR=darkblue]"I'm not supposed to like you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life
Wishing you were there;
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are
Or what you do.
I'm sorry couldn't help myself,
In how I feel when I'm with you..."[/COLOR]

[Mitch]

[color=red][i][b][u]Pain Skyed[/b][/u]
Please remember,
the sky's my fall.
please remember,
I've fell through my mind.
I'll feel better for eternal.
for wishes are pained in memory,
and tears are cried inside,
kept to my mind, lies.
depression is but a mask I've torn,
a mask I've worn.
it feels tight, pained, tingled.
it feels nothing, something, everything.
I've breathed, I've lived.
I've sighed, I've died inside.
time takes time, mind takes mine,
falling is living, living is falling.
human is fell,
perfection is never.
searching is right,
falling for might.
I'm holding myself,
giving it all reason.
haven't I held,
hasn't it hurt for long enough.
when is eternal neverending,
when is eternal breathed neverfore.
it's all pointless,
it's all felled, inset.
I'm losing, it's never for won.
give me something,
give me nothing.
that's what I have,
that's what I deserve.
for pain is righted,
and felt, it is binded.[/color][/i]

[Raiha]

[COLOR=royalblue]So I ran through the forests and glens,
It was not worth the wait,
But I knew I had to keep going,
Hope that I would see my sister again.

I am Ananda,
The starseed in my heart is joy,
But sometimes it is not easy,
However I can still love.

A half diamond,
Ringed with six wings,
Pulsing with energy,
And flowing with hope.

It is mine,
Jaudiar is not mine,
Love is mine,
To love Jaudiar is my hope.

Will it happen?

It must happen.[/COLOR]

[Guest butterfly]

hidden place: bjork
He's the beautifullest, fragilest, still strong
Dark and divine
And the littleness of his movements
Hides himself
He invents a charm that makes him insivible
Hides in the hair
Can i hide there too?
Hide in the hair of him
Seek solice
Sanctuary

In that hidden place....

[Raiha]

[COLOr=royalblue]So I sang for the king,
And after I went out,
And there was no sound,
Only a loon crying in the distance.

I am Jaudiar,
The starseed in my heart is chaos,
It is never simple,
And I will never love again.

A half opal,
With many bat wings,
Throbbing with agony,
And soothing in its fear.

It is mine,
Ananda is not mine,
Love is never mine,
To love Ananda is my fear.

Will it love?

I can not love.[/COLOR]

[Evil Pancakes]

Hallo there... Well, I have a bit of a pitiful poem I'm writing, but can't seem to conclude it. Any suggestions, anyone?
It brought the joy of wonder
The elements of despair
Each tick of the clock like thunder
The mind unwilling to share.
The beauty was fulfilling
Yet empty to the bone
My open arms and broken charms
Slit and cut, yet its eyes still shone.
The brightest glow, of angel-white,
Like embers burning low
It began to fade
A darker shade
Its heart pierced with the cold steel bow.
Its song still unbroken
A melody unforgotten
For the beast left me no token
With its own blood it was sodden.
The beast let out a wail
It carried over the land
From infant, to tree, to quail
The jewel fell from its hand.
The deep brown eyes engulfed me
Lost was I in its world
Yet somehow I was free
A stream of light unfurled.
The jewel smoked crimson ash
The ash a smell of dew---

[RicoTranzrig]

[COLOR=darkblue]Three men, entrusted with a plethora of secrets.
I am one of them. Hours on end to our conversations last.
Dawn 'till dusk does the time pass.
Only to those two do I share the darkest corners of my mind.
No one can come around and break that bind.

People break, they lie, cheat, steal.
Even our most loved ones mess up the way we feel.
Kicked to the side, we were, seeing them become ruined
Snatched their bodies, they did,
Leaving us with empty hearts, efforts lost in our midst.

You say you care, a few kisses
And you think that'll do me good.
Then you go out and turn your back on your promise
And expect me to carry on as I should.

I can go on and play along with you
But I wanted you deep down inside
At first, being a place I could confide
Only to find out the garbage you taste.

Now you leave me alone to start in the arms of someone else
You may have the pleasure, pain, and pride.
But you won't see me again,not without having a heart.

Together, we three come again, leaving you out.
You are not a part of us
You lie
You cheat
You steal.
Just for once, maybe you'd like to understand how I feel.
[/COLOR]

[Juu]

[color=deeppink] [size=1]The sand trembles beneath their feet,
as the war grows nearer,
and the dawn shines clearer.

Will they proclaim victory,
and ease their way to history?
Or shall they be left in paril,
cities darkened with turmoil?

The war is over,
as pride shines over your shoulder.
You look to the east,
where the crimson sun paints the least.[/color] [/size]

[Raiha]

[COLOR=royalblue]So I sang,
But the words were old,
They echoed dully,
Moving in my mind.

I sat down,
And the birds saw me,
They cried out aloud,
And they were clear.

But my voice,
It is not what it was,
Maybe it is time,
The passage of it we can not hide from.

I tried once more,
But the words failed me,
And I was lost,
So they bled like ink on wet paper.

Oh well.

I tried. And I failed. Wasn't good enough. For me. For him. For the world.[/COLOR]

[The Harlequin]

[font=gothic][color=crimson]
[U][I]My Desperate, Cast Away Wardship[/U][/I]

I've watched, many nights
The silver glass of your soul
The mirror of your psyche
Drip with the blood you've shed for me

Stained, defiled, ravaged
A curtain drawn across the candle
There is no more need for the light
There is nothing left to illuminate
No more need for comfort

You say you wish it so
You say the darkness calls you
It twists through you with forgotten ecstasy
Driven by winter winds,
And long buried dreams

But the phantasms
That follow you down
Into the pits of delusion
Are not the lovers
That you pray they are

Deeply, completely, unforgivingly,
You know them not to be
But the candle, even though snuffed
Still draws the moth
And it still kills
And it still tortures
And you still love it....

The light is gone.
The song is ended.

The candle rejuvenated
The taper, exposed
To the flame of heart
Nevermore a demon
Nevermore the nightmare

Embrace it

Pain, nightmares, darkness.
A welcome lover, when compared,
in all our well-meaning arrogance,
to the uncaring populace,
the great unwashed,
the blight.

Embrace your psyche.
Embrace the blackened heart.
Embrace your darker passions[/font][/color]

[Spikey]

It's one thing to be left alone,
It's another to be forgotten,
But nothing is as bad,
As what is happening.

I fell like the death,
Through your vains,
I feel like nothing,
That raves in the darkness.

But that's not who I am,
I live in the eternal light,
I am here to give you,
The gift of eternal light.

[The Harlequin]

[font=gothic][color=crimson]

[U][I]Beautiful Scars[/U][/I]

I need repreive.
I need to know.

What malady afflicts me?
Woe betides me?
Despair unmans me?

Do I dare find out?

Have I lost all sense?
Did I lose myself to ecstasy?
Alone in your arms.
In your embrace.
So far away from you.

My mind travels far different paths.
I wandered there long ago.
And still, I show you nothing.
I delude you. Allow you your illusions.

And it cuts you.
Because you know it to be false.
It leaves you broken.
It leaves you gasping.
It leaves you scarred.

All scars are beautiful.
They are the beauty of strength.
The beauty of character.
The beauty of redemption.[/font][/color]

[Raiha]

[COLOR=royalblue]Sing for me again,

Why?

I lilke to listen,

But I was horrible.
Didn't you hear?

Sing for me again,

I will try my best.

That is all I ask of you,
Sing with the music of the soul,
And you will lift the wings of our hearts,
And we will rise and fly.[/COLOR]

[Spikey]

I can't find this darkness that we live in,
Why, has all been lost,
I can't even find the light,
It's all gone, with one fight.